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Written In Ink || nsfw 18+
summary: Jarren’s already obsessed with his girl, but then she gets his initial tatted on her. now, he’s even more obsessed.
Holy Chemistry || nsfw 18+
summary: nothing could prepare her for this. she woke up that morning ready to simply ask for an autograph and picture at the game. she didn’t expect there to be such…chemistry.
The Right One || sfw
summary: rule one: never marry someone you don’t truly know just because you think you’re out of time. that was her new motto. she honestly would be okay if she never dated again. she swears she’s better off alone. then, he happens.
Crime Scene || nsfw 18+
summary: after years and years of pining over her and her brother’s best friend, she’s had enough. she’s at the point where if he mentions one more girl, she’s going to end up in jail.
For The Record || nsfw 18+
summary: golfing with her boyfriend should’ve been innocent fun. however, seeing the attention she keeps getting from others who were there makes this fun little date hell for Jarren.
Revenge So Sweet || nsfw 18+ || part one • part two
summary: getting dumped was one thing. getting dumped by the man who spent a month making her feel special before going ghost the second she gave him her virginity? that’s another. angry, embarrassed, and determined, she’s making it her life’s mission to get him back. one tipsy night with her friends leads her to the worst idea ever: getting with an mlb player. not just any though, the player her ex hated. one petty dm later…and her life took a turn…possibly for the best.
Walk It Off || nsfw 18+
summary: her man just walked off a game. it’s only right that she shows him how proud she is of him.
System Failure || nsfw 18+
summary: all she wanted to do was just focus on work. she got her dream job as a social media admin for her favorite team. nothing could get in her way…until one of the players starts bugging her. she hated how annoying and cocky he was. what she failed to realize…is this was the classic “boy teases girl because he thinks she’s pretty” act. just with a little more sexual tension.
Eyes Off || nsfw 18+
summary: she knew how loyal her boyfriend was to her. still, that doesn’t stop her from wanting to drag a bitch for getting too close to her man.
Sent, Read, Shit! || nsfw 18+
summary: all she wanted was to send her group chat some cute set options. too bad her tired ass sent it to the wrong person…or the right one…
Save A Horse…|| nsfw 18+
summary: her boyfriend had never been to a rodeo before. she was happy to take him. then, he learned about the cowboy hat rule. and boy, was he happy when she stole his hat off of his head.
The Relapse || smau || part one • part two • part three • part four • part five • part six • part seven • part eight • part nine • part ten
summary: no one could ever seem to connect the dots in her lyrics. it was always a mystery who some of her songs were about. that’s all until a certain somebody decides to drop that she was his celebrity crush. a few scrolls, likes, posts, and comments later, and the whole world finally connects the dots. he’s her mystery fling. and it seems to be relapsing…
Since When? || nsfw 18+
summary: catching up with her old friends led her to a shocking realization. the short awkward boy from high school —who used to have a crush on her— is no longer short or awkward. he’s actually really hot.
Gentle Hands || nsfw 18+
summary: being a virgin was all fine and dandy until she started dating a very experienced man. jarren wasn’t the type to force sex on his girlfriend, but he often wondered why she never let him take it that far. when she finally tells him why, he’s determined to make her first time the best experience of her life.
He’s Only My Friend! || sfw
summary: whoever said guys and girls can’t be friends is an idiot. jarren is the perfect friend to her! he plays bodyguard for her, they hang out all the time, he carries her when her feet hurt, he kisses her…oh, wait.
Watch & Learn || nsfw 18+ || part one • part two • part three • part four • part five • part six • part seven • part eight • part nine
summary: she thought she had everything figured out. senior year, a leadership position in her sorority, a bright future, and a perfect boyfriend. just a perfect little life. until her perfect boyfriend decided to dump her out of the blue. her perfect little life now had a crack, and her entire winter break was spent heartbroken. by spring semester, she’s determined to move on. then, she unexpectedly runs into her ex one night. he swore she was still hung up on him. panicked, embarrassed, and desperate to save her ass, she blurts out that she has a boyfriend. the problem? she doesn’t. the bigger problem? the arm she grabs belongs to one of the most recognizable athletes in Boston…and her ex’s favorite baseball player.
