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♡RU/ENG ♡ SHE/HER ♡ i draw and share my thoughts♡

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Dottore was and will continue to be my most favorite character. he's very important to me;(

Sleep sweetly, Zandik

[pandemicedemic]

columbina & zandik

[dufalfall]

I'm very tired, everything feels like a terrible hard labor, I have normal communication in reality just no one, and my environment does not correspond to my thinking at all, I need to look properly, but I do not understand how at all

I forbid myself to eat, I'm disgusted by food, I'm frankly shit, but I pass it on over and over like the last scum, and it doesn't matter what goes into my mouth, from something delicious to frankly shitty bland food, I feel empty, nothing pleases me, I'm chained to bed, there's no motivation at all, I want to get out of this body by scratching my hands, I want to crack my head, I need to completely change myself. I'll work out and walk, stop feeling sorry for myself

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I'm feeling really tired, and I'll find the strength to change things. I don't know, I'd be tired of socializing in DS, the internet, living, college, myself and my body, strangled. Actually, it's my birthday tomorrow, I planned it for other people, tried to make everything "perfect," I'll burst into tears if something goes wrong, not even a joke. I want to cancel everything at the last minute, I want it to be over. This year feels like a noose on my throat. I don't know what to do

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just my OC for another DND campaign 💅

it doesn't really matter

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they're terribly in love with each other (it's the most comfortable relationship among my characters with friends)

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i really dislike tradish.

I haven't painted watercolors in a very long time, and these miniatures wore me out: (

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I'm losing my mind, it's my college, please understand and forgive (I have nothing to post😭😭😭 )

Actually, he's studying to be a teacher a bit... It's strange and the load comes out abruptly and unexpectedly.

One is particularly surprised by the high emotional burden, the need to combine deep study of the subject area with pedagogy and psychology, and the mandatory early practice that requires patience and responsibility. I'm very tired.

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my stupid dnd OC, love him, he goes crazy very often

[lenyechka]

OKAY SO these are my fan Dottore segments!! I'll be glad to get feedback💫

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just my OC for a board role-playing game in the project moon setting and nothing more 🥰

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Okay, guys, Baldur Gate took over this account, and since I'm so eager to show off a little sketch from my friend's last run! This race came out very... Strange, absurd, and completely indefying explanations, we've experienced so many stupid situations and pre-doomed battles! But we didn't give up and kept going, and you know, enjoyed the passage, even made up a story for our OC!!! That's very sweet, thank you so much Blair for your time, you're great, so many jokes we've made for this run!!! XD

Paintless drawing so you can better understand what's going on in it

Here's a funny screenshot from the walkthrough with this oc

@idkhowtocallithonestly - and this is Blair, she's cool, you know, a legend man! Pls believe me

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Shadowheart has become my favorite of the less "kind" people who join our squad. She's one of the most elaborate and profound images. This brainwashed emo queen of the croon has a storyline with a search for herself and a difficult past, suggests strong emotional drama and fighting the prejudice in her head. The character is revealed through moral dilemmas, internal conflicts, and changing attitudes, making her development highly interesting💅

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Maybe soon, I'll find something that inspires me or the source of the seeds, because right now I'm only a weak person who can't muster the strength to realize something. My brain is overflowing with ideas, but my hands don't reach my iPad or text editor at all, and I can only rot in my bed, enjoying a different reality in dreams. That's very sad. Maybe my inspiration will be a person or activity, or maybe a series or Triple-A project.

I'm not sure, but my reality is so boring or I'm an idiot unable to get out of my perceptual tunnel. I really envy inspired people, they're cool