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a misogynistic society is so threatened by the concept of trans women - women that "had the opportunity" to be privileged men and chose not to - that they start making up privileges women have in order to explain why trans women exist. going into womens restrooms isnt a privilege, playing womens sports isnt a privilege, yet they present them as such to try and explain why trans women are women for nefarious reasons. a misogynistic society will never understand that trans women have no ulterior motive for being women
The Vampire Lestat, June 2026
THE VAMPIRE LESTAT It's time to hear his story
SPIRITED AWAY 2001 | dir. Hayao Miyazaki
ăMoonlit Vampire â Ąă 2021ćčŽ
ăStrigoica-Spring Nightă 2021ćčŽ
ć±±æŹăżă«ă / Takato Yamamoto
skye standley by mariana
photographed by goldberghourphotos on ig
reader x astarion - "i want an heir"
hi! this is my first fanfiction ever!
summary: ascended astarion has some...desires that only you can provide for him.
warnings: dubcon/noncon, smut, breeding kink, cnc, bondage
(not my gif)
You were his. Forever. Aetherna amantis, he had claimed. Lovers forever. It almost sounded too good to be true.Â
You should have known it was too good to be true.Â
Being one of Astarionâs spawn, albeit the prized one, was not all it was cracked up to be. Sure, you had a certain degree of protection. And yes, you got to live in this fancy mansion, existing by your loverâs side both day and night. And the bite marks he had gifted you on your neck; well, they were just more reminders that you were his, entirely his, and no one could take you away from him.Â
But Astarion had been ascended for a few months now. You had gone from being his only one, his only prized spawn, as he had promised you, to brothers and sisters galore, traipsing up and down the halls of the palace he promised was solely for the two of you. As much as you wanted to complain, you knew your now master would never hear of it. And he would get in one of his moods. Â
And when Astarion got in one of his moodsâŠyou knew trouble was headed your way.Â
And thatâs how you came to be completely helpless, arms bound to posts of his velvety bed, stark naked with the nip of chilled air the only thing covering your body, rag shoved in your mouth so you couldnât even talk to yourself, couldnât even make any noises besides mere vocalizations.Â
At least you still got some individual attention compared to the other spawn.Â
He had tied you upâŠcrap, how long could it have been? Hours ago now, most certainly, or maybe that was just you getting in your own head. âBe good, darling,â he had purred, tugging your restraints so hard they dug into your flesh, after he had physically picked you up and forced you onto his bed. âIâll be back when Iâm done for the day.â But he had not said exactly when, and there were no clocks in this ancient room. So you had sat, tears welling in your eyes at the utter humiliation of it all, for what felt like an eternity. And the bastard knew you couldnât fall asleep, either.Â
But there was something else. The longer you waited, the longer the pool of warmth grew between your legs, aching with anticipation for what would come next. Your thighs smushed together, desperate to indulge in any sort of stimulation, imagination running wild as to what your master had planned for you. He had neverâŠdone this before. Forced you to submit to him. You were always a good girl. But defying, you realized, had its advantages. And with every bit you wiggled and the leather dug into your wrists, the more slick you felt fountaining from between your legs.Â
Low noises from the hallâŠfootsteps. Quick, light footsteps. Your heart thrummed at a breakneck pace in your chest. You would know that stride anywhere. He was back. Your cheeks grew hot, remembering how completely exposed you were, stripped of any choice in him seeing you entirely nude. And you were starting to begrudge that fire in your belly that picked up when you thought about your forced indecency.Â
Your loverâs footsteps grew nearer, then stopped as you discerned the sounds of a key turning in a lock. You were practically vibrating with adrenaline when he stepped in the room, swiftly sealing his door behind him, red eyes shifting to your helpless form on his bed.
