An Unexpected Development (The Untimely Demise of Sherlock Holmes, Part 3)
This is part 3 of âThe Untimely Demise of Sherlock Holmes,â in which I explore the aftermath of Sherlockâs âdeathâ from Mollyâs perspective. I also explore the friendship that forms between John and Molly.
Molly hugged the toilet bowl as she vomited yet again. This had been going on all morning and she wondered how she could possibly have anything left in her stomach. She leaned back against the wall as the wave of nausea passed over her. She patted her moist brow with a towel from her lap. This was not good.
       An hour later she had managed to get dressed and take the tube to the clinic where John Watson worked. She hoped he was working. She hoped he could help make this better.
       A little while later a nurse led her into an examination room. John was sitting on a stool pulling on a pair of latex gloves.
       âMolly!â he exclaimed as she entered the room. âWhat brings you way out here? Isnât the Bethnal clinic over by your flat?â
       âYes, but I was needing to see a friendly face,â she said with a sad smile. âIâm glad to see that you are here today.â
       âOf course, please have a seat,â John said, with his own sad smile. âHow are you doing, Molly, and not just physically? How are you holding up?â
       âNot as well as I thought I was. I have good days, but then something will happen, or Iâll see or hear something that reminds me of him, and then Iâm not so good. And you?â
       âNot good at all really. I had to leave Baker Street. I just couldnât be in our flat anymore. I couldnât live with his things surrounding me, with all of the memories surrounding me.â He paused, staring into some point in time that only he could see. Then he shook his head, as if clearing out something unpleasant. âNow what can I do for you today?â He glanced at the chart that the nurse had given him. âNausea, vomiting, sweatingâprobably just a touch of flu. Letâs just have a listen,â he said pulling out his stethoscope.
       âItâs not flu,â Molly said as John rolled his stool closer. She reached in her shoulder bag and pulled out a baggie with something in it and handed it to John.
       âWhatâs this?â he asked taking it from Molly. He looked down at the white, plastic stick in the bag. âThis is a pregnancy test. Youâre pregnant?â
âIâm not an OB, Molly, you know that. Why are you here? Talk to me. Tell me about it.â
âIt was just one night, and I just never imagined. I came here because I didnât know what else to do. I needed someone to talk to, John. The past two months have just been so overwhelming, and I donât know what to do anymore.â
John rolled close to Molly and took her in his arms. She buried her head in his shoulder and cried, releasing weeks of grief, loss, worry, and loneliness. John stroked her hair, trying to hold his own grief in so he could support his friend.
âIs out of the picture. Gone. I donât know where he is,â she told him. It wasnât a lie, but it wasnât the whole truth either.
âOkay. So, what do you want to do? Iâll be here for you, no matter what. I promise.â
Molly nodded. âIâve really thought about it, and I want to have this baby. I need something to focus my attention on right now in my life. I need someone to love. But, Iâm scared too, John.â
âYou came to me because you need a friend. I am your friend, Molly. I will not abandon you. Whatever you need from meâsomeone to run to the store if you get cravings in the middle of the night, someone to rub your feet or tie your shoes, a labor coach, or just someone to listen and be there for youâIâm your man.â
âThank you, John,â Molly said through her tears. âI donât have a lot of close friends, and honestly, I donât know anyone as honorable and trustworthy as you. And I know we are both missing him so much right now. Sometimes it just seems so impossible to think about anything else, to believe that life still goes on without him.â
John clasped both of Mollyâs hands in his. They were firm and reassuring. She knew everything was going to be okay because Sherlockâs best friend would take care of her and their baby.
âListen,â he said, âI know an OB. We were at uni together. How about I give him a call and see if he can see you this week. Iâll go with you. Iâll go to every appointment with you if you wish.â
 After Mollyâs first appointment with Dr. Reid, John escorted her back to St. Bartâs.
