s w e e t c r e a t u r e

twenty-two homosexual art student residing in Manhattan, NY.

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to anyone that still follows this blog come join my apartment rp nashville!!!

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just bc people are still responding, i’ve left the group so that means ryan and gerald have too, anyway, if u wanna chat or anything u can hmu here.

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deep, rooted fear

Aries: powerlessness, losing a sense of their own self, never achieving their goal, losing their  flame, being seen/described as incapable and being underestimated, life being dull, plain and grey - and they are a part of it

Taurus: losing what is most important to them (materialistic/security/loved ones), never being able to expand themselves and being stuck on something they don’t want/think they don’t deserve, not reaching a higher level and worries A LOT about the future and how it might look like 

Gemini: being ‘caged’ in their own mind, being seen as stupid or of unsound mind, having no real connection to anything and anyone, being scattered and all over the place (internal), being judged for their words/intellect

Cancer: the future, never forgetting past trauma/overcoming sadness, not being able to let go, being used, showing their soft side, showing their real selves and coming out of their shell, having no home

Leo: being exposed to every flaw and insecurety they have, never being able to shine and show their true self, being lost, having no energy/optimism to go on, trusting the wrong ones too easily, not having the life they always wanted/admired

Virgo: being a failure to themselves and anyone else, losing control over their life, not being able to go on anymore, paranoia of everything that could go wrong, exposing themselves too early/easily

Libra: never finding the one, feeling no fulfillment deep within, feeling like a ghost/having no real face, not being satisfied themselves,giving too much, being hurt/forgotten, being completely alone

Scorpio: being hurt/exposed, letting the wrong ones in, (past) trauma, never healing scars, love (loving oneself and being loved), opening up, becoming the demon and the demons of the world/life, losing

Sagittarius: being trapped and caged, never being able to feel life, being exposed to their feelings and showing their caring/loving side, never being able to win (due to running away from their problems), never being truly content

Capricorn: being stuck on lower grounds, always losing, never winning, their hard built up reputation being shattered, losing what’s most important for them, inner conflicts and hidden emotions - not being able to express them and compensate for it, 

Aquarius: being the madman and not the genius they wish to be, being lost in the world, an inner standstill, having no one by their side, being alone, being judged for what they are inside, not knowing the answer/being completely hopeless

Pisces: never being able to truly love/be loved, being lost in their own mind/trauma, afraid of being hurt and used, an inner trance that they can not escape, a martyrer that is shamelessly sacrificed and will never be recognized, no understanding for their view/opinions

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calebnyrp:

“K2 is synthetic weed, It’s basically air freshener.” He said with a laugh. “ Yeah that’s definitely odd, I think someone or something is controlling them.” He said.” There’s so much shit about the world that we’ll never know so don’t count on it.” He reached for his own water bottle. Taking a sip. “ Maybe the conspiracy theorist are not that crazy after all.” 

“I thought that stuff got discontinued because of all of that spice mumbo jumbo,” Ryan thought out loud. “I always thought they had some kind of sense to them, I mean people don’t come up with these kinds of theories out of nowhere you know? There’s usually some evidence behind it. Just like I think there’s aliens, people always say that’s a crock of shit but I believe in it, dude. Maybe I’m just crazy after all,” Ryan added with a chuckle.

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im gonna cry (x)

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lukebarron:

Luke hummed, still keeping his eye on the dog. As tiny as he may be, little Wilson over there still had a sharp set of teeth, which he flashed as he chomped on the stupid leaf. He shot Ryan a look, a little bit offended when his friend told him Wilson wouldn’t hurt him. As if he was worried about it! He was. Wilson was tiny; if anything happened, Luke could just pick him up, fling him across the park, and run away. That would make him a horrible person, but when your life’s on the line, you gotta do what you gotta do, right? What was there to be worried about! The look on his face changed to one of incredulity as Ryan went on and on about how sweet Wilson was, and even went on to call him an actual baby. “I mean, he sounds cute and all, but you’re describing the worst fucking guard dog in the world right now. What’s he supposed to guard you from? Ants?” He looked over at Wilson again, his nose scrunching up as he watched the puppy sniff around the grass. Come to think of it, he probably did eat ants.