Foggy Glass || nsfw 18+
summary: jarren and his girlfriend always loved post-sex shower time. though, when you’re as obsessed with your partner as they are, it’s hard to focus on cleaning up.
The Green Monster || nsfw 18+
summary: her jealousy spikes an argument between her and jarren. unfortunately, despite being super stubborn, she can’t help but ogle at her boyfriend as she watches the broadcast. how is it that he looked ten times sexier when she was pissed at him?
summary: she thought she had everything figured out. senior year, a leadership position in her sorority, a bright future, and a perfect boyfriend. just a perfect little life. until her perfect boyfriend decided to dump her out of the blue. her perfect little life now had a crack, and her entire winter break was spent heartbroken. by spring semester, she’s determined to move on. then, she unexpectedly runs into her ex one night. he swore she was still hung up on him. panicked, embarrassed, and desperate to save her ass, she blurts out that she has a boyfriend. the problem? she doesn’t. the bigger problem? the arm she grabs belongs to one of the most recognizable athletes in Boston…and her ex’s favorite baseball player.
warnings: idiots in love, no use of y/n
a/n: this series is almost over wtf 🥲 i’m actually not okay. i’ve grown attached to these two.
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Perfection could really go suck a dick.
It had been a couple days since she ended things with Jarren. To say she was a wreck would be an understatement. She had officially become robotic. She would just go through the motions of the days without so much as a crack in her face. The last time she even showed an ounce of emotion was on her way back to the car that night. She briefly told her mom what happened, but she didn’t say much.
There was really no one to blame but herself for this. She was the one who messed it all up. But what was she supposed to do? As much as it hurts to say, he wasn’t part of the plan. Jarren had never been part of her perfection. Maybe that’s why she felt so much for him.
It didn’t dawn on her how much she actually felt for him. She knew that she liked him, but she didn’t realize how much. She shut down so she didn’t have to feel it. Her mom noticed. Her sisters definitely noticed. She wasn’t even like this after her break up with Brady.
Her mom, Anna, and Kayla were currently out shopping with her for her graduation dress. They noticed how emotionless her face was as she tried on different white options. She stood in front of the shop's mirror, looking at her figure in the dress she was currently trying on.
“That one’s beautiful, honey.” Her mom tells her. Her lips didn’t even curve a little at the compliment. Her mom was officially worried.
“I don’t like the skirt.” Is all she says before turning back to the other options that were sitting on the couch. She starts picking through the pile of dresses. Anna and Kayla share a look of worry as their friend continues her robotic movements.
“Whats wrong with the skirt?” Kayla asks. She just shrugs.
“It’s too tight.” Her mom was officially fed up. She looks at Anna and Kayla with a polite smile.
“Why don’t you two go find some more options.” They immediately understand why she asked them to do that. They nod and walk towards the racks to start searching for more dresses. She turned back to her daughter, her look of worry reappearing on her face. “You gonna tell me why you’re acting like that?”
“Acting like what?” She asks nonchalantly.
“Acting like you don’t have feelings.” Her mom grabs her hand to get her attention. “Talk to me, sweetie. What's wrong?” She gently pulls her hand away.
“Nothing. I’m fine. I just want to find a dress and go home.” She walks back to the mirror to try and see if it would help her get the zipper down.
“You’re not fine. You’ve been acting off since the game. What happened with him, honey?” The mention of Jarren had her freezing up. She shakes it off and goes back to trying to pull the zipper down.
“We broke up.” Is all she says. Her mom rolls her eyes and stands up.
“I know that. Why did you break up though?” She continues tugging at the zipper, her restraint cracking as she gets more frustrated at the questions along with the clothes.
“It doesn’t matter. Stop asking. I just want to get this off.” She starts breathing a little heavy as she tugs at the zipper. “Fuck, why won’t this come off?” Her mom finally sees the crack in emotions as she tugs at the zipper. Tears well in her eyes and her tugging starts to get weaker. Her mom is immediately by her side as she starts crying right there.
“Shh, hey, it’s okay. I’m here, baby.” She melts into her Mom’s touch as she finally gives up on the zipper. Her Mom wraps her arms around her and pulls her back to sit on the couch with her. She cried into her Mom’s shoulder for a minute before pulling back.