You couldnât help it; in the face of such perfection you felt almost dizzy. Power radiated through him, jagged and dark and untamable. Under his cloak, bulging muscles tugged at the fabric, and his white curls boasted perfection, as always. You were so overcome with lust you could barely speakâŠeven if you hadnât had a gag in your mouth. He was always the most beautiful creature you had ever laid eyes on, but the commanding swagger he exuded after he became master to you and the other spawn was, admittedly, a great look for him.Â
He approached your body, wisps of a smirk tugging at his perfectly plump lips. âDarling. Tsk. Look at you, still here where I put you all those hours ago.â His smirk widened, becoming overt. âNot that you had much of a choiceâŠI mean, look at you.â
âMmph,â you tried to respond, your inaudible reply sending a flood of humiliation to your head, and you became aware of a soft thrumming in your nether regions. God, you had no idea you were so into this, being completely and utterly helpless and so degraded, but you supposed you were just along for the ride at this point.Â
A pause. Thirsty eyes gazed into yours, never breaking eye contact as his overclothes were shed, and you tried (in vain) not to ogle his perfectly defined body; he had to be handcrafted by the gods themselves. You were grateful for even this tiny moment to soak him in; he was so busy nowadays.
âDarling, I have a proposition for you.âÂ
Your eyes darted to his face, which had abruptly transformed into something more serious, more pensive. You really hoped this proposition had something to do with his mouth and a few choice body parts, although it had been mostly you servicing him like that since the ascension. âMmph?â
He stepped closer to the bed, and he was so close you could almost (metaphorically) taste him; every inch of his flesh was perfect, and you longed to be able to touch him, to reach out and trail your fingers down his abs, caressing his marble figure, lowering your hand down to his happy trail and lowerâŠlowerâŠ
He inhaled sharply, taking time to fully release his breath from his lungs. âDarling, it canât be any surprise youâre my favorite of the bunch of theseâŠcreatures. You know, we genuinely had something beforeâŠall of this. It was cute, yes, cute, the way you stared at me, the flawedâŠthing I was before I became unstoppable. Unkillable.â
Okay, not off to the best start by calling you and the rest of the spawn creatures, but you would take it for now. Especially because he was really hot. Like, really hot. And missing him all day helped matters as well.
âAnd so, now to my point. I have beenâŠthinking recently. About the future. About expanding my network, so to speak.â His brow crinkled, and he began to pace, back and forth by the foot of the bed. âAnd how, since youâre usually so terribly obedient, how I could honor you in some way, perhaps by making you a part of that future.â
He stopped pacing, averting his gaze to rest on you, his eye contact almost too intense to bear. âAfter today, I realized you couldnât be trusted anymore to serve me. Struggling, resisting your master simply will not do. Which is why this is going to happen now, regardless of any of those pesky opinions you might have about it.â He spat the word opinions out like it was poison on his tongue, and unfortunately the growl in his voice made the heartbeat between your thighs thrum more intensely.
âI want an heir. And youâre going to carry him for me.â
Silence. Your pulse skyrocketed, feeling like a hummingbird in your chest, but your brain had not been able to process his words yet. An heir? As in, like, a child? AâŠpregnancy? No, no, that wasnât possible between two vampires. Unless⊠âMmphâŠâ
âI know, darling, arenât you just so thrilled to hear the news,â he cooed, reaching out, cool fingers cascading slowly down your cheek, every nerve in your body alight at the simple touch. âIt can happen, you know. Between vampire and spawn.â
And he was by your ear, you flashing back to nights in camp right before he would bite down on you, excitement zinging through your body like a rogue boomerang. His whisper surrounded you, tickled your neck, had you crying between your thighs. âAnd you would look just so pretty all swollen with my child. Body completely belonging to me. Thatâs what you want, isnât it?â
Logistically, you were panicking. Even if what he was saying was true, who knew if it was, that he couldâŠget you pregnant in the first place, you had never been the maternal type. Your life as an adventurer had prohibited any thought of parenthood to ever cross your mind, and you figured you had officially forfeited that path once your heart had shuddered to a stop after your masterâs ascension.
Logistically, sure, yes, bad idea. But an ever-growing part of you; one bellowing as it invaded you, sent waves of bliss through your body, moistened your inner thighs; wanted this. Wanted it bad, wanted it more than anything. You would be his, all his, a display of submission so great it physically took hold of you. None of the other spawn would have that privilege. And moment by moment, this was all looking more and more alluring. âMmphâŠâ
You felt yourself flush again as the vampire hopped into the bed, positioning himself so he was completely on top of you, using his two arms to balance himself, making you look at him directly in his glowing, almost ravenous eyes. Up close, it was even more unfair that he oozed perfection; unmarked skin, smelling of bergamot, rosemary and fine brandy, so tantalizing it made your head spin. Though you wanted to resist, wanted to protest, wanted to try and kick him off of you, Astarion was using the full extent of his vampiric charisma on you.
