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love House MD because House is the MAIN CHARACTER at that hospital and there's no attempt to hide this. as the viewer you are fully aware that those nurses in the elevator are just extras. the boss's entire schedule consists of yelling at him. the head of oncology would rather prescribe him controlled meds and flirt than practice oncology. his team's only desires are to fuck him and strangle him, often at the same time. every other doctor at the hospital might as well be a cardboard cutout.
the walls are glass, the better to see him through. he limps around, commits malpractice, and serves cunt.
long live mid-2000s TV.
someone said House has somehow figured out he's in a medical drama and everyone has plot armor so he does what he wants knowing there's no consequences
ughh thinking this morning about little 15 year old chase. dropping his sister off in daycare and rushing to catch the tram to school. getting in trouble because his uniform is wrinkled or has stains. checking the bins when he gets home for empty bottles, doing laundry and homework and entertaining his sister. calling his dad for allowance so he can pay the electric bill.
his friends all complain he never hangs out anymore -- because he hasn't told them what's going on; it's private and embarrassing. he had to quit the football team. he falls asleep in class. some of his teachers, father stephen, are nice about it. he starts to think seminary would be nice: peaceful and easy and filled with nice adults, unlike home. ughh
I WILL DIE ON THE COMPHET CAMERON HILL LIKE LET THAT GURL KISS GIRLS SHES BEGGING FOR IT WHY IS SHE FORCED TO KISS BOYS
Cameron in the background is taking me out, she looks like a child who just walked in to her parents fighting
thirteen's amber
wilson's heart is less about amber, but about how others, especially house and thirteen, saw amber. the episode opens, post credits, on each of the characters watching amber through glass. if this were a normal potw, we would've met their friends and family, like foreman's father in euphoria. if this were any other patient, we would've learned what was motivating their drug use when the team finds diet pills and amphetamines, but here, the revelation serves only to show how the characters (including wilson) didn't know her as well as they thought they did. we see only a fleeting glimpse of the real amber.
house's visions of amber are stylized, flickering between potential sex object and purveyor of wisdom. she is even costumed differently, in sleek pantsuits, where the real amber wore prim sweater and skirt sets. in the wake of several episodes of the show telling us that amber is a female house, house's amber is an embodiment of his subconscious: his imaginings of what could have been, his guide to what just evades his memory, and the voice of what he knows is true.
for thirteen, amber is like a shadow self. they were positioned as rivals in the games arc and their fates are inextricably linked: because of thirteen's mistake in 97 seconds (incidentally the last episode where the patient dies), foreman was brought on and house had to make his gender play to hire three fellows--meaning he had to pick between thirteen and amber. house picks thirteen, and wilson was drawn to amber in her hour of need. if any of these dominos had fallen differently, maybe amber would've been working that night, along with the rest of the team. maybe it would've even been thirteen who was seeing wilson and who got house's call that night--after all, when house learns about wilson and amber, the first thing he asks is, "she's not dying, is she?"
though house dismisses it offhand, i think thirteen is stricken by guilt. like house's role in amber being on that bus, thirteen played a role in amber ending up in this position, however attenuated. now, having won the fellowship over amber on, essentially, a coin flip, thirteen is watching amber seemingly dying in her place. thirteen couldn't even touch amber because she bear to be another link in the causal chain causing her death--because it should've been her.
but there's more than that. if amber resented thirteen for the apparent ease with which she moved through life, i think thirteen saw in amber a kind of fearlessness she lacked. where thirteen was happy to fade into the background until house picked her out, amber took her own fate into her hands. where thirteen--living with damocles' sword over her--has always had one foot out the door, amber extracted every last drop from life, whether that was a fellowship spot or a deal on a mattress.
amber's death shook thirteen so much because to thirteen, amber's mortality felt impossible. wilson's heart is so emotionally effective because it plays on the injustice of the situation. house is supposed to do the impossible, but when it mattered most, he was powerless. where house's superpower is diagnostics, amber's was playing the system. she was supposed to have found a way to save herself even if she had to screw over everyone else. in thirteen's mind, amber was supposed to bury her, not the other way around. but by trying to give herself a minuscule advantage over the flu, amber sealed her fate.
