One NBD Heathen

[drugytearz-deactivated20230105]

Haha hahah haha I’m having suicidal thoughts again hahah hahhahahah

[y0ulooksick]

I know I’m hungry and I can feel the pain. But guess what? I like the growling in my stomach because it’s the only thing that tells me I’m doing something right. It’s not that I think I’m fat, it’s that I feel like such a liability when I eat because food keeps me alive. The reason why I don’t just kill myself is because there’s still a tiny bit of hope in me that says this passive form of slow suicide starvation may give things time to change. But every time I hear that growling, it reminds me how much time has passed and how nothing has changed.

[imjustascaredlilgirl]

[palemyg]

Sometimes I forget that it isn’t normal to not eat and that normal people don’t obsess over calories so when someone offers me food I have to stop myself from saying something about calories or making some kind of joke about starving

[undo-my-scars]

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[incendavery]

written by @fuckaspunk

[imtiredofactingokay]

[enby-vent]

im silent im screaming //04.21.19

[infpisme]

[justapeiceofshit]

Do you ever read a text and your heart stops and you think “fuck, not again” and then proceeded to crying your eyes out because same

[thiin-af]

Why didn’t I kill myself when I was in high school everything would’ve been so much easier

[endmeimtoofat]

My legs are looking S K I N N Y today

I swear to god I wanna kms so bad cos I’m gaining weight but like I don’t wanna die fat

[klapsenkameradin]

DON’T. FUCKING! EAT.

[dreaming-of-skxnny]

God I can’t stop thinking about different ways I could kill myself

[onlinecounsellingcollege]

“A strong person is not the one who doesn’t cry. A strong person is the one who sheds tears for a moment, then gets up and fights again.”

— QUOTLING.COM

[imjustascaredlilgirl]

[thattsadgirl]