You couldnât do anything but stare as he lowered himself to your neck, brushing gently against your collarbone at first, an involuntary moan escaping from your lips, only slightly resenting yourself for how much you would inevitably show you enjoyed this a little too much. With a low chuckle, he nipped lightly at your neck, not yet drawing blood, pain intermingling with pleasure as you knew he was marking you. He loved to do this, especially when he was in one of his moods, teasing you and working you up until you were begging him to give you pain, give you anything.
âMmmâŠâ you murmured as his teeth scraped your flesh, puncturing you, penetrating you, all over, as if your entire neck was his to maim. Your neck was throbbing, no doubt blooming now with marks all over, and you loved every second of it. You wanted the other spawn to know you were his, that you had the honor of being marked by him.Â
Your hips bucked into him, once again desperate for any kind of touch, even just one lone finger. Your wrists yanked at the restraints as your body made itself known, shame of being completely nude gone, just wanting some release.Â
Astarion pulled back, breathing hard, something gleaming in his eye. It wasnât hunger, but it was close. Hunger forâŠsomething else. Something more than blood could give him. âWear your hair back tomorrow,â he growled. âI want everyone to see what you let me do to you.âÂ
You nodded meekly, pulsing between your legs nearly painful, being fairly certain you had soaked the sheets. Although you knew you might be punished for it, you continued to try and grind on your master, though the angle wasnât quite right. And he knew damn well what he was preventing you from doing, splayed completely on top of you, deadening any hope of movement in your legs for the time being.Â
Astarion grinned. âI love it when youâre so good for me. See, it isnât that hard, now is it?â
You shook your head, widening his smile, being only able to watch as he grabbed your breast, massaging it slowly with his hands, earning another choked moan from you as he pinched your nipple hard between two of his slender fingers. âMaybe if you were a bit more obedient this morning, you would get something of a choice in this matter.âÂ
His other hand made its way to your other breast, squeezing tightly. âBut nowâŠcute little sluts that like getting tied up need to get taught a lesson.â Your body was on fire, the shape of his large erection now prominently pressing on your thighs, and you dripped with want- no, need. âYou want to get knocked up by me so badly, hm? You fought against me so hard this morning, but you want me to own your body for nine whole months more than anything, is that right?â
Any logical thoughts you harbored had sailed away long ago. âMmmâŠâ you replied in affirmation, drunk on him, his scent, his scarlet eyes, the low intonation of his voice, the way you were helpless, you had no defense, he could fuck a baby inside of you with no resistance.Â
âGood girl,â he replied, and to your humiliation his hand trailed downward, dancing on your skin ever so slightly, goosebumps raising on your arm as he made his way between your legs, nearly casually dragging his index finger up the side of your folds. You gasped, the stimulation almost too much to bear, the bed quaking as your whole body seized with pleasure.
âTsk, tsk,â he intoned, drawing his hand away as quickly as it had come, your clit thrumming with disappointment. âYou have such a pretty little pussy, positively, delightfully soaked by me.â A low growl. A pause. Then: âToo bad Iâm going to fucking ruin you for anyone else.âÂ
Before you could think, before you could react, his hand was back on you, aggrandizing slow circles being drawn around your clit, your heartbeat so loud you could barely hear his whispering. âHave to prepare you to be bred, darling. Have to give you so much pleasure your body knows me, and only me.â
Your legs shook, warm, radiant pulses emanating through every limb in your body, every neuron welcoming his touch, his filthy words, your complete and utter submission. You were already close- fuck, how were you already close? You pressed your pussy against him, trying to ride this high, to feel his beautiful hands while they were there. You began to tremble.
As if he could read your mind, his pace quickened, stroking you with renewed firmness, pressing down on your clit directly with his thumb, making you see stars. âGreedy,â he chided, his reproach only making you want him more, climbing higher and higher toward your release, flames licking at your core. âHow does it feel to be defenseless? Totally at my mercy? Subject to the whims of your master, totally and utterly mine?â
You practically yelled as your body prepared you to cum, muscles tensing, his velvet voice so close to tipping you over the edge.
Then, he stopped.