“I’m a horrible fucking person.” She cries. Her mom cups her face and uses her thumbs to wipe her tears away.
“What are you talking about, honey? You’re not horrible.” Her mom reassures her. She shakes her head.
“I am. I’m horrible.” She cries more. “I ruined everything. I hurt him. The one person who ever truly saw me is gone now, because of me.” Her mom’s eyes soften at her confession.
“Babygirl, what happened?” She asked her daughter softly. She sniffled as she finally calmed down enough to explain.
“It started off as a deal. We were fake dating for his image and to get Brady off my back. Then, it got real. And then I went and fucked it up.” Her mom was a bit taken back at that, but she still listened intently.
“How did you mess it up?” Her mom asked her.
“The job messed it up. Then I told him the whole thing was fake.” Her mom looked as if she was thinking. She dropped her hands from her daughter's face as she thought.
“That’s all?” Her mom asked. She nodded slowly.
“Yes.” Her mom lets out a small laugh.
“Honey, that seems like two very minor problems. You seriously broke up over that?” She huffs at her mom’s words.
“They aren’t minor, Mom. One literally places me in another country.” She turns and stares at the wall. “It wouldn’t work out, he said it himself.”
“He’s full of shit.” Her mom laughs. She looks at her mom with knitted eyebrows. Her mom smiles at her. “Honey, he seems like the type to act on emotion. I can tell you right now that he probably didn’t mean anything he said to you.”
“You didn’t see the look on his face, Mama.” She sighs. “He looked so hurt.” Her mom grabbed her hand.
“Sweetheart, you can’t be that hurt by someone you don’t love.” Her eyes widened slightly at her Mom’s words. She laughs awkwardly.
“He-...He doesn’t love me…” She tries to say. Her mom gives her a knowing look.
“I saw the way he looked at you. There was nothing but love in that man’s eyes.” She shakes her head.
“No…No, there’s no way. We haven’t known each other for that long.” She says. There was no way he could actually love her. They barely knew each other. He only knew her class schedule, and her coffee order, and her reason for choosing Alpha Phi, and the reason why she hated bees.
“Well sweetie…when you know, you know.” Her mom’s words echo in her head as she replays the last few months with Jarren. Sure, the circumstances they met under were crazy. However, they learned more about each other in a few months than her and Brady did in years. Did he actually love her? It was hard to believe. Then, she remembers the honeybee.
Jarren literally went out of his way to change his pre-game routine for her. Sure, it was a stupid little drawing on his wrist tape. But, it meant something to her. It was his way of helping her get over her bee problem. The honeybee was the moment that she fell head over heels for him. She sighed.
“Well, it doesn’t matter now…cause I’m going to London. I’m going to stick to my plan.” She says, wiping the remaining tears from her face. Her mom gave her a look of sympathy.
“Is that really what you want?” She thinks about her mom’s words.
“It’s what was a part of my plan.” She says softly. Her mom huffs.
“Sweetie, please. Drop the perfect act for one second and just be real with yourself.” She turned to her mom. She lets out a huff now.
“I don’t know what I want, Mom. I just know that I refuse to be Dad. I want to have a good job. I want to have a good life. I don’t want to be angry at the world because my life is shit.” Her mom gives her hand a squeeze.
“Putting yourself in a box is what’s going to make you miserable. Honey, look at you. You’re already the complete opposite of your father.” Tears well up in her mom’s eyes now. “You have compassion. You have the drive. And you love so deeply. Babygirl, I couldn’t be prouder of you.” She lets out a tear filled laugh with her daughter.
“Well what do I do? Jarren probably doesn’t want me anymore. I can’t throw my future away for a maybe.” Her mom pulls her closer to wrap her arms around her again.
“You also shouldn’t throw something as good as Jarren away for a job you don’t even know if you want.” She sighs and melts into her mother’s touch. “You have to be honest with yourself, honey. Do you love him enough to take that risk?” Her mom’s question sinks in and she thinks. She knew that she had never felt this way about anyone before. She knew that the thought of never seeing Jarren again pained her. She knew that she would rather see a million more poorly drawn honeybees than get on a plane.