âSo youâre six weeks along. That puts the date of conception right around the time of, um, Sherlockâs--â
âYes, I told you, I was not in a good place. I mean, I had to lay out the body, and it was soâsoâandâIâm--â
âRight, right. I was justâthat night before Sherlockâhe was at Bartâs when I caught up to him. What was he doing all that time?â
âI donât know everything that he was doing that night. I mean, he asked me to use the lab, and it was Sherlock so I said yes. I donâtâdidnâtâask him a lot of questions.â
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Molly and John were just tucking into breakfast at a diner near Mollyâs flat. Later that morning they were going to the OBâs office where Molly would have her first ultrasound.
âHave you talked to your mum and told her yet?â John asked.
Molly sighed. âI know I need to, but Iâm just afraid that Iâll disappoint her.â
âMolly, you need her. Iâm here for you and I will do everything I can for you, but I think that right now you need all the support you can get. Listen, she may be disappointed, but that will last all of a minute when she realizes that she is going to be a grandmother. Then sheâll be chuffed, you just wait and see.â
Mollyâs phone chimed to let her know she had a text. âSorry, I should probably check that. Could be work.â She fished her phone from her bag and looked at the screen. She didnât recognize the phone number, but she unlocked screen to read the text anyway. She covered her mouth and gasped. All color drained from her face and tears suddenly stung her eyes. There was a photo on her screen, no words. It was clearly some place foreign, some far-off place where laundry was strung between buildings on a narrow street. It didnât need words. She knew who this was from.
John stopped eating his eggs and looked at Molly. âMolly? Are you okay? What is it? Whoâs it from?â
âItâsâitâs nothing. Nothing.â
âNo, itâs something. What is it?â
âMy mumâŠmy mum just texted me, um, my aunt is sick, very sick. Sheâs driving up to visit her.â
âIs she going to be okay? Do we need to reschedule your appointment? Maybe they could squeeze you in later this week.â
       âNo, no. We should go. This is an exciting visit. After all, Iâm going to see my baby for the first time.â Tears slipped down her cheeks. She wanted to say, âOur baby, mine and Sherlockâs.â She wanted Sherlock to be here with her now and Sherlock to be there to see the ultrasound.
âMolly, really, we can reschedule. Youâre clearly upset,â John said.
âJohn, I want to go. And thank you. Thank you so much for being here with me and supporting me. I donât know if I could do it without you.â It was true; she would have broken down weeks ago without John. If Sherlock couldnât be here, she knew she had the next best thing. Besides, she told herself, Sherlock is alive and heâs thinking of her. She looked at her phone again. She knew it might be dangerous if she kept his text. She closed her eyes and burned the picture into her mind, then opened them and hit delete.
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Molly was asleep when her text alert chimed. She didnât hear it at first, but when it chimed again it startled her awake. Ever since the picture of the laundry, Molly had jumped with excitement every time she received a text. She hadnât received anymore from Sherlock, but she kept the hope that she would. This time she was not disappointed. The picture was of a sunrise over a desert. She locked the image away in her mind before hitting delete.
The next morning, John accompanied Molly to her monthly prenatal appointment. At this one she would have an ultrasound to find out if she was having a boy or a girl.
âThis is pretty exciting, isnât it?â John asked her.
âYes, I suppose so,â Molly replied.
âHave you been thinking about some names, then?â he asked her.
Had she been thinking about names? That was all she thought about, but they were all boy names, some version of Sherlockâs name that wouldnât give away the fact that she was having his baby. She had the advantage to know his full name and that Sherlock was not his first name. When she had done the paperwork for Sherlockâs death certificate Mycroft had to fill in the name: William Sherlock Scott Holmes. William and Scott were both lovely and she tried them out in different combinations with different names. But she had not thought of one girlâs name. She wanted a boy.
âUm, Iâve thought of a few. Family names, that sort of thing.â
âSo, will the baby have the fatherâs last name?â John asked. Molly had told him a dozen times if she had told him once, that she didnât know the fatherâs last name, that she couldnât remember his first name, and that he was out of the picture. However, every so often John would throw out a question such as this as if he thought she might tell him something different if he asked her in a different way.
