i'm too old for this shit @dropshipbellarke - Tumblr Blog

any of u all alive ?

#life update I'm 20 and a junior in college

hello tumblr its goofy time

heeeeyyy i used to be part of this fandom and saw that you and spacexualkids left. where do i find you guys now?

omg helloooo!! I only log on here very occasionally hahah

I use instagram and twitter with my personal accounts and I dont really have any social media for fandoms :) If you want to connect anywhere shoot me a message and I’ll let you know my handles hahah

#just 20 year old things i guess ???#this goes for anyone lets link

i dont want this take me back to the Bellarke Elite Scandal

#the 100 #bellarke fandom #bfsn #old blogs remember

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has bellarke become cannon yet or no

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this is an unfortunate turn of events

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i’m losing my mind kajshfdlkads.fas

WOW what a (shitty dumb stupid) way to end a show.

I joined this fandom (and tumblr) when I was 13 (THIRTEEN A BABY) and found such a wonderful community full of kind, supportive, and incredible people. When everything was going wrong, I found myself continually coming back to all of you guys. So many incredible and fun inside jokes (BFSN, the lettuce wars, the ship war of 2016, literally anything in 2016/2017 we were so funny lol) that I hold dear to my heart.

Now, as I am nearing my 20th birthday (WHAT) I think I finally feel content saying goodbye to this fandom. If anyone would like to stay in touch, message me and I’ll shoot you my Instagram or my Twitter or something :)

Love y’all. Thanks for being such integral parts of this journey.

#this was SUCH a big part of my teenager years #i miss the good old days of season 3 #i love you all #dropshipblorke out

has bellarke become cannon yet or no

#i havent watched this show in 3 years but i must do my monthly check in

I haven’t watched an episode of the 100 in 3 years but the thought of bellarke not being endgame makes me nauseated

the strangest thing about self harm recovery is that the urge never goes away. it is always about learning to co-exist with wanting to self-harm but being able to resist

#tw self harm #tw self injury

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born to eat cheese forced to work

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should i start from s1ep1 and live blog it

#i havent watched an episode of the 100 in at least a year #and i wanna catch up u kno?#when is the next season even premiering #i feel like i'm screaming into the void

thinking abt how i made this account when i was TWELVE and now i am NINETEEN kjdshfldasj that is so long i used to feel so young on here and now here i am what the fuck

#this is me periodically popping in and then dipping back out for another 2 months

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daddy issues make u a people pleaser but mommy issues make u like. a sociopath

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invalidate

if u read fanfic off of fanfiction.net ur entitled to a veteran’s discount

#i lived off of ff.net for YEARS

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is there anything more bitter than letting go of friends that you thought were your ride or die? coming to terms with the fact that you’re walking down different paths and you’ll be dismembered if you don’t let go of their hand. being true to yourself and your self-worth is something we’re never warned about. no one ever tells you that you’ll spend weeks pondering where it went wrong, what you did wrong, until you come to the somber realization that your time together on this earth just might be over.