Everything clicked and she finally realized something…
She did love him enough to take the risk.
The crack of the bat was extra loud today.
Jarren had officially turned BP into his rage-zone. The other guys on the team could see the shift immediately. It was almost like he was back to his old self…just ten times worse. They realized soon enough that something had to happen with his relationship. No one was going to say anything though. They knew that would end badly.
The past couple days felt like a hangover for Jarren. He had lost sleep from overthinking and he was extra moody. He kept thinking back to the nights they spent together. Wondering if any of it ever meant anything to her. He wanted to be mad at her. He wanted to blame her for all of it.
He knew he couldn’t though. At the end of the day, it was always supposed to end. He knew he was never supposed to be a part of her perfect life. That was the part that was hurting him the most. He saw this coming from a mile away. Yet, he still let himself fall for her. He kicked himself for it.
“Are you done being an asshole?” Tolle asks Jarren. He had walked up while Jarren was wiping the sweat from his forehead. He rolled his eyes at Tolle’s comment.
“Are you done sticking your nose in my business?” Jarren fires back.
“Nope, never. And stop trying to offend me. That doesn’t work on me.” Tolle gives him a smile. Jarren rolled his eyes again. “Trouble in paradise I assume?”
“I don’t want to talk about it.” Tolle hums, not walking away.
“Yeah, well, I do. So, start talking.” Jarren huffs.
“We broke up.” Is all he says. Tolle gasps, feigning shock.
“No way! I would’ve never guessed!” Jarren gave him an annoyed glare. “Come on, man. What happened?” Jarren let out a sigh before finally explaining.
“It was all fake. We just pretended to make me look good.” Tolle was everything but convinced that that was it. He crosses his arms as he analyzes Jarren.
“Mkay…so skip to the part where you actually fell in love with her.” Jarren lets out a dry laugh.
“Okay, love is wild. We’ve only known each other for a few months.”
“When has it ever taken a guy longer than three months to fall in love with a girl? Be serious man.” Jarren glared for a second. He knew that Tolle was right. Jarren had tried to convince himself it was anything but that. However, with the way he was feeling about the break up, he knew it wasn’t just from liking her.
“Fine…I think…it just happened, man. One day it was fake, then the next I was ready to do anything she wanted me to. It’s like she put me under some spell. I don’t know, it sounds stupid.” Tolle finally offered an approving smile.
“So, you did find the one?” Tolle had a little smirk. Jarren rolled his eyes again.
“We broke up. It’s not like she felt the same anyway.” Tolle gives him an unconvinced look.
“Really? Cause Dev was talking to me about how in love she looked with you.” Jarren’s eyes snapped back up to him.
“Don’t bullshit me right now, man...” Tolle shook his head.
“I’m not. Dev said that when she watched you play, she couldn’t tear her eyes away from you. Not only that, she would talk so highly of you to her.” The words hit Jarren like a train. Did she actually love him? He thought back to every interaction he had with her. The way she would look at him when he talked about his games, how she knew just the right words to calm him down, how she would kiss him. He knew that she didn’t do physical things with just anyone. So he had to mean something to her.
“Well, it’s too late now.” Jarren sighed. “I basically told her to fuck off.”
“Well, that’s not shocking.” Tolle snickers. Jarren swats at his arms.
“Fuck you.” Tolle holds his hands up in defense.
“Don’t get mad at me. I’m just saying, you have a knack for lashing out at people. Hence why, you needed her in the first place.” Jarren knew he couldn’t argue with him. He knew that the way he acted was the whole reason he made the deal in the first place. He felt like such a dick.
“She’s going to London. She doesn’t need me.” The more excuses he made, the more Tolle pushed.
“And you’re just going to let her?” Tolle laughed. “Dude, if you love her, then you need to suck it up and find a way to make it work.”
“Yeah? It’s not that simple man. I already have a busy ass life. Her living on the other side of the globe isn’t going to make my life easier.”
“Obviously not, but giving up is a real wuss move.” Tolle gave him one more pat on the shoulder before walking away. Jarren stood and thought about what Tolle said. It was going to be difficult, that was a fact. However, he loved her. So damn much. More than he thought he could.