âNope. It will be Hooper just like mine. The father isnât around so it doesnât make much difference anyway, does it?â she asked with a smile.
John was holding Mollyâs hand when the ultrasound technician entered the examination room.
âGood morning! What an exciting day for mum and dad!â she exclaimed. John and Molly just glanced at each other and smiled. They had been mistaken as a couple for so long now that they had given up trying to explain that they were just friends and that he was just here for moral support.
âYes, it sure is!â Molly said with a big, put-on smile.
âCanât wait!â John said with a smile to match hers.
The tech slid Mollyâs gown above her growing baby bump and gently pulled the waist of her pants down to her hips. She squirted lubricating jelly all over Mollyâs abdomen and pulled out the ultrasound wand. Carefully she rubbed the wand across Mollyâs body.
âAh, ha! Thereâs your baby!â she said as the baby appeared on the monitor. âLet me take a shot of that. There is the head, the spine, arms, and legs. Letâs see if we can get the baby to move a bit.â She softly pushed the wand across Mollyâs abdomen trying to get a better angle. âLook! Look right there! Congratulations, Mum and Dad! Itâs a boy!â
âItâs a boy?â asked Molly. âItâs a boy. Itâs a boy, John!â
âOh, thatâs wonderful, that is! Someone to carry on the family name,â John said with a wink at Molly. âBy the way, what is that family name, dear?â
       The tech looked at them a bit strangely now, but continued. âEverything looks exactly as it should. Heâs measuring right on track. Let me get a quick shot of this and I will print these pictures for you. Do you have any questions for me?â
       John looked the technician in the eyes, and with a straight face asked, âYeah, when can we do a paternity test, because now that I see the babyâs tackle, Iâm convinced Iâm not the father.â
       The technician looked awkwardly from John to Molly and then John again. âWell, um, you wouldâŠ.that is when the baby is bornâŠâ
       John and Molly burst into laughter. âItâs okay, itâs okay. Iâm just pulling your leg,â John told her. She looked relieved for a moment until he continued, âI already know Iâm not the father,â and fell into another fit of giggles with Molly.
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       By December, Mollyâs belly had grown to the size of a football and she felt like a duck, waddling everywhere she went.
       John came over on the second Saturday of the month, dragging in a Christmas tree.
       âI hope you donât mind,â he said. âI thought you might like one and could use some help putting it up.â
       âOh, John, itâs beautiful! How did you get it here, though?â
       âI bought it at a lot a few blocks over and paid one of the guys working there to drive me over.â
       âYou shouldnât have! Iâll have to go up to the attic to get my tree stand and decorations. Iâll be back in a few minutes.â
       âMolly, donât be ridiculous. You cannot climb up in the attic in your condition. Here, you put your hand here and hold it up so needles donât fall out all over the floor and Iâll go get the stand and decorations. Where in the attic are they?â
       âThere are two red boxes labeled âChristmas,â and the stand should be sitting right on top of them. They are pretty close to the attic door, on the right side, I think.â
       âAll righty then, back in a jiffy.â
       While John was upstairs, Mollyâs text alert chimed. âOh, bollocks!â she exclaimed as she realized her phone was in the kitchen on the table. John came thundering down the stairs.
       âAre you all right? I heard you yell out, but I couldnât hear what you said.â
       âOh, Iâm sorry,â Molly answered sheepishly, âI was just swearing because my text alert went off and my phone is in the kitchen.
       John sighed, then chuckled. âIâll go get it for you,â he said and turned to head to the kitchen.
       âNo! Itâs okay, I mean. Iâm sure itâs not important. You go ahead and finish what you were doing. Iâll just check it when you get back.â
       John gave her a curious look, which he dismissed quickly. âAll right, then. Wonât take me but a few minutes. I got the boxes and stand down to the landing. Iâll go ahead and grab the tree stand and get that on so you can let go of the tree and then Iâll bring the decorations down.â
       âGreat. Thatâs great!â
       Ten minutes later, John and Molly were wrestling the tree into the tree stand when John decided to bring up a touchy subject.
