I was born in a military (state defense) - teacher family. I was born in Tegal, Central Java, Indonesia. If I’m not mistaken, it was at 10 PM o’clock in November 25th, 1995.
I have a little brother who likes to follow what I say, yet, he’s cool too lol. My father and mother are so discipline about rules to educate me and my little brother, they make us fear of Allah SWT and also negative things, alhamdulillah.
I have singer talent since I was in elementary school. The teachers were always counting on me if they have singing competition or choir group. Running to middle school I started to know the music instruments like guitar and piano.
I learned by myself, sometimes asking friends how to play those two instruments. Seeing my interest in music, my mother gifted me an guitar, an electric guitar and an piano for me to practice in home. During those period, I also uploaded songs in SoundCloud to cover popular songs. But honestly, my dream is not about to be a singer or musician, those are just hobbies.
Moving on to senior high school, my inner interest came out to learn languages, it showed since my English and Germany tests and exams in class are incredibly never disappointed my parents.
During those high school period too, I have really good interest in Japan. Most of my friends in school have same interest too, but they more like the anime, games, drama, etc. But I more like the language, the ceremony tea, the polite manner, the traditional costumes of Japan.
Seeing my interest in Japan, my mom offered me to learn Japanese in one of her friend who can speak Japanese well. OMG YAS OFC I took that offer.
Moving on to college life, I’m learning International Relations, related to languages also, and also about world politics which now I love so much. In college I continue learning Japanese until the end in Japanese Study Center - UGM. In the same time I also learning French in IFI (Institut Français d'Indonésie) which made me spinning around because sometimes those languages just mixed up, lol.
In the 4th semester of my college life, the International Relations department asked us to choose one of three languages (Chinese, Japanese, and Arabic), and I took Arabic.
I am graduated from International Relations major on July 2017, FINALLY >.<
As a muslim, I wear hijab, I started to learn wearing hijab since the beginning of middle school, it is an obligation at first in school, but as went time passed by, I learn the real obligation to wear hijab from Islam, alhamdulillah I fear Allah SWT.
I wasn’t a fashion blogger at first, I was just a nerd who use long sleeve T-shirt with triangle veil and jeans lol, but since I was entering college, thanks to my mother, I started to look up to internet to find cool hijab and abayas.
This blog is dedicated to my admiration to Allah SWT’s creation and myself.
I have struggled a lot in life, emotions, struggle, pain, I’ve been there in the hardest even until I ever lost hope to God, and just wanted to end my life.
But I’m not alone right now, God is always be with me, so I fear of nothing.
Down emotions will not break me down.
Learn to love yourself, and you will find your true self. I promise, be grateful with your life, in that time you will appreciate every second of your life.
