The Stars are Singing

Semi Hiatus "I'm naming all the stars." Independent Drusilla Rp Blog from BTVS/ATS Penned by Star

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Friends.

//I have forgotten just how many amazing friends I have here and how many I have made that followed me to other platforms. I have missed this piece of me that I never realized was missing.

It's going to be rough and very slow, but I would like to start rping again. I even got tumblr reinstalled on my phone and my laptop up and running. I have access to all my emails and blogs that I want to interact with. I don't know which blog will be my main or if I will be rotating like I used to.

I am very rusty. Please excuse my muses for not sounding like they used to. I know I used to be more comfortable with asks over threads, but I am trying to work on that.

I have grown and personally changed since last writing on tumblr, so please forgive me if things change. I may not be active on all my blogs but I am at least going to share this post to all of them to start anew.

Old drafts regrettably will be deleted. I just need to start fresh.

So here is to a new adventure and a continuation of a journey started long ago.

Thanks everyone,

Star

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Hi.

I don't even know where to begin with this post. The reason I am checking in after so long is google told me to or I would lose the email. I don't want to lose the memories or the friendships.

I know some followed me to discord and check in on me there. Others have my actual cell. Either way, I don't rp as much as I used to, if at all.

I'm not sure what year I last posted so let me give an update.

In 2021, I finished my final college experience. I had gone back to school for welding.

In 2022, I started dating a wonderful man.

On October 13th, 2023, I married that wonderful, amazing man. I can't believe it has been over 2 years so far.

In 2024, my amount of cats went to 3.

During 2022 to 2024, I got sick. Went on long term disability and waited to get fixed. I was thankful the surgery I had to have was minor instead of major. For those who forget, I have a heart condition.

And the stuff til now, March of 2026, I have just been surviving. Real life beckons and the muses hide. Some don't come out like they use to since I am in a safe situation and don't need to hide with them anymore. The few I do write have been strictly discord. I will admit that for some who I added over there and haven't been in steady contact, I kinda forget what your username is because the names we use there keep changing compared to here.

Discord is available to those who want to reconnect. Mun to mun and get cat photos sent to them. Maybe even learn the real me a bit more.

I miss the old times but I know we grow. I will try to check in more for those that send messages or request to connect outside of tumblr.

It's sometimes odd to think I grew up on Tumblr with my young adulthood.

To those everyone I ever interacted with, active or not currently, I just want to say thank you. Thank you for all the memories, good or bad, that helped grow me into the person I am today. A 2013 adventure slowly turning another chapter. Less tumblr and more discord/texting. Has it really been 13 years since the start? Anyway... before the mushy continues.

Until next time,

Stay Shiny Dearies,

Love,

Star

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//Hey, I’m alive. I’m not sure when I’m coming back to tumblr, if at all. Muses are fickle and mind games are strong. As an apology, have a photo of me and one of my cats. She is sitting on my shoulders and eating my hair. As for life update. I am doing well. Both my cats are doing well. I have a roof over my head. I have a steady job. I have an amazing boyfriend (tbh this one was the giant surprise). I am at a good place. Things could always go better and things could always go worse, but I am happy where I am at currently. See you around the dash.

Stay shiny dearies!

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//Hey friends. I'm alive. Real life has been utter chaos and go figure the muses that are awake are in one world on Discord. I'm more active on discord if you really want to chat. I hope in a few months I'll be back to writing on here, but I can't predict life.

If you want me to send you asks when I randomly visit tumblr to check on folks, let me know. I make no promises but I'm good at sending in memes and then fleeing into the void.

I've missed all of you. Stay shiny dearies. See you when I see you.

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//Hey friends. I figured I owed you some explanation for my sudden disappearance. I am alive. That I can assure you. Life has just.... how to word it.... used all my spoons and my muses ran away. I don’t even have the muses on discord to chat and they usually talk there. It’s been rough. I know I was trying to make plans with everyone and then life happened and I hid away from everything and everyone. That’s just the facts about it. I promise to return. I just don’t know when. Discord is going to be the best place to see how I’m doing, even if there is no guarantee of response. I try to check in to tumblr when I remember. So until the muses are back and I can stop the feeling of needing to hide.... I’m staying on a hiatus again.

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Dru was wandering where she last remembered Vigos to be located. "Where are you darling one?"

A sentinel watcher saw her near the harbor where Leviathanica was docked and informed Vigos of his visitor. He eventually showed up to meet her in person* We so have to stop meeting like this... people are going to start asking questions...

*he was messing around but wanted to be serious in tone to see how she’d react*!

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two-black-leviathans​:

“unless…. you prefer the dark and downtown backside of this metropolis.. we don’t mind coming here… We thought we’d show you where we are actually from.” Vigos smiled a little bit.* “We are right here, time likes to get the best of us being busy a lot”

“I’ll go anywhere you wish to take me.” Dru watched him. “Wherever you want to go, I’ll follow if you’d like.” Dru held out her hand to him. “Come. Want me near dear one?”

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Dru was wandering where she last remembered Vigos to be located. "Where are you darling one?"

A sentinel watcher saw her near the harbor where Leviathanica was docked and informed Vigos of his visitor. He eventually showed up to meet her in person* We so have to stop meeting like this... people are going to start asking questions...

*he was messing around but wanted to be serious in tone to see how she’d react*!

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two-black-leviathans​:

“Oh no no no no that is not what we meant .. not at all… We more of thought you’d be wanting to come to our home at some point rather in the night. There are plenty of people who enjoy sticking their nose into things they shouldn’t…. like this harbor storage being a face for an advanced laboratory underground and a gateway to our home of Atlantis… that kinda stuff. The sentinels keep watch for those who go snooping around”

Dru tilted her head. “Is that an invitation Vigos?” She looked around. “It’s just little old me. Though I’m not sure if you’re wanting me near or far dearie.” She pouted for a moment. “Where’s the dear one I used to kiss just so?”

