Long Live the Problem Child

Defender of pop punk. House music is life. I'm pretty nerdy. Gaming and anime are cool too, so is my crippling depression. So Live  soundcloud.com/sungjinmusic1994

[jlaction]

[leadhoovesies]

Sometimes you forget that Harley is a licensed Psychiatrist

[jump-spark]

Honestly the overwatch lore has gotten out of hand

[onlygodknowsimgood63]

[lyricallymnded]

roam // the story so far

[drunkengyrados]

I didn’t ask to be like this

I’m sorry that I’m short-tempered and bitter, and don’t get the way you do things.

I never asked to be like this

I don’t know why we don’t get along

Or why I can’t be like you

It’s not like I ever meant to take interest in the things you don’t

Or find aesthetic attractiveness in things you don’t like

I don’t know why I can’t be normal

I’m sorry I’m stupid compared to everyone else

That I can’t meet the expectations that everyone else met so easily

That my dreams and goals and needs out of life are so inherently different from yours that we can’t see eye to eye

I’ve tried. . . I really have

I try to be as considerate as my mentality will allow me to be

I try to behave and be civil and hold my tongue and speak quietly

I’ve tried to change. . . I really have

I’ve wanted to desperately to be normal like you. . . to sit still and behave

I’ve tried to get try and find common ground. . . to be happy with how I look unmarked or unchanged

I tried being a good student. . . tried medicating to see if I wouldn’t be as scatter-brained

I tried being studious. . . to be a good student and the kind of book-smart kid you always told everyone I was

And I tried meeting those expectations. . . I really did.

I tried so fucking hard. . . I wasted away to nothing trying to force myself to become who you thought I could become

I’ve pushed myself to the brink of insanity and gazed into the chaotic serenity of the Void itself trying to mold myself into a spitting image of you

I have struggled and fought and kicked and clawed until I couldn’t bear to look myself in the mirror anymore and hated my very being to the core

I even medicated myself until the music bled out of me and my friends could barely recognize me just so I could focus and sit still for you

I’ve wasted away into a skeleton trying to be considerate for you because you’ve made it abundantly clear that my needs aren’t important

I’ve tried for so long to be a version of me that you could accept and love easily but I don’t think that will ever be the case

I didn’t ask to be like this, but that doesn’t mean you can ask me to be like anyone else either

[pdlcomics]

Good Morning

[drunkengyrados]

-Feeling indigo How bout you-

[thesorrowofelizabeth-deactivate]

[retrogamingblog]

[retrogamingblog]

Super Mario Water Art by StudioTamago

[retrogamingblog]

[beepboopboopbeep]

[thesuperheroesnetwork]

All TEEPUBLIC tees are just $14. Long sleeve tees are just $15, perfect for  fall. Sale ends Sunday at midnight. (September 17)

Enter The Defenders / Dracarys

Bat-Rick / Fresh Vegeta

Groot It / Spidey

Neon Star-Lord / Fight Like a Girl

[gourgeist]

[kuiperfrog]

These official illustrations for Pokemon using Hidden Moves are really good.

[3arth-mover-deactivated20240509]

The Story So Far: Four Years (Timeless Acoustic Session)

[nxkdeep]

in bloom // neck deep

[ofyourself]

[nobodycould]

Dope Design Tees&Tanks

Vacuum Space  //  Digital Lion

Geometric Color Block  //  Dropped Milk

Sad Alien  //  Planet Alien

Rick And Morty  //  Rick And Morty

Vacuum Space  //  Moon Astronaut

Get your favorite while they’re on sale!

[theonion]

WASHINGTON—Warning that the problem was even more widespread than previous studies had indicated, a new report published Tuesday in the journal American Psychologist found that one in five Americans struggle with properly masking depression. “According to our research, roughly 20 percent of the population has trouble effectively covering up their feelings of severe despondency and dejection by just acting like everything is fine,” said the report’s lead author, Dr. Lauren McKenny, adding that these individuals showed a marked inability to even pretend that they were excited to be awake and alive. “While most Americans are naturally adept at suppressing their emotions in order to put on a happy face for the rest of the world, we estimate that one-fifth of adults are completely at a loss as to how to lock away their constant sense of sadness and self-loathing so that no one else sees it. In especially severe cases, they may talk openly with friends or family about their depression, even going so far as to acknowledge seeking treatment for it.” McKenny went on to say that she hoped the report’s findings would lead to new medications to help these individuals better suppress their darkest, most painful thoughts while interacting with others.

[drunkengyrados]

Oh, this is me