Drugs. With pugs.

Please love me in the softest way you can. I'm so tired.

[weltenwellen]

Natalie Diaz, When My Brother Was an Aztec

[mswyrr]

[thoughtstherapy]

[danceswithratstoo]

This deserves a reblog!

[satanasaeternus]

Welder Wings

[drugswithpugs]

Searching for God in a dive bar bathroom

Echos of heartbreak is just what I'm used to

I can't go on except I know that I have to

At the end of the day no one can save you

Check engine light's on and I'm running on fumes

It's not new but I wish that I knew

When I could be through

Trying to fight for my goddamn life

Every second I'm alive

And there is no plan

I'm just doing what I can

And I am who I am

But I'm trying to be

Better

Than

That

[drugswithpugs]

It's getting bad again

[reading-books-in-the-moonlight]

[dark-romantics]

fuck off but like romantically

[geryone]

Woman, Eat Me Whole, Ama Asantewa Diaka

[emotionalwords]

[idkmaybeitsbpd]

I don’t know who needs to hear this, but I understand why I think I miss a previous partner, they were chaos and I grew up in chaos so of course that ex felt like home to me. Why do i want a home like the one i grew up in? From what I learned, I think for me, it’s because I’m trying to get the chaos to love me back and when that person can’t do it and the relationship ends, I subconsciously seek out the chaos again. The chaos comes in many forms that I’ve experienced trauma in. It doesn’t look the same every time but once the relationship ends, I realize it reminded me of something and it ended up being my childhood. I needed this and I hope this helps anyone else needing some type of explanation for this insanity.

[understands]

[metamorphesque]

― Anne Carson, Plainwater: Essays and Poetry

[drugswithpugs]

tell me why its been a year and I still think about you every day

I wish I could take it back

[hatin]

[understands]

[sporeblossom]

gonna tell my kids this was bridgerton