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I don’t believe that hardwork equates to exhaustion. I’m tired of the system that requires you to suffer in order to be happy and successful. I don’t subscribe to the narrative that we have to pay the price for our mental and physical health just to prove that we work hard or that we deserve the joy we long for. We can enjoy this life and our outputs without constantly questioning whether we’ve earned it. We are trying to exist. Isn’t that enough? We deserve to live. Rest. And laugh.

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No amount of money, alcohol or any substance can take my pain away.

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Imagine being drunk for years, convinced you don’t belong in this world — thinking you deserve to die. And then, out of nowhere, someone says, ‘You’re a big deal.’ Ugh. I’m happy for Julien, but damn… I’m envious too. I wish someone would tell me I’m a big deal in their life. That I matter. Lucy Dacus… what a lyricist. You wreck me in the gentlest way.

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P.S. Big Deal is the best track though the whole album is 100% bangers.

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“Jesus Christ, I’m so blue all the time. “

- Funeral, Phoebe Bridgers

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My baby girl died of giving birth today. She got one of her babies out before dying. Then my nephew turned to me and said: “Hindi nya na makikita mommy nya.”

It broke my heart.

I’ll miss you so much, my Lily. I love you.

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People like it because it makes them cool.
But we all know, this film encapsulates how heartbreaking it is to be this lonely.

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Overstimulated ako ngayon at sobrang sad at the same time haha. Fuck this brain.

[coatsinkleaf]

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This.

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Wala na akong will to live.

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Kelan kaya sasaya? Haha

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Di na naubos yung sakit.

Kakatapos lang. Meron na naman. Ang sakit sakit na ng puso ko. Sana mawala na ako.

Please. Sana mawala na ako.

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Magpakamatay na kaya ako?

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I’m glad that I’m healing.

Though I did not forget you, I just don’t think about you anymore. I finally see my life without you and I am okay.

I moved on.

God. I am so happy I’m not miserable anymore.

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Makakaalis din ako dito. Sayo. Sa lugar na to.

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You always make me feel shit.

[doseforquotes]

The Strength in our Scars by Bianca Sparacino

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When?

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People be demanding then disappoint you.