Stopped point-blank, withdrawing his hands, sitting up, your body humming with broken promises, with betrayal. With wide eyes, you stared at his godly figure, silently beseeching him for an answer, for him to keep touching you, forâŠanything. You were a sopping mess, a puddle, your clitoris swollen with need. Tears sprung forward, much to your embarrassment. This wasnât fair. You needed him.
You had apparently become upset presumptuously, because your lover had taken you to the edge and then ceased because he wanted to give you the proper treatment. This became obvious as the clothes on the lower half of his body were shed, you unabashedly reveling in the show, a huge, thick pale cock springing forward from his pants as they crumpled to the floor.
You always wondered how you could take him. Conservatively, he must have been eight inches, and you could barely wrap a hand around his girth. It had taken your breath away the first time you had seen it, one of your sweeter sexual meetups, a drunken encounter after a party, what seemed like ages ago now. It was sweet, him taking the lead, servicing you over and over again being the main event, him whimpering with carnal lust every time you so much as brushed against his length. But sweetness had been gone from your bedroom for a while now. Not that you minded so much. ThisâŠwas also nice. Your mouth began to salivate staring at his perfect cock, wanting in equal measure for him to be inside of you and to taste him.Â
Unfortunately, your master knew you too well, unabashed smarminess plain as day across his face after catching you ogling. He threw his head back to laugh; something you had never heard addressed to you before a few months ago, sadistic and mocking. âMy little pet is so terribly desperate for this cock, isnât that right, darling?â As you moaned your confirmation, he pushed your legs apart, the chill of the castle room whispering on your wet pussy, him smiling as he did so. In fact, he almost looked positively giddy to have you here, with no one to aid you. âBe a good little fuckdoll and take it, hm?â
You werenât thinking about logistics anymore. You werenât thinking about whether what he wanted was possible in the first place. All you knew, all you could register, all you could feel, was your body being folded in half, your legs nearly touching your shoulders, and your loverâs strikingly beautiful form above you, like a siren, like original sin himself.Â
âLetâs cut the pretense, darling,â he purred, and you could feel him line himself up with your core, your body reading yourself for him, the tip of his cock dancing among your slick folds, your body writhing and spasming with need. âIâm not going to be gentle, nor must I be to give you my most precious gift, my son. Youâre going to be stuffed full of my seed by the time Iâm done with you, and youâre going to absolutely adore it. Understood?â
Astarion thrust forward, snapping into you, giving you no time to respond, no time to adjust to his length. A cry escaped your lips, muffled by your makeshift gag; it felt like you were being torn in two, your pussy burning with the stretch of his width inside you, hitting your cervix, the pinch making your recoil. He began ravaging you, hips snapping back and forth, tears now streaming down your face and onto the silk pillows. He had never fucked you this brutally before, pain quickly ebbing into ecstasy as you clenched around his girth, so perfectly full of him.
Your master groaned, low and deep in his throat, eyes fluttering closed. His tough facade was crumbling, desire unmasked at last. âAlwaysâŠalways so fucking tight for me,â he panted, grabbing your chin, ruby eyes captivating yours as he pummeled you. He was a sight to behold, mouth ajar as he drew in breath, fangs glistening in the candlelight, smoldering gaze on your face. âG-gods above.â
The sound of your lover pumping inside of you permeated the stone room as if it were a heartbeat. Your mind spun, unable to focus on anything but the sensation of his cock impaling you, whimpering as he shifted his angle oh-so-slightly and hit your most sensitive spot. He knew how bad you wanted to be put in your place, the way his length dripped with your moisture revealing it, no perception checks necessary.Â
âThatâs right, darling,â Astarion cooed, recovered from the dominant edge slipping during his entrance, hips bucking faster within you, hammering your sweet spot. Dark spots danced at the edges of your vision. âTell me, whoâs my good little slut?â
Moaning through your gag, your walls eagerly clenched hard around him, feeling as if you were floating through the small pinches in your cervix as he thrust. It was you, you knew it was you, he knew it was you. You were his, mind, body, and soul. You couldnât put any coherent thoughts together, and all you knew is that you wanted him as deep as he could go.Â
He took you like that for a while, until you could feel your release approaching once again, the rhythm of Astarion inside of you so intense now you could barely breathe. Your fingernails dug into his back, earning a sharp hiss from the vampire, who in turn finally tore his eyes away from you to sink his fangs into your neck. Gasping at the sudden ache blossoming through your throat, you lost control. A wave of bliss tumbled through your body as you screamed, your orgasm ripping through you like a trail of fire. Astarion fucked you through it, every thrust to your overstimulated core making you see stars as you felt your blood slip further through his porcelain lips.Â
As your climax receded, your vampire drew back, mouth and chin smeared bright crimson. You recalled the first time you had let him feed on you, the night you found out he was a vampire; he was careful, and he knew not to take so much. His face was softer then, a blush of gratitude touching his dialogue. Memories of that first night seemed so far now as you examined the beast before you, all sharp angles and lust.
