my opinions shouldn’t be rejected—

—just because people don’t like me. cee / 22 / they/them no.1 allison cameron defender

[eliotquillon]

prevs: cassiasims, ottomalpense, kyravaschenkochao

it’s pronounced kee-yon, not quill-on

HIVE timeline masterpost (post bloodline version)

AO3

hi i’m cee. 22, they/them, autistic nonbinary lesbian but not in a cool way.

this is not a fandom blog per se but it’s also not not a fandom blog. right now i post mostly about house md, but every now and then i get cranky about shadowhunters or alex rider again, and i use the #hivecore tag for things that reminds me of HIVE by mark walden. my url is a character from witherward by hannah mathewson; the series isn’t available in the US, but if you’re in the uk/mainland europe and like YA urban fantasy please read it so i’m not the only person stuck obsessing over it lol. anyway where were we.

i write fanned fiction and love answering asks/writing prompts/yapping. my tag for ask games is #hit me. please don’t actually hit me though i’m really nice i promise!!!! also comments on my fic are pellets in my enclosure!!!!!!!

FAQ:

q: *shipping discourse*

a: idgaf i know i have unpopular ship opinions and i’m at peace with being disliked! just don’t come into my inbox and harass me about it. ship whatever you like and i’ll ship whatever i like <3

q: are you [REDACTED] on tiktok?

a: ya sure am. i don’t advertise my tiktok publicly on here because i show my face on there (and don’t on here), but it’s not a state secret or anything. that said i do shamelessly steal my own tumblr posts and turn them into tiktoks when i cba coming up with a new video idea so unfortunately all you get from following me on here is a direct glimpse as to how lazy i am hahahahahaha

q: i want to be your friend but i’m scared!!

a: hey i love making friends. not with minors tho sorry. my tumblr dms are open and if you message me for my discord i’m always happy to hang and shoot the breeze about house. also i’m not scary i promise

q: what is the margaret qualley gif you always reference in your tags

a: this one

it just captures the full range of human emotion to me. i wish there was a way of expressing this gif verbally so i could use it irl. maybe i’ll get it tattooed.

ok that’s enough shop talk mommy needs to go back to defending amber volakis and calling cassia sims a lesbian with comphet. catch ya on the flipside!

[starburned-and-unkissed]

house md 4x16 wilson's heart // 5x20 simple explanation // this tumblr post

[starburned-and-unkissed]

the thing is, I can entertain a lot of ships in my imagination, but not all of them in longterm sustainable romantic relationships

[3rdrealm-deactivated20200301]

i think the crux of human misery stems from the fact that our skeleton just wants to sit around and accumulate dust in an ancient barrow (that is the innate imperative of all skeletal remains in-case you didn’t know) but our meat has its own agenda which creates this fundamental conflict of interests

[ceruleanheaven]

sometimes i have a dream that reveals such a humiliating desire i have that i genuinely lose a bit of respect for myself

[eliotquillon]

finished my last ever university exams today :’)

[zinesbycee]

(nods sagely) (nods basily) (nods rosemarily) (nods saltly) (nods star anisely)

[seven-winged-liar]

four line sentences are good and okay. its cool. you dont need to end your setnence or that thought! add another comma or an em dash. everything will be okay. it makes sense and flows well. #awesome #mybehemothsentence

[ribbit-ribbit-mfer]

you can headcanon a character as queer. that's fine, we all do it. but you can not get mad when said character isn't included in posts about canonically queer characters. because they are not queer in canon. if they come out, they'll be included.

[foeofcolor]

Only day you can rb this

[foeofcolor]

This post is like a fucking rosetta stone I've had the same theme song tagged in at least 6 languages so far

[kristina100000]

incredible picture found on the interwebs i had to share with everypony

[valtsv]

basically the best thing any character can do is decide they don't want to be afraid anymore - in fact they never want to be afraid of anything ever again - and take action so drastic they fail to realise that this too is a decision motivated by fear. or to account for the Consequences of that.

[valtsv]

my problem is if i enjoy something enough i will be nitpicking. i Will have things to say about where and how it failed. out of nothing but love straight from my heart. unfortunately this often makes me indistinguishable from a hater who has never experienced joy or kindness. such is the amateur critic's burden.

[valtsv]

all of my favourite things are like beautiful racehorses that trip over their own feet a hundred times. but they get back up again. and goddamn, you should see them run.

[sm64mario]

I met every single creepy pasta and they wre all nice to me

[sm64mario]

A lot of you relating to this one!

we live in such'a kind world

[halque]

btw the "women aren't written in a compelling way" argument quickly falls flat when the people who say these things also happen to be fans of MEN who aren't written well. you can argue that its the system which is misogynistic all you want, but drooling over a gimmick-y trope-y male character a second after tells me all i need to know

[malewifesband]

the setting is also a character. many do not know this but its true. it has a history and a future and often an arc of its own, and the other characters all have personal relationships with it

[bowditch]

this is why college, modern, bakery, flower shop, fantasy, post apoc, etc etc AU is either boring af to me or one of the best stories in a fandom. the thing that makes or breaks the story is whether or not the setting change is treated with the weight of a Character-- how does it impact characters and still keep them recognizable? it's like you've given everyone a new bestie or enemy and they all have to live with it. how does it shape them and change them? what parts survive? what parts of them impact the setting?

[3scythes]

my crackpot theory is that people excuse all the insane shit house says because we’ve gone so far into the fanon hole that people genuinely believe house is canonically queer and that the “reclaiming slurs” mentality applies to everything house says because if he’s queer and disabled somehow he’s allowed to be everything-phobic and ableist and an asshole