       âSo, have you heard from him?â John asked.
       The color drained from Mollyâs face. âHear from whom?â she almost whispered.
       âThe father. Your babyâs father. I donât know, I thought maybe he may have tried calling you. Or texting youâŠ.â
       âHeâs gone. There is no contact. Iâve told you, John. Why do you keep bringing it up?â She was still pale and her voice still soft.
       âI just thought you might try to find him, let the bloke know heâs going to be a father. Find out his name at least. Sorry, itâs none of my business.â
       âI have no idea how to get in touch with him. I really donât. I wouldnât even know where to start, and I really just donât want to talk about it anymore.â
       John nodded. âAll right then. Iâm sorry, Molly.â
        Later, after John had left, Molly checked her phone. There was picture of what looked like an Asian monastery covered in snow.
       âMerry Christmas, Sherlock,â she whispered. Delete.
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For eight months John Watson had kept his promise. He went to birthing classes with Molly. He picked up Chinese food for her in the middle of the night when she called him with cravings. As her belly got big and round he ran errands for her and helped her with chores around her flat. He painted the nursery and put together baby furniture. Â They grew to be very close and dear friends, but although Sherlock was never far from their minds, the hurt that it brought kept them from talking about him very much. It made Molly very nervous when they did; she was always afraid that she might let something slip about Sherlockâs fake death, thus betraying Sherlockâs trust in her.
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On February 10, Molly got out of bed and went to work, but she was exhausted and could barely stay on her feet. She left early and went back to her flat where she spent the rest of the afternoon in bed.
John called to check on her that evening.
âIâm not feeling so well, John. Iâm just exhausted.â
âHow many weeks along are you now? Thirty-seven? Well, your technically full-term now. These last few weeks your baby is growing more rapidly, so itâs to be expected. Do you want me to come over and check your blood pressure? Are you hungry? I could bring you some food. Chinese? Fish and chips? Pasta?â
âNo, Iâm not hungry. I think Iâll just stay here in bed and watch telly and rest. I left work early today. Luckily, I am off the rest of the weekend. I just donât think I have the energy to get out of bed.â
âListen, Iâll call you in the morning see how you feel, and Iâll come by in the afternoon and bring some groceries and make you lunch. Iâll stay if you like. I can stay all weekend.â
âThank you, John. You are so wonderful.â
John was true to his word and stayed the weekend. On Monday, Molly convinced him that she was feeling better and that he should go to work. She did feel well enough to get out of bed and eat some toast and eggs, but ultimately decided not to go into work herself.
At lunch time, she ate some more toast and some biscuits, but she soon felt nauseated and decided to go back to bed. She was still there at 4:00 when John called to check on her.
âEverything all right, Molly? Iâm leaving the office in an hour. I could bring you a sandwich or something.â
âNo, I ate earlier. Iâm fine,â she told him, not wanting him to worry about her.
âWell, if youâre feeling better, I think I am going to go home after work, see that everything is all right, wash some clothes. Iâll come check on you first thing in the morning though.â
âYes, thatâs fine. You should get a proper nightâs sleep in a real bed,â she said with a small laugh. She moaned and rolled over on her side, trying to get comfortable.
âWhat was that? Are you sure you are okay?â
âYeah, just trying to get comfortable and I think at this point itâs just impossible. My back is killing me today.â
âWell, just give me a ring if you need anything. Iâm just going straight home after work, like I said, Iâll come over first thing in the morning.â
âThank you, John. Youâre the best.â
 Molly slept on and off throughout the evening. Despite feeling nauseated and having a stomach ache, she forced herself to go to the kitchen and made herself a cup of tea. John had bought a bag of her favorite crisps, which she took with her, along with her tea, to the sofa where she sat and watched telly. She was feeling a bit better now and easily fell asleep again while watching a movie. Around ten she awoke needing to go to the toilet. Standing up made her feel dizzy, but she managed to get to the loo. Her stomach was hurting again and so was her back. She sat for about ten minutes on the toilet until the dizziness and the pains passed and then slowly made her way back to her bed. Molly lay down and drifted back to sleep, but thirty minutes later she awoke to more stomach and back pains. She tried to shift positions, but nothing was comfortable. Finally, she decided to get up and walk to the kitchen for some tea. The movement seemed to help, but soon she found herself in pain again.