âWell, isnât this just perfect,â he sighed. âThank god youâre so enamored with me. Conceiving is so much easier this way.â
And he began again, thrusting even harder than before.Â
You could barely take it, the sensation of his cock burrowing even deeper inside of you, and you became conscious of embarrassingly inhuman noises you were eking out. Astarion gripped your chin, forcing eye contact as he continued to ravage you, minute beads of sweat trailing down his ivory face. Fingers dug into your face as you gazed into the vampireâs eyes, their shade of scarlet deeper than ever, unable to think about anything but his steely regard, futilely attempting to choke out his name. Smirking at your failed attempt, of course he was. He always made you feel so good, and unfortunately, he knew it.Â
âFantastic,â he cooed. âThatâs my good fucking girl. You like this, donât you? To be nothing but a toy for me. To be completely and totally vulnerableâŠâ He hammered into you harder, your entire body nothing but a vessel centered around him, your sex practically chanting his name. His words sent pure shock to your core; resistance was futile and the new gush of wetness between your thighs proved it. Liking it was certainly inside the realm of possibility. Adoring it was far more likely.Â
The bed groaned beneath your entangled forms, and your lover leaned in toward you, teeth grazing the top of your ear. âIâm close, my sweet.â And you felt yourself clenching around him much more, body thrumming with the promise of your shared release.Â
With a grunt, Astarion dropped his face to ensnare you in a kiss as his warmth flooded into you, thrusting sporadically as he filled you to the brim. âFuck,â he breathed as he forced himself deeper into you, taking care that none of his seed leaked from your eager hole. âGood girl, take all of it.âÂ
He grabbed your thighs, forcing your bottom half upwards, cum dripping further down into you, the angle change hammering you right in your most sensitive spot. You cried out as your release hit you like a freight train, muscles melting and becoming liquid, Astarionâs slow deep thrusts prolonging your nirvana. Ripples of adrenaline rushed through you as you felt his release pool in you, knowing undoubtedly that his rough breeding had worked. He decreased his speed until he was at a stop, your legs feeling awfully similar to jelly, as you basked in a combination of afterglow and shock at what had transpired.Â
You stayed interlocked and still for a few minutes, your masterâs breathing even and heavy, explaining in a whisper that he had to make sure the process was successful. You felt each beat of your heart in your chest, and if you had the privilege of language at the moment, you would have reassured him that your body was most certainly going to house his child. Eventually, he unsheathed himself, letting your hips back down to the four-poster bed, and you watched his statuesque form stand and begin to clean himself. After he had finished, with a smirk he made his way over to you and gently wiped your thighs of his release.Â
You could do nothing but watch as he began to dress himself back into the armor he had previously worn, silently wondering if you were going to be let free.
Astarion didnât even turn around as he spoke to you. âMy pet, I think it only fair you remain in this bedroom for as long as it takes to successfully knock you up. I want you nice and helpless against me until I know for certain youâre too dependent on me to go anywhere. Shall we repeat this processâŠI donât knowâŠtwice a day?â
Twice a day. For as long as it took until he could tell you were pregnant. Verbalizations strained against your gag, but you were completely ignored as Astarion walked out of the room, sealing and locking the door shut behind him.
Pregnancy symptoms could take a hell of a long time to show up. And maybe, even when they didâŠyou could conceal them for a while.Â
If it meant being used like this again, you would have done nearly anything.Â
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Morning sunlight âïž
Rain lily.
Glove.
Corset.
[Many thanks to @ria-neearts for lighting and fixing the whole mess this artwork was â„]
That night of pain.
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