It was crazy to him, honestly. One second he was living his normal life, then, all of the sudden, the girl of his dreams was just dropped into his life. And boy, did he fall for her, hard and fast. It didn’t take much for him to become obsessed with her. Hell, the girl had him re-debating his whole "marriage is a scam” thought process. He never expected that to happen.
Maybe she was moving to another country. Maybe this did start as a deal. However, things changed. And his need for her in his life was way bigger than the distance that was going to be between them. He felt so stupid. He shouldn’t have let her walk away. The realization dawned on him…
He needed to go get his girl before she got on that plane.
summary: she thought she had everything figured out. senior year, a leadership position in her sorority, a bright future, and a perfect boyfriend. just a perfect little life. until her perfect boyfriend decided to dump her out of the blue. her perfect little life now had a crack, and her entire winter break was spent heartbroken. by spring semester, she’s determined to move on. then, she unexpectedly runs into her ex one night. he swore she was still hung up on him. panicked, embarrassed, and desperate to save her ass, she blurts out that she has a boyfriend. the problem? she doesn’t. the bigger problem? the arm she grabs belongs to one of the most recognizable athletes in Boston…and her ex’s favorite baseball player.
warnings: hurt/no comfort (yet), no use of y/n
a/n: hey so like…don’t kill me for this 😇
MAKE SURE TO CHECK THE PLAYLIST FOR UPDATES!
The rules were officially fucked.
Literally and figuratively.
Formal night was officially one of Jarren’s favorite nights ever. Not only did he get laid, but he also got the girl he was head over heels for. Sure, they hadn’t really talked much about what this actually was over the past week and a half. However, they just knew they were obsessed with one another. Almost every night, they were over at each other’s places. There wasn’t much talking going on, so that’s another reason why the whole “title” conversation hadn’t been brought up.
Jarren was okay with it though. He was just glad that he finally had her. She was also glad she finally had him. Her mind was reeling though. She still hadn’t heard back from the magazine in London. She had honestly given up on it. Her only problem is, now she doesn’t know what the plan is after graduation.
She spent the past week and a half trying to make a back up plan. Though, having mind blowing sex every night was starting to distract her a little bit. Other than the sex though, the dynamic didn’t change much. She would go to games and listen to him rant about them. He would help her study and listen to her rant about job applications. The only difference was the fact they would end up in bed after all of that.
Mornings were also things that changed. Neither of them would wake up alone anymore. Jarren honestly thought he was dreaming half of the time. He would hold her a little extra close the morning after a fun night. It was honestly extremely domestic. Though, she kept thinking about graduation only being a week away now. She wondered if this was going to be a permanent thing. She wanted it to, but she also knew that it was so not part of her plan.
Though, it was hard to think about a plan when she would wake up to kisses being pressed to her bare shoulder. Much like this morning. She started to stir when she felt a familiar pair of lips on her skin. A soft smile painted her lips as she shifted to lay on her back. She opened her eyes to see Jarren smiling down at her. He didn’t speak, just leaned down to capture her lips in a sweet kiss. She hums against his lips before he pulls away.
“Good morning to you too.” She teases. Jarren just laughs. One of his hands was currently running along the curve of her waist under the covers.
“Good morning, beautiful.” His morning voice along with the compliment had her face flushing. He always did have that effect on her. She reached up to hold his face in her hands.
“Have I told you how much I love your morning voice?” She asked with a giddy smile.
“Only every morning for the past week.” He replied with a laugh. He leans down to give her one more peck before pulling back. “You’re still coming to the game tonight, right?” He asks. She nods with a smile.
“Wouldn’t miss it.” Jarren couldn’t help the big, goofy, grin that he got on his face. He only got that when he was with her.
“Ugh, you’re so perfect.” He groans dramatically before attacking her neck with kisses. Her laughs fill the room as he rolls on top of her to continue kissing all over her. “What. Did. I. Do. To. Deserve. You.” He punctuates each word with a kiss to either her face or her neck. She ruffles his hair as she giggles from the kisses.
“Alright, alright, I need to check my email. Get off of me.” She tells him. Jarren groans into her skin before popping his head back up.