âWait a minute,â she said aloud to herself. âNo, no, no, no! Oh, god!â She found her phone in the pocket of her dressing gown and started the timer. Seven minutes later she had another pain. She waited and timed it again. Eight minutes. Quickly she called Johnâs number. âPick up, pick up, pickâJohn? John! I think Iâm in labor. Iâm having pains every 7 or 8 minutes. Can you come get me?â
âYeah, yeah. Iâm putting my trousers on now. Iâll be there in fifteen minutes. Just try to remember your breathing.â
John hung up and Molly sunk onto a chair. Then suddenly it hit her; she was going to give birth to Sherlockâs son and he didnât even know she was pregnant. He wouldnât be here with her for the birth of their son. She hadnât even received a picture from him in two months; he could be dead. Dead and heâd never have known their son. She was sobbing, then crying harder than she ever had before. She had to pull herself together though and stood up to go get her packed bag from the bedroom. As soon as she stood up, her water broke and another contraction came, worse than before.
âOw, ow, ow! Ah! Oh, god, John, please hurry!â She tried to do her breathing exercises, but the contractions were coming one right after the other now.
She soon heard John thundering up the stairs. He found her doubled over on her knees on the kitchen floor.
âOh, god, Molly! Are you all right?â he asked, running to her side.
âNO, IâM NOT BLOODY ALL RIGHT!â she shouted. âIâM HAVING THIS BABY RIGHT NOW!â
âRight now? No, weâve got to get you to hospital,â he insisted.
âThere is no time, John! You are going to have to deliver this baby.â
âMe? No, weâre going to call you an ambulance. Theyâll be here in no time.â
âJohn, you are not listening to me! This baby is coming right now and you have to deliver him.â
âMolly, I cannot deliver a baby.â
âYou are a doctor, John!â
âSo are you! How many have you delivered down in the morgue? Probably as many as I have delivered on the battlefield!â
âSuck it up, John! OWWWWW! I need you! I canât do this without you, John,â Molly was sobbing now. âI canât do this. Iâm having Sherlockâs baby and heâs not here so I need you to be here and do this for me!â
John was silent for a moment. Then, choking back a sob of his own, he nodded. âCan you move?â
Molly shook her head, trying to hold back a scream of pain.
âOkay, Iâm going to go get towels and pillows. Do you have an old blanket we can use?â
âLinen closet. Blue.â
 John ran to get linens to make Molly as comfortable as possible. When he returned to the kitchen, Molly was on her hands and knees, wincing in pain.
âJohn, I have to push!â
âWait, wait, wait!â He spread the blanket on the kitchen floor and helped Molly ease down onto her back. âRight then, Iâm going to have to pull down your knickers, Molly.â
âI think we are way past the point of modesty here, John,â she told him as he eased her gown up over her belly and began to pull Mollyâs pants off. âIâve got to push!â she yelled.
âUm, okay, letâs try this: bend your knees and push and Iâll try to get some more towels under your bum to lift it up and give us some more room to work with as the baby comes out.â
âDo you have a better idea? Have you done this before? Well, neither have I, so we try this and figure it out as we go. Now do it, and push!â
Three pushes later and the babyâs head was crowning. âYouâre doing great, Molly, John told her. Give me a big push to get the shoulders out.â
âOh, god! It hurts, John!â
âI know, Molly, but you can do this. Ready? Give me a big push then. Good, good, let me turn him a bit to get the shoulders through.â
âOkay, rest a moment. Breathe, Molly. When youâre ready, give me a couple more good, big pushes.â
âOkay, letâs do this. Letâs meet your baby boy.â
With three more pushes, the baby was out. John lay him carefully on the towels between Mollyâs legs where he cleaned out his mouth and the Holmes-Hooper baby let out his first wail. John jumped up to get a knife from the block on the countertop.
