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I've never wanted to ragequit a game so bad
I’d like to thank my mother for inspiring me to be better than her
and I’d like to thank my father for taking my drawings made with love and ripping them in literal half
I strongly suspect I have rejection sensitive dysphoria. I don't try unless I'm sure I can avoid rejection. Yet it still happens every fucking time I make the mistake of letting my guard down. And it causes intense humiliation and completely destabilizing emotional pain every time I get rejected that no one else can possibly even understand, let alone take away. The real reason I believe I stopped loving people, out of fear of exactly this happening, is because I can't handle being rejected. I never could. I never will.
As a result, I feel invalidated and even more alone if I even vent about being rejected everywhere I go and by literally everyone. They reject me before they even know me. That's why I'm stuck alone
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My family has Christmas pictures every year but I'm not excited because I already know my mom is going to force me to wear a dress because she doesn't know I'm trans and if she did I would be in so much trouble because she is transphobic 😭😭😭
Some days, the weights just feels so heavy, that my feet and legs feel like it's going to collapse and everything comes falling down.