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Dru was wandering where she last remembered Vigos to be located. "Where are you darling one?"

A sentinel watcher saw her near the harbor where Leviathanica was docked and informed Vigos of his visitor. He eventually showed up to meet her in person* We so have to stop meeting like this... people are going to start asking questions...

*he was messing around but wanted to be serious in tone to see how she’d react*!

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Dru paced when the she noticed the watcher. She could only hope it was to bring Vigos out. Dru was smiling when she saw him approach.

At his words, her smile disappeared into confusion. “Are you not wanting me to approach? Is this about being eaten again?” Dru was unsure what he meant. “I can wander elsewhere if that’s what you prefer.”

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normallyxstrange​:

@drusillawantstoplay​ | verse; the awful edges where you end and I begin | title; please hold me (Dylan & Drusilla)

     Her words, like so many things she said, sounded quite nonsensical. Dylan could often piece together what she meant—as one broken mind to another—but this threw him for a loop. 

The Shadows? The stars? “What were They saying?” he asked, but just like that, Drusilla’s full clarity returned and he pushed it from his mind.

     “Oh, you were love. Lost in your mind.” He pressed his fingers gently to her temple, where his lips followed. “And I was lost in the dark.” He kept the bitterness of that to himself. The Shadows would be dealt with soon enough for what They’d done. 

      “I know. I know!” Dylan took her chastisement. “Wasn’t by choice, Dru. You know I’d never leave, not without tellin’.” At least, he’d try. He always made an effort these days. This had been beyond his control—and he hated when things were out of his control.

     “M’not gone. I’m here. You’re here.” He kissed her temple, breathed in the scent of her. Then he drew back to look at her, grin wide upon his face. “I’ve missed you.”

Dru’s elation him him having returned cause her to hold him tight again. She listened to his voice. The voice that had only stayed in her mind while they parted. She couldn’t believe the truth compared to the lies that has infiltrated her mind. He was home. He was here. They both were here. Her eyes met his again. “I missed you so. Thought they were whispering truths. They became lies. You’re home!” Her eyes started to fill again with happy tears. She pressed a gentle kiss to his lips before pulling back, her demeanor changing. 

“Dylan....” She had heard him earlier but was too focused on rejoining the present at that time. “The shadows and stars. They... they told me you were gone for good. I asked, begged, pleaded, threatened. Anything to know what became of you. They all said you left and forgot me.”

Her gaze cast to the ground. “They were saying the one that held me was-” She licked her lips, voice dropping to barely above a whisper. “Angelus.” She flinched at having to say the name. More tears were shed at sharing what had happened.

“All I wanted was you home.”

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vengefulprophecy​:

“I could just tell you want I want to do or avoid it. Make you wonder and question what will I do next.” He smirked at him.

Dru lowly growled before purring a little. “You wouldn’t do that to little old me. Would you?” Dru wrapped her arm around him and pulled him close. “Make me wonder and wait? If you keep me waiting too long I’ll find another bed to keep company.” She released him.

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rebelgodking​:

Sunnydale’s newest PUNK demon verse • for @drusillawantstoplay​

       Walking around Sunnydale at night was a death sentence.  At least for anyone mortal, and foolish.  And Emilie was neither of those things.  Though her confidence had the potential to put her in dangerous situations.  Not like Sunnydale was any safer then the other places she lived at.         Like now for instance.  Normally she would have her guard up.  Hellmouths meant higher percentage of supernatural, expansively vampires.  Vampires she can handle.  But some demons, possibly not.  Standing still she felt the hairs on her arms stood up.  The demon became very aware of her surroundings.   Which was that she was in a graveyard with at least one vampire.

The stars where whispering in her head tonight. They did this every night since she kept to Sunnydale. It didn’t matter how long she was gone or how long she stayed, Dru’s head was always abuzz. There was a new player they wanted her to see. She wandered away from the crypt she stayed in but kept close to the shadows in the graveyard.

In time the stars were whispering even more. The time would soon come. Though perhaps it would be a good time to play. She wandered over to one of the larger trees in the graveyard. Placing her left hand on the bark she started to circle around it. “Run and catch. Run and catch. The lamb is caught in the blackberry patch.” Dru quietly sung to herself on repeat.

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normallyxstrange​:

@drusillawantstoplay​ sent:  “God, the smell… what is it? Oh… that’s the smell of blood.”

     Was the vampire daft? 

     She stood before Alexandra, covered in red and gore. The rich coppery scent of it flooded the air, alighting her own senses. Her nostrils flared. 

      “Yes, it’s the smell of blood,” Alexandra said pointedly. “You’re wearing it.” She swept dark hair back from her face and passed her a rather annoyed look.  Oh, she hadn’t fed yet and the scent struck her particularly viciously and she had no patience for the other vampire’s lunacy. “Must’ve been quite a massacre.”

She gave up acting innocent.

Dru giggled. Inhaling the scent caused her to giggle even more. She was humming with pleasure as the scent of blood permeated the air. Looking at herself, Dru smiled. “So I am. Little lambs made quite a mess dearie.”

Licking her lips at the memory of the massacre. “Got to paint the town all red. Or at least all that approached until they were dead.” She paused, looking over the other, not being able to place them or smell them out with the pungent scent. “And what little lamb approaches me now? Or are you like a wolf, jealous that I struck first?” Dru watched the girl’s reactions. Holding out a hand covered in blood she smiled. “Want a taste?”

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//I have things set up to post via queue while I’m at work today.

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//Off for the night.

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Reblog this if you roleplay or are willing to roleplay on Discord

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