ivy

20 ❤️

[dudeiwannabealone]

memories of a life that’s been loved 🖤

[derekstilinski]

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[editfandom]

HALSEY, PERSONAL PICTURES

[dudeiwannabealone]

i love writing so much

[dudeiwannabealone]

i want to be pretty and i want to be smart :(

[dudeiwannabealone]

Lying so awake, things I can't escape

Lately, I just turn 'em into demons

Flowing to the sun, fucking heroin

Lately I just turn 'em into reasons, but it refuses

Always down, I'm not up

Guess it's just my rotten luck

To fill my time with permanent gloom

But I can't see above it

Guess I fucking love it

But, oh, I didn't mean to

I see everything, I see everything

Don't you tell me now that I don't want it

But I did everything, I did everything

White lines on a mirror, then a song (Woo!)

Funny how they think, us not even on the brink

Innocence was fleeting like a season

Cannot comprehend, lost so many men

Lately, all the ghosts turned into reasons and excuses

Always down, I'm not up

Guess it's just my rotten luck

To fill my time with permanent gloom

But I can't see above it

Guess I fucking love it

But, oh, I didn't mean to

I see everything, I see everything

Don't you tell me now that I don't want it

But I did everything, I did everything

White lines on a mirror, in a song (Woo!)

I see everything, I see everything

Don't you tell me now that I don't want it

But I did everything, I did everything

White lines on a mirror, in a song (Woo!)

[dudeiwannabealone]

all i know how to be is everything you want me to

but that’s not what you want, is it?

that’s not enough, is it?

[dudeiwannabealone]

tired of saying i’m fine when i’m not

[su-n-s-e-t]

[dudeiwannabealone]

no one else matters when i look at u oh how i wish u felt the same.

with you i feel like i could win a battle against every man in the world and i could do it alone but oh i never felt so weak

cause i’m afraid that one day you too would leave.

[august-wonders]

oh, to be called love, darling, sweetheart, my moon, oh to be called by anything

[lovebeyonddeath]

iii just wanna be touched. :’-) small taps, tracing shapes and lines, and gentle scratches on my skin. loving presses, flirty squishes, and kind little kisses.

i dunno, there’s just so much different touches can say, and i dwell a lot on touch as a love language

[xslowly]

[dudeiwannabealone]

hiii !!

[wajestade]

[dudeiwannabealone]

wrote this two years ago. lol 

[love-for-boys]