it is as if thirteen and amber traded places. for the hour or so she is awake, amber is in the same position as thirteen post-diagnosis: alive, with full, graphic knowledge of her inevitable death. cuddy thinks that amber would've wanted that last hour anyway. that's probably true but amber doesn't get to choose. amber makes only one choice: she tells wilson that it's time. amber--amber who fought everything tooth and nail--goes to her death without a flicker of rage.
thirteen, paralyzed by indecision, makes two choices: to see amber and to be tested. in one of the final episodes of the series, wilson asks thirteen what it's like to be dying, and maybe thirteen, seeing amber on the precipice of her own diagnosis, wondered the same thing. if house was reluctant to rejoin the land of the living, thirteen has been on the bus her whole life, in the liminal space between life and a truth that was too hard to bear. thirteen thought that not knowing made her braver, but being brave and bold and brilliant didn't save amber. so for once in her life, she does what amber would've done, if she had the choice: she gets off the bus.
lucas is crazy because they really were just like what if we introduce the most annoying guy alive and hes just here now. and hes dating the best woman on earth like ohh okay
something something about how amber will do literally anything to win but she tries to avoid getting her hands dirty digging up the body in guardian angels and when she finally does show up, thirteen is literally covered in dirt
just saw a post so flat-out wrong it's making me want to defend GREGORY HOUSE
idk man this is a weird thing to say even jokingly about a disabled character whose lack of agency in how the event that disabled him was handled HUGELY influences him for the entire run of the show. also why are you talking about addicts like that. speak into the mic please
thinking about the camchase wedding... do you think cameron ever considered taking his name...
you know cameron did most of the wedding planning rip. not so much because i think chase would be useless or unwilling, (although i think he would be useless in the "whatever you want is fine :)" sense) but because you know allison "created a mail filing system for house out of compulsiveness alone" cameron is ITCHING to do this job. she has 8 pinterest boards READY. she would LOVE to fight a caterer
ring shopping.......you know chase was willing to spend way too much on those suckers.......
i love that they had it outdoors. i feel like that's such a chase thing. he wanted Outside. he probably wanted a Beach but cameron shot it down
i KNOW cameron wanted them to write their own vows and this was a terrible idea.
cameron at the reception telling her aunts and grandma the MOST sanitized version of how she and chase got together. "we were coworkers and when he left the job i asked him out" chase is just trying not to laugh
the main reason they didn't want foreman in the wedding party is that they KNOW he is going to roast them in a speech. he does it anyway. he's got 6 years of ammunition stored
both of them looking over their shoulders hoping house will show up :( they probably know realistically he wouldn't anyway, but then wilson slipping in late or cuddy telling them about mayfield :(
cameron might have made them take dance lessons for the wedding but you know they just did the slow dance shuffle rip.
the two of them having moved in together not long before this... discussing how many bedrooms... chase's "in ten years, we'll have three kids..." buying a two-bedroom apartment intending on starting a family right away... you know cameron (and chase lbr) would have thought a honeymoon baby was SO romantic
i know in my heart they were planning to go to australia for their honeymoon... the wedding was kind of last minute so i imagine they had a quick weekend away and were planning on taking a Real Honeymoon later when they had enough vacation time........... it never happened
i think cameron was of course going to stay "dr. cameron" professionally, but i think she did consider taking chase's name... even briefly... to prove she "meant it," you know? but conversely i don't think chase would have really cared. maybe in some lizard brain way, but... he has so many issues with his family i don't think he's that fussed about his "family name" or whatever.
they definitely discussed hyphenating but cameron-chase/chase-cameron is just soooo unwieldy lmao
chase definitely threatened to grow a beard/not shave for the wedding lol
idk we really should talk more about the fact that in epic fail, thirteen asks and house confirms that cameron has not been in touch since mayfield. like she is That uninterested. "oh she's so into broken people" house had a full on breakdown and got clean and is trying to turn his life around. s1 cameron would be all over this. s6 cameron could not care less. this is entirely consistent with her growth and development btw it's just. wow. last year, s5, she was visiting wilson after amber died. house? she just isn't that interested. three years later house is imagining her still in love with him and in reality she is so over him it's crazy
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