#help?

[kdinjenzen]

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Welp, a new "the worst thing that could happen" has happened for me:

I received a letter YESTERDAY that my medical debt from 2018-2022 has hit a point where the creditor is no longer allowing "min payments" & I have til June 6th to pay it IN FULL... "or else."

If you can help, I'd appreciate it.

Unfortunately that ALSO means I'm still struggling for rent and bills as well, but I've decided to keep that and this separate as to not combine the issues into something even more stressful for my brain...

[anglaised]

[aslutsdiiiary]

sorry I was distracted… thinking about head over the edge of the bed while my throat is mercilessly filled and my focus on trying to breathe keeps getting interrupted by balls slapping into my face until they ultimately bare their weight down on me and groan and shake a little bit bc it feels so good while I’m lowkey thrashing a bit for a bit of air idk

[bamjammy]

Heheheheheheheh

[mephistopheles]

strange levels of multi-track drifting with this radiostatic business. alastor refuses to show up on camera or film but allows himself to proudly be photographed for and beside vox. refuses to drink w anyone but vincent and then is seen drinking alone next to the mic vincent gave him that he kept in his bedroom for seventy years. is perfectly content to play piano Completely Suited Up but strips a lil for vincent. stares at him (only him) with dilated pupils. flops his ears around. giggles. sings a passionate duet with him and leans up close enough to kiss him to pant into his open mouth. hosts his first broadcast after seven entire years of dead air and it’s a song with and about vox, set to the melody they enjoyed together in their past that he remembered and kept for seventy years. stakes his entire soul on knowing and needing vox for an entire season. the production company released an image of the two of them laughing together beneath a poster describing love, on valentines day. and everyone with any iota of creative control over this property keeps fucking insisting that there’s nothing to see here

[jkkyks]

I feel like at this point am not just back to my 2015 Michael obsession, AM EVEN WORSE.

It’s been a month??? And I can’t listen to anything but Michael???? I can’t talk about anything except him????

Pretty sure my friends are fed up with me because somehow every conversation turns into me mentioning him and they’re just like:

And don’t let me start about Jaafar… ugh I CANT STOP.

And I feel like if i still wanna have friends i need to stop talking.

[my-castles-crumbling]

Hi guys!

So I have been hit with a bit of the sads today and I’m trying to convince myself that it’s okay to like…ask for help and reassurance 😅 and I think I need some right now. There’s some things I’ve been putting off working on for a while that I need to do and I could use your encouragement! So..

50 notes and I’ll clean up around my house

100 notes and I’ll work on some job applications to find a less toxic school that accepts my identity

500 notes and I’ll talk to a friend about some issues we’ve been having that I’ve been avoiding

1000 notes and I’ll make a goal to drink at least 4 glasses of water a day because I’m chronically dehydrated lol

2000 notes and I’ll make a goal to be active five times a week (right now it’s three and I really need to do more)

3000 notes and I’ll actually listen to my doctor about how to treat my new health condition instead of just ignoring it until my next appointment (don’t do what I do, kids!)

4000 notes and I’ll force myself to write nice things about myself and I’ll post them here.

5000 notes and I’ll question all of your sanity for being so dedicated and I’ll…idk I’ll do whatever you guys want to take care of myself. I’ll take your suggestions I guess. As long as it’s not expensive. And I’ll post proof on here.