“You finished finals early, why do you need to check anything?” He pouts dramatically. She rolls her eyes at his complaints.
“I need to know that I have a job after I walk the stage.” She reminds him, making him roll his eyes.
“Yeah, yeah, yeah, all that corporate bullshit.” She scoffs and playfully shoves his shoulder.
“Hey! Not everyone can be a professional athlete!” Jarren just smiled down at her. She leans up and rests her hand on his neck. She gives him one more firm kiss before pulling away. She smiles at him softly. “Go shower or something. Busy yourself so I can figure this out.” She tells him. Jarren smiles back at her before dramatically rolling his eyes.
“Ugh, fine.” He groans before rolling off of her. She laughs before getting out of bed. Jarren leans back on his elbows as he watches her walk to her dresser to find clothes. His eyes rake over her body. “You know…I can’t busy myself if you’re going to distract me like that.” He teases. She rolls her eyes as she tugs on one of her sets.
“It’s not my fault you’re easy.” She teases back.
“It is your fault actually.” He finally stands and walks up behind her. He wraps his arms around her waist before pressing a few kisses behind her ear. “You’re just so damn hot.” He says low into her ear. She lets out a small giggle before prying herself from his arms.
“Go busy yourself.” She says firmly. Though, she wears an amused smile as she says it. She pushes at his chest then walks out of her room. Jarren groans again before walking towards her bathroom.
She stands at the kitchen island with her laptop open. She was multitasking, making breakfast and checking her email. She scrolls through when she finishes putting a bagel in the toaster. When the hope of any job offer finally fades from her, she hears a ding on her computer. A new email popped up, and the subject of the email had her eyes shooting out of her head.
Official Offer Of Employment
It was from the magazine company in London. Her stomach twists and she opens the email. They were offering her a job as the PR assistant and she was supposed to start the week after graduation. This is everything that she ever wanted. This is everything that she ever planned for. So, why wasn’t she excited?
The thought of packing up her life and moving across the globe was officially real now. She always dreamed of an opportunity like this, but for some reason, she was hesitant to reply to the email. Maybe she was just nervous. Maybe this was her version of excitement. Or maybe the reason she was holding back was currently using her shower right now. She realized that she still had yet to tell him that this job is in London.
She was pulled from her thoughts when she heard a knock at her door. That was weird. Jarren was the only one she expected to come over. She walks over and opens her door. Shock paints her face when she sees who it is.
“Mom?!” She asks in shock. Her mom smiles and brushes past her into her apartment.
“How’s my girl doing?” Her mom asks, pulling her into a hug. She reciprocates the hug with a surprised smile.
“Good, but Mama, what are you doing here?” She asks, pulling back. Her mom laughs at the question.
“Sweetie, did you forget that I was coming up this week to help prep for graduation?” Her eyes widened when she realized that she did forget. She also forgot to tell her mom a lot about things that happened this semester. Which is why her mom asks, “So…how’s single life treating you? I haven’t heard any updates since New Years!” She inhales sharply. Sure, she texted her Mom all the time. However, she may have forgotten to mention she was in a fake relationship. She tried to figure out what to say to her. Unfortunately, Jarren picks that time to walk out.
“Hey, baby, have you seen my phone?” Jarren was looking down as he was putting his belt back on, not realizing there was another person in the house. Of course, he also didn’t have his shirt on yet. Her mom’s eyes widened at the unknown man in her daughter's apartment. She clears her throat to get Jarren’s attention.
When he looks up, his eyes go wide as he sees the extra person in the house.
“Oh…hi.” He greets awkwardly. Her mom looked back at her with a look of pure shock. She sighs.
“Um, okay…” She walks over to stand next to Jarren. “Mom, this is Jarren.” He offers a small, awkward, wave. Her mom looks him over, analyzing him.
“Does Jarren own a shirt?” Her mom asks. Jarren laughs awkwardly before walking back to the bedroom to grab his shirt. He re images a few seconds later, tugging it on. The room falls into awkward silence as the three of them just look between each other. She didn’t know how to tell her mom about her situation with Jarren. Jarren didn’t know whether or not he should say anything. Her mom was just taking in the sight of her daughter with a new man.