âStay still, just a moment, Molly. Iâm going to get a knife to cut the cord and then Iâll hand him to you.â While he was up, he also took a twist-tie from a bread bag to make a clamp. He made quick work of it and wrapped the baby boy in a clean towel. He the handed him to Molly and helped her into a sitting position, sitting behind her for support.
âOh, god, John,â she whispered. Heâs so beautiful.â Molly started crying. âLook at his hair and his eyes; theyâre just like Sherlockâs.â
âMolly, why didnât you tell me?â John asked. âHe was my best friend.â
Molly cried even more. âI donât know. I just couldnâtâthink about it, about him. It has hurt me so much. I wanted to tell you so many times. I thought that you knew because of all the questions you asked.â
âI think on some level I did. How long were you twoâŠum, seeing one another?â
âIt was just the one night, before heâŠand I felt so guilty and hurt because why didnât I see it coming? Why did he make love to me and still do what he did? Why did he leave me? And then when I realized I was pregnantâI was almost devastated, but then I had to be glad that I had a piece of him with me. But I couldnât have done this without you and your support, John. Thank you.â
John kissed Molly on the back of the head. âSo, go on then, tell me the name.â
âIâve thought about it a lot and I have decided William John Scott Hooper. I hope you donât mind that I gave him your name.â
âIâm honored, Molly. So, youâre going to go with Hooper?â
âI think that is best, and safest, for us now.â
âI suppose youâre right,â John said. John glanced down at his watch. âNow letâs talk about something important.â
âOkay. What?â Molly asked, glancing back at him with a quizzical look on her face.
âTell me about that tattoo on your hip.â
Molly laughed. âIâve had it a couple of years now. I always wanted a tattoo, but was never brave enough to get one. Then my girlfriend, Emily, and I were on holiday and we just got a wild idea to go get tattoos. I didnât know what to do, so I got a Harry Potter tattoo.
âOh, thatâs what it is! Iâve never read the books. Very interesting. Itâs like you have this secret wild side that no one knows about.â John glanced at his watch. âItâs 12:20. I think that was the record for the fastest baby delivery on a kitchen floor ever. Iâm going to call the ambulance now; you and the baby need to be checked over. Do you want me to call your mum, too?â
âYes, thank you. Can we just wait a few more moments, though? Can we just sit here together, all of us, for a little bit longer.â
âOf course, Molly, of course.â
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At nine oâclock later that morning, Molly was nursing William in her hospital room. She had finally convinced John to go home and take a shower and a nap. Her mum had gone down to the canteen to get some coffee. There was a rap on the door.
âCome in!â Molly said cheerfully. Her face fell when Mycroft Holmes entered the room.
âDonât look so happy to see me, Ms. Hooper,â he said with his signature smirk.
âItâs not that Iâm not happy to see you, itâs just that itâs a surprise. What are you doing here?â
âLetâs not play games, Ms. Hooper. We both know why Iâm here. Iâm here to see my nephew.â
Molly paled. âHow did you know?â
âI know everything worth knowing. I knew of your little escapade with my little brother before he left. This,â he said, waving his hand toward William, âwas a rather easy deduction.â Mycroft looked smugly at Mollyâs shocked face. âWhatâs his name?â
It took Molly a moment to find her voice. âWilliam John Scott Hooper.â
âHmm. How sweet. I am going to assume that Sherlock has not been in touch with you in any way and that he doesnât know?â
âThatâs right. Why would Sherlock contact me? Heâs not stupid. He knows he canât risk being found out.â In the back of her mind Molly was worried that Mycroft already knew the truth, that Sherlock had already risked his safety by texting the pictures to her. As if on cue, her text alert went off and she jumped.
âAre you all right, Ms. Hooper?â Mycroft asked her in his oily voice.
