no really it's fine

i'm just a girl in the world / that's all that you'll let me be

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HAHA EVERYTHING IS STUPID I AM AN IDIOT I TAKE SUCH BAD CARE OF MYSELF PHYSICALLY AND MENTALLY TO THE DEGREE THAT IT MAKES MY PARTNER UPSET WHY AM I SO BAD AT BEING A PERSON?

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we are moving in three weeks and i still don't have a fucking clue what i'm going to be doing when we do. i don't have any real prospects for a job. i keep applying and applying and getting no responses at all and it's really disheartening. and dan is so fucking positive about it but like HE GOT A CALL FOR A FULL TIME JOB LIKE TWO DAYS AFTER WE GOT HOME AND HE TURNED IT DOWN. so i don't think that he fucking gets it. i'm going to be stuck in a fucking retail position forever probably and i am so depressed and i don't even want to move at this point. all i want to fucking do is make things but i'm not even any good at that any more. i don't know what else i can do- it's too late to go back to school this year and i'm just so TIRED of not having a plan.

what was the fucking point of going to school. what was the point. it was a fucking scam and i can't believe i continued to buy into it even after i had basically decided it wasn't for me and i wanted to drop out. at least if i had done that then, i would probably have moved up in whatever job i got by now.  OH FUCKING WELL. WHAT ARE YA GONNA DO. 

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Today so far: hung out with Fritz Kritz (the best cat), walked up Mt. Tabor, went with a friend to get his first cup of coffee since high school, came back to his house to find our LPs delivered. Portland is treating me pretty well.

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I have been feeling so fucking miserable about my appearance lately. I can't stop crying over how fat I am.

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very very excited for this shirt to come

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had a weird but great sex dream about b.j. novak where my high school ex made a cameo as a cop. bizarre. 

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lounging

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A delicious fuck-ton of human ethnicity/diversity drawing references. [From various sources.]

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nothing is holding my hair in this little bun thing except for its own grease.

i'm so gross i'm sorry.

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[photojojo]

Been hankering for one of the new Instax Mini 90 Instant cams? Reblog this post and we’ll drop the price by 5¢ for every reblog!

The lowest it can go is FREE DOLLARS. We’ll change the price as the reblogs rise.

Deets about the Instax 90: http://bit.ly/Instax90foryou

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this needs 90k notes before it’s free

gogogo

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I stopped texting folks like a week ago to see if anyone would actually try to get in touch with me first/ be the one to make plans for once and NOPE HAHA BIG SURPRISE I ONLY HAVE FRIENDS WHEN I AM THE ONE MAKING THE EFFORT WHEEEEEE

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*passive-aggressively 'likes' a picture from a thing i wasn't invited to*

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the realization that most of your friends don't give a shit about you!!

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GIVEAWAY.

Since i’m cool and i want to do something nice for all of you wonderful people i decided to do a giveaway because i love you all and you make this tumblr journey worthwhile.

So here we go ,there will only be one winner and you get to choose which bag you want because there is no way in hell you’re getting both because they’re expensive and i want one heuehue.

You my friend will receive: 

1.Leopard sid backpack or Winged sid backpack

2.Fujifilm Instax mini 8 instant film camera - pink.

3.Etude House BB Cream cotton fit.

4.Etude house CC Cream.

Im not going to be a poo and say you have to follow me because you don’t have to but it would be nice if you did because im cool and i’ll love you forever.

As this giveaway is for my followers i would be super grateful if you did follow *winks*

Reblog as much as you like , LIKES DO COUNT 

This giveaway will end on the 15th of February so you have enough time to try try try and win win win

I’ll ship Internationally i like my ships like kaisoo free.

Please be comfortable with messaging me where you are located.

Reblog

Likes count

i’ll add in a free bag of rice and chopsticks because ,no rice no life.

Have your ask box open 

Winner will be notified via message and has to answer within 48 hours, otherwise another winner will be drawn.

Winner will be drawn randomly.        

Dont’ be a poop and erase all the text m’kay                                                                                                                                      

Have fun my loves and goodluck.

*pats your putt*

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when people reblog things and add a stupid comment and you just want to shake them and be like "YOU ARE MISSING THE POINT COMPLETELY."

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