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Making comments on life

[dungeonblabberrat]

Hey I just realized something. A bit delayed but:

If fetuses can't be aborted because they didn't get to have that choice-

Babies shouldn't get circumcised then because they didn't get to choose that. Babies shouldn't get baptized because they didn't choose that. We shouldn't even NAME Babies because they didn't get to approve or choose that name.

Why is it okay to take away someone's personal rights to THEIR body period??

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I would say I'm one to avoid political conversations but as of recent years, I'm tired of seeing so much getting affected when there's bigger concerns at play.

So I'm going to be venting quite a lot on here now because I was told if I see so much issue maybe I should do something. So here's my first move: voicing out common sense and trying to find the right people to help me fix shit because I can't find solutions all on my own. Because I believe we as people should work together to make life better- not worse.

[dungeonblabberrat]

I kid you not, all these work places care about is profit. They don't care about people in need and wasting perfectly decent things. I'll edit this to put the photo in but- my work was going to throw away a whole bunch of socks just because they shouldn't have to "share" socks.

So throw them away instead of donating them to people who are in need? Makes sense.

[dungeonblabberrat]

The exhaustion I feel is beyond ridiculous. What do you mean I have to go to work- a place that doesn't even respect me as a person? Why can't I just stay home and sleep to my hearts content? :(

[dungeonblabberrat]

What can a man do to get out of a crappy job? :'0

I've applied to so many jobs and all so far tell me they want to look at other candidates. Like dang, all these places say they need people bad, but then they really just turn you down :/

[dungeonblabberrat]

I’m just a tired little guy, scheming big things that I will achieve. Soon enough, I’ll be a tired little guy with my tired tall guy and I’ll love him the whole way instead of halvsies because of a stupid silly screen preventing me from giving him all the love he deserves.

[dungeonblabberrat]

One day I will achieve a job that doesn't make me deal with stupid coworkers. Most'll say that's impossible but I say nothings impossible! Especially when it's a job you don't need to talk to others or rely on others for.

[dungeonblabberrat]

I was going to rant about something that disturbed me, but instead I realize I’ll just ignore it. Why focus on the crap people post when it’s hurting others when you know in the end tumblr won’t do anything to fix that nor will it suddenly make those people stop what they’re posting. It won’t help them better themselves.

I’ve learned on my own that you can only improve and better yourself when you’re willing to open your mind and want to better yourself actively. As bad as you want to help others stop hurting, they will never see where you’re coming from unless they actively want that help.

I truly am grateful in these little moments. Grateful for my wonderful partner for having come into my life and be that push and realization that I want to be a better person as a whole. Grateful for the family that gave me the space and environment to heal and grow. And grateful for the fact I stopped being pitiful and allowing myself to run into constant self-hate.

I still have my days of course. I don’t think those bad thoughts will ever just disappear permanently. But I want to live. I want to enjoy life and find the beauty in the little things. I want to know that the day I do find myself passing, I’m proud to see all that I’ve accomplished and got to be so lucky to experience.

And although I will never be the help so many people need- I hope for their sakes they can all one day crawl out of that hole of despair they’re digging themselves in. That they too will find some sort of enjoyment and contentment in their life. Something that’s truly full filling. Something that isn’t harming themselves or others.

[dungeonblabberrat]

I am. So upset. What's the entire point of a stupid flipaclip account if it can't even save your projects you made? I spent an ENTIRE month on a animation I was really proud of and I had to factory reset my phone because it kept bugging out bad. Only to find all that work- all that time and effort- gone.

[dungeonblabberrat]

I don't want to do the work I do anymore. Every day I feel so drained and dead from it. There hasn't been a single moment since I've been working here where my schedule was ever secure and stable. I work way too many mornings AND afternoon shifts to the point I'm just tired all the time and can never actually form plans with family.

Fingers crossed that everything in life just stbalaizes - just a couple things at least. Please :,)

[dungeonblabberrat]

My scraggly fingers itch and crave to get ahold of cute paper so I can make notes and comments on the books I read. Will anyone else read those notes? Probably not. But I want to do it anyway.

And reading tempts me to want to write again. The only issue is I don’t have much creativity in my little brain since it’s filled with the wonders of brain-rot (stress and work), or hyper fixated on that lovely guy in my life.