âIâm fine, but you make me nervous showing up here. What do you really want? Why are you here?â
Mycroft cleared his throat. âAs much as I may disapprove of my brotherâs indiscretion with you, I feel obligated to ensure that his son is taken care of in the manner that he deserves.â
âI donât want your money, Mycroft!â Molly told him.
âI am not offering you money, per se. I just want to guarantee that Williamâs every need is taken care of, beginning with nursery school. Iâll be able to forego the requisite waiting list at any that you desire, though I have my own recommendations. Tuition will also be paid at the best primary and prep schools. Books, uniforms, everything.
âYou donât have to give me an answer now, Ms. Hooper, but do think about it. This child is a Holmes, and as such he will be privy to much opportunity.â
âIs that all, Mycroft?â Molly asked curtly.
âThere is one more thing. Should my brother make it back from his mission, I think it best that we keep William a secret. His life is too dangerous, too unstable. It would be best for William.â
âGoodbye, Mycroft,â Molly said, staring at him icily.
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In the corridor, John was just stepping off the lift when Mycroft exited Mollyâs room.
âMycroft? I didnât expect to see you here,â John said with a curious look on his face.
âJust here to offer my congratulations to Ms. Hooper,â he said with a smug smile. Then he became more serious as he asked, âHow are you, John? How are you coping?â
âWell, IâmâŠyeah, IâmâŠ.okay.â
âYou left Baker Street.â
âYeah, I left a few weeks afterâI just couldnât stay there. Too many memories. Too many ghosts. How are you?â
âI wonât lie; I miss him. I canât help but feel as if it was my fault, that I could have stopped it.â
âWell, you should feel guilty because it was your fault. You fed Moriarty all that information about your brother and he used it to destroy him. Being a detective was all he had, all that he loved, and Moriarty made everyone think that he was a fraud and question all the good work that he had ever done, and thatâs on you, Mycroft. Now, if youâll excuse me, Iâm going to go see my friend.â
John pushed past Mycroft, who watched with sadness as John disappeared into Mollyâs room.
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âJohn! What are you doing here? You were supposed to go home and get some sleep!â Molly exclaimed as John walked into her room.
âIâm fine, Iâm fine. Um, so, I just ran into Mycroft out in the corridor. What was he doing here?â
âHe came in to congratulate me. Odd really. I hardly know him.â Molly felt very uncomfortable lying to John. She tried to tell herself it wasnât lying as much as not telling him the whole truth.
âYes, it is quite odd. He was saying to me that he missed his brother and that he felt that it was his fault thatâŠeverything happened the way that it did. And I told him that heâs bloody right that itâs his fault.â
âJohn! You didnât!â
âI did. He gave Moriarty the information that he used against Sherlock. Thanks to Mycroft, Moriarty was able to plant that seed of doubt in everyoneâs minds about him.â John paused. âI donât want to talk about it anymore.â
âWell, maybe thatâs why Mycroft came today. If heâs missing Sherlock and feeling guilty, perhaps he wanted to see Sherlockâs friends so he could feel closer to his brother.â
âMaybe,â John said. âSod him though. Weâve been getting on fine without him.â
âYeah,â Molly said quietly in agreement.
 Later, after John and her mother had left her so she could rest, Molly pulled out her phone. There was a picture of kites. What were the chances that he just happened to contact her on the day that their son was born? Had Mycroft been in contact with him too? Did he know where Sherlock was? Had Mycroft passed him the information? That didnât seem likely since he seemed so keen on keeping it from Sherlock âshouldâ he make it back from his mission. Perhaps there were other contacts here in London that were keeping Sherlock informed somehow? He did have an extensive âhomeless networkâ throughout the city. He could have found some clever way for them to get information to him without being detected. Then again, it may have just been a coincidence. Molly looked at the kites again. There were many different colors and shapes flying against a cloudless blue sky. That was all that was in the picture; the people on the other ends of the strings were unseen. Perhaps it would have been telling of where he was if you could see them or their surroundings. She closed her eyes and then hit delete.