Snorting at Luke’s statement, Ryan shrugged his shoulders. “I don’t think I really need a guard dog anymore. Me and that guy talked, we’re fine. I don’t have to worry about him coming to murder me in my sleep or something, but yeah, Wilson protects me from the harsher things in life, like ants and flies,” he said with a grin on his face. “But c’mon! Tell me about your trip, I want to hear everything. I’ve missed your ugly mug so I’ve been waiting for this. Though I didn’t think our meeting up would happen in a park, but hey, whatever.”

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Ryan had decided to go for a change, something drastic to try to make himself feel better about himself. A haircut. That was the go to after all, wasn’t it? And some shopping, the shopping came first, Ryan had been putting off the haircut for what seemed like hours because he just loved his long locks. But he wanted all of that dead weight gone. Like a fresh start so to say. This hair had been through two exes, some fight with another boy, and Ryan was just ready to have it gone. He’d gone to one of the best hair parlors on the block and that’s when it happened, it was all chopped off leaving Ryan with just a little bit left on his head. He hated it, not that the stylist had done an awful job, but it was completely different than what he was used to. He’d managed to text one of the few people that spoke to him and told them to meet him at Starbucks. When they arrived he pulled the beanie from his head and said, “I hate it. I made the biggest mistake of my life.”

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Harry in Paris

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that one curl™: a saga

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lukebarron:

Hearing Ryan’s voice was enough to make him grin. “I know, I know,” Luke started, taking off his headphones and intending to explain why he hadn’t come over to Ryan’s yet, when the sight of the puppy wiped the grin right off his face and froze him on the spot. He hadn’t noticed the dog right away, it must have been sniffing around on the other side of the bench, or under it or something, but at least it was on a leash. “So! This is Wilson, huh?” Luke eyed the puppy, a bit nervously maybe, not that he’d admit it if he was called out on it. He leaned away from Ryan, as if ready to bolt at a moment’s notice. “He’s… what’s he doing over there? He’s tiny.”

Ryan glanced down at Wilson once Luke mentioned him, eyeing the little ball of golden fur that was sniffing around at a leaf, which resulted in the puppy devouring it. “Yeah, this is Wilson. He’s eating leaves, a boy has to get his fiber, ya know?” Ryan asked, grinning as he looked away from the little pup to Luke. “I promise, he’s not going to hurt you. He’s a pretty good dog, he sits, we’re working on the stay thing. But he’s the sweetest boy, I swear,” he said and held his hand that wasn’t holding the puppy’s leash up, as if he were swearing on an oath. “I wish he’d stay tiny, honestly. He’s so sweet and loved cuddling and being picked up. He’s like an actual baby.”

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skilledfxckup:

“No dude, see.. I disagree with you. Rylee just.. gives off this amazing vibe all the fucking time and, everything just feels so right with her. It was only when we were talking the other night that I’m like whoa okay.. weird. But she should know that I won’t judge her… Fuck. This is getting way over my head.” Before he knew it, Ryan had placed Wilson into his lap, and Barney wasted no time in cuddling the pup. He cooed, and made noises at the animal as Ryan left. Honestly, Barney was comfortable enough on the couch and didn’t move an inch, though as Ryan returned looking like he’d just experienced some wild sex, he burst into laughter, his features playful. “Dude, what the fuck? You give good blow jobs or something? I’m guessing you went to your neighbour, right?” He asked, bending down to place Wilson on the floor so he could sit back and watch eagerly as Ryan started to prepare their joints. “Well if you don’t think so and your being real with me right now, I trust you bro… and I trust her too, it’s just… it’s hard..”

“No, I actually went over and beat him up for this. Stole it, because I’m hardcore, this black eye has done things to me. Changed me,” Ryan teased with a stupid and goofy chuckle leaving his lips afterwards. Ryan finished up and handed off one of the joints to Barney, figuring the other could use his own for the time being. And it was the least Ryan could do since it was him who got him all up in air about this entire subject. “Then I’d just talk to her about it. Don’t just like, demand she open up to you, ya know?” he asked before he held what else he had to say in whilst he rolled and licked his paper to form his joint. After he finished, Ryan sparked it up and then said, “Just sit her down, and ask her why she isn’t opening up to you. Let her know there’s no judgement you just want to understand her better. You wanna know her better, I mean, it’s not like you’re asking her to give you a kidney or something you know?” Ryan asked and took another hit from his joint. “And if she cares for you like she’s supposed to, then she’ll have no problem and she’ll understand where you’re coming from. But that’s just me, that’s how it worked for me and my ex. I get opening up being hard, I know where she’s coming from - but I also know that keeping that shit in for too long is really going to mess up something that could lead into a great something is all.”

