D the Delinquent

I plan to spark a wild fire of laughs, tears, and rapid heart beats.

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I rather you pretend you didn’t see me at all instead of pretending like you even care to talk to me.

It’s okay. Really. I’m used to it.

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MILLIONS of people struggle. Financially. Physically. Mentally.

I am people.

Some days I can’t even walk cause my back pain is through the roof. But no one gives a shit and I have to push through it.

Lots of times I stress about $$$, but again. No one gives a shit so I have to push through it.

Some days my mind is running crazy and my emotions are beyond my control. Again. No one blah blah blah.

I Will continue though. For Him.

Thank God you’re here Baby Boy.

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If you live with others that encourage you to create and do better in life… don’t take that shit for granted.

Most of the support I get comes from the outside and from unexpected places. I love it, but I know I could do so much more if it was from a closer place.

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“You need to give up…”

When those words are aimed at you and come out the mouth of someone you count on …

It should be followed with something truly toxic, damaging, and/or life affecting to you.

Not said as some type of advice to get you to quit something you’re passionate about and been working hard on.

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People got journals.

I got this i guess

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It seems backwards.

Friends and homies and “close” ones

VS

strangers and acquaintances and passer bys

The support system , cheers, kind words, and motivation mostly comes from those I would least expect it from.

It’s cool in a way, but it feels impossible to put shit into action when the doubters and speed bumps are so close it weighs you down.

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No one close to me believes in me enough to pursue the things I want.

It’s always distant friends and strangers.

And damm it hurts.

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Just don’t know if they’re hearing me or actually listening to me.

Needing me or using me.

Seeing or looking.

Mocking or mimicking.

Loving to support or pretending for sport.

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Today was my birthday.

Again… it just wasn’t a good one.

Maybe my expectations are too high?

Even though Ive already lowered them below sea level.

Idk. I just don’t get it.

You can give and give and help and help and try and try for others with all you have… damm near bending so far backwards the back of your head touches the back of your calf.

I say calf cause I know if you’re like me… you already gave an arm and a leg in life so now you just got one.

Sheeit. And that ones gearing up to vanish too. Cause my dumbass keeps on doing more for others even when I’m about to fall and lose it all.

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I started a clothing brand/printing company with my nephew. It’s called, Bread & Butter Apparel co., LLC. The website is BreadAndButterStreetWear.com.

Going on our 3rd year now.

It’s steadily growing, but of course we wish we had more support. We treasure the ones we do have to the extreme! Send them random free Shyza and stuff haha.

Black Friday ‘22 was great! Several orders from all over the US.

Then it’s right back to the struggle of trying to make it.

Just wanted to share. Not too many around me even care…

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Drowning In Panic

Many people think they know what anxiety is and what a panic attack feels like after they've felt a lil uneasy. Sorry, but let me explain this to you if you really don't understand... Imagine lying down on your back in a small room for a moment... then someone puts two 100 pound bags of cement on your chest. Then, they stand on your stomach. Then, the room starts to fill up with water while all this weight holding you down. Then the water covers your body. You start to feel like you can't breathe, but you're still alive somehow. You think you want to cry, but you fear it’ll make things worse. You can’t cry right anyway so you don’t. Just inside. Wait. Are those tears or sweat? I can’t check with my hands because my hands need to be available to hold on to my chest or free to grab something near by if I fall down or maybe I’ll see something that’ll help me. Idk. But You're drowning while the other person next to you is mysteriously breathing just fine. You start to feel like you are going to die. This time for real. Last time was bad, but this time is different. I swear! Please take me seriously…. This time. :(

There is absolutely nothing that can save you. Then finally it passes... you feel somewhat okay... until the next time.

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Stfu

Nothing goes as planned. From the flow... to the people not holding up to their word. I keep pushing though. Just don't expect me to succeed or expect me to fail. If you ain't puttin in on the progress/process... just watch! That's your only right motha fucka.

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MAYBE

I swear I seen your face in the clouds. I go to bed stressed and wake up scared sometimes. Maybe you're watching over me. Maybe

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I Need You More Than Ever

I'm Trying to build an empire with pennies. I'm Sorry it's taking so long. I still need you. More than ever.

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Tupac lives on