mimis ribs

they tryna s word me but im never dyin active diary acc apr 25

[drunkndead]

When im purging but lowkey feel my ribs whenever i gag

[drunkndead]

Admitting i had a sh problem actually helped me cope a lot (pun intended). But seriously im treating all my problems rn as just different methods of self harm. Consequences of my actions? Sounds like sh to me!

[drunkndead]

When you sh and then it itches so now you have to physically retrain yourself from tearing your skin off

[6ftoverxoxo]

[kunastrophic]

me because i did sm work convincing everyone that i got better and i cant destroy that now

[drunkndead]

Having a parent find out about sh is the worst cause now everytime i get hurt all i hear is "did you do that?"

No mom i did not pay a guy to run over my foot because of my nssi tendencies i am broke.

[drunkndead]

Me with sh: i love pain i love destruction oh i love to see blood this is what i deserve

Me with a papercut: ouch owie ow why is the world so cruel to me ouchie

[drunkndead]

Life update: i still have one, sadly. my laziness prevails over my suicidal ideation

[kill-and-eat]

next time i go to the ward its gonna be for thoughts of hurting others stg

[drunkndead]

Say I'm an ed bitch and then i cry on my mamas lap asking for gruel like im oliver twist 🤦🏾‍♀️

[drunkndead]

bitch i was supposed to be dead 2 decades ago dont be reminding me 😭😭😭

[drunkndead]

"maybe if i just sh a little ill tell calmer :)"

ended up slamming myself into a mirror like 4 minutes later. myth debunked!

[drunkndead]

my mom looking at my arm after i shaved and then pointing at my scars and i gotta be like

"dw i used the razor for a different reason this time"

[anotherlow]

me crawling back to tumblr after gaining all the weight back, 2 years after deleting my account because id recovered

[lovahgirl]

i was sane last week, watch out for my resurgence this week😩

[drunkndead]

interesting revelation is that blood from the thigh and from the wrist tastes different

(JUST TO CONFIRM not into cannibalism just slicing myself up thanks)

[drunkndead]

not sure why im still alive but i am hoping maybe i can breathe again