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lukebarron:

Exhausted from his run, Luke jogged along the park, aiming for the nearest bench. He paid no mind to the person already occupying the spot as he flopped down next to them, and instead pulled out his phone as he caught his breath. “Sorry,” he said, when he could speak full sentences again. He pulled out one of his earbuds, realizing now that he should have done that from the moment he sat down. “Just needed to sit for a second.” He finally looked up from his phone and to the person beside him. “— Oh.”

Ryan needed to clear his head for a little bit, he knew he’d kept himself cooped up long enough that he needed to go out or he was going to drive himself crazy. So, deciding to go out, Ryan put Wilson on his little leash, grabbed his camera he had just to get a few shots in the park - to keep his creative mind going really - the two of them walked down to the closest one. Ryan walked along the little paved areas they had, stopping here and there to get some shots of Wilson chasing leaves, or a picture of leaves falling, anything he thought was pretty enough for a picture. He walked around for about thirty minutes before he sat down on the bench. He wasn’t expecting company, but when he saw who it was and he heard Luke apologizing, Ryan said, “You should be sorry. You’re back and this is the first time I’m seeing you! And without my present I’m sure,” the younger boy huffed, though completely teasing. He was just happy to see Luke.

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zekewinchester:

Zeke held up an ‘ok’ sign with his hand then gave Ryan a thumbs up. “Seems like a great business plan on getting sponsors. Are you good at sucking dick? Do we need a back up plan?” Zeke nodded his head enthusiastically a Ryan told him his plan for lace. “Shit, yeah. Those old people don’t care about their hips as long as their genitals get serviced.” He paused thinking for a moment. “Pastels! Maybe some gold looking ones? Could we make them feel silky? I think silk would be nice. Or would that be weird since they’re also wearing underwear?” The older male just blinked at him for a moment then his face broke out into a smile. “I’m glad you’re doing a solid for me then, man. I gratefully appreciate it.” He reached over and ruffled Ryan’s hair with a laugh. “Good man.” Zeke made himself another yogurt sandwich and laughed at Ryan’s dilemma. “I can write down our ideas for diapers while you make them? Can draw them up later if you want.”

Ryan gave the man a quick glance, a dark smirk pressing against his mouth as he said, “Trust me, we don’t need a back up plan.” Giving Zeke a wink, he popped another wafer into his mouth as the other man began bringing up other ideas. And pastels, how could he forget pastels? “Loads of pastels! I think if we could find a way to make them just wear the silks without other underwear, we might be in business, but we’ll bring that out at a later date. We gotta get the simple things first,” Ryan said and nodded once. “Yeah? Okay, here,” he said and passed the notepad over to him with a smile. “Now if you’ll give me these,” he said and took the wafer box with a grin as he stood up. Making his way to the kitchen, Ryan grabbed some more of the whipped yogurt from the fridge and set it out, along with a baking sheet, and then he found the chocolates he had hidden when he decided to make some cupcakes and needed some drizzle. Ryan began making up the little sandwiches, taking his time with them as he wanted them to be perfect. “I was also thinking that maybe we could do a goth collection,” Ryan started with a laugh already trying to pass his lips. “I know some of our elderly people are still true to their goth days, ya know. Make some reds, deep purples and blacks. They’d be all over that.”

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Text | Luca

Luca: I'm pretty sure Em would murder me if I gave up my day job to sell drugs for you. This pretty boy face would not do well in jail!

Ry: You'd do fine in jail!

Ry: We'll get you training on how to defend your pretty face in there with some professionals or something. You'll be RUNNING the jail!

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@ryano: 23 feels good 🎂🎈#happybdayme