“Listen-” Her mom interrupts her by holding her hand up. She falls back silent as her mom walks up to the couple. She looks between them for a second more before smiling softly.
“You two make a cute couple.” Her mom says. Both Jarren and her look at each other in shock for a second before looking back to her mom.
“We do?” Jarren asked nervously. Her mom nods.
“Wow…okay, um. Jarren was just leaving.” She says, placing a hand on his shoulder. Her mom raises an eyebrow at her, but doesn’t protest. Jarren looks down at her in confusion, but doesn’t argue. He just nods with a polite smile.
“I was…” He goes to walk away, but stops short. “Is she coming to the game tonight?” Jarren asks her, pointing to her mom and wearing a teasing smile. She shoots him a look, but before she can say no, her mom perks up.
“Is that an official offer?” Her mom asks Jarren. Jarren smiles over to her mom and nods.
“Yes ma’am, it is. How could I not invite my girl’s mom?” Hearing Jarren call her that had her breath hitching. He’s called her that before, but it was a part of the deal. Now, she questions if it is or not. He never said it directly to her, only to other people. That’s why she assumes he’s probably still playing into the act. She sighs and nods.
“Yeah…did you want to come with me tonight, Mama?” She asks her mom.
“Of course I would!” Jarren smiled in excitement. Her mom immediately offered him a hug and he accepted it. When he pulled back, he grinned over at her. He leans over to her to steal a quick peck before finally walking towards the door.
“See you tonight, baby.” He nods to her mom. “You too. Mom.” Her mom gives a little knowing smile as he disappears out of the apartment.
“I gotta say…definately a step up from Brady.” Her mom says. She huffs. Her mom looks her over as if she was analyzing her daughter. “Everything okay, hun?” Her mom asks. She didn’t know how to form words. So, she walked over to her still open laptop and turned it to her Mom.
Her mom went to look at it. When she sees the email, her eyes go wide.
“Oh my goodness, honey! That’s amazing! You just landed your dream job!” She claps for her daughter. When she looks up and sees her face, her own face drops. “Why don’t you look happy about it?” She thinks about telling her Mom the truth, but then she just shrugs.
“I don’t know…I guess I’m just nervous…” Her mom isn’t convinced, she can tell. However, she wasn’t going to push her daughter for information if she wasn’t ready to share it.
“Don’t be. You’ll do great!” She tells her. She just smiles softly at her mom. Her mom just gives her a quick peck on the cheek before turning towards the bathroom. “Be right back sweetie, then we can talk all about this new job and new boyfriend.”
Lord, she hated lying to her Mom.
That night at the game felt a little different. Everything felt more real, more tense. She did her normal routine of going down to wish him good luck. Jarren’s smile was bigger now. Which made her feel even worse. She knew she needed to tell him about London. However, she didn’t even know how to approach it.
She honestly didn’t even know if she wanted to go anymore. It was weird. One small change in her perfect plan and now she was reanalyzing everything. But, how could you not when a man like Jarren comes into your life? She didn’t know what any of it was or what any of it meant to him. She just knew what it meant to her.
She did hold back a little. Only because she was still thinking about how he acted in front of her Mom. It was almost like he was wanting to keep up the act. Maybe it was still fake to him after all. Why else would he act like that? Maybe Jarren inviting her Mom was also another ploy to make himself look better. She tried not to think that way, but she couldn’t help it.
As they wait for Jarren, her Mom couldn’t help but try and talk to her about London. She had tried a couple times to change the topic, but her Mom just kept going. Finally, Jarren came out, interrupting their conversation. He immediately walks up to her and plants a kiss on her forehead.
“You guys have a good night?” He asks with a big smile. Her Mom immediately beams up at him.
“We sure did! You played a great game tonight.” Jarren laughs softly at her Mom’s praises.
“Thank you, means a lot.” He looked down to his girl with a little analyzing look. “What’s with the worried look?” He asked. God, how could he read her so well? She was ready to make up an excuse. To tell him that it was just graduation stress. However, she couldn’t get a word out. Mainly because her Mom decided to spill the beans.
“She’s stressed about London, but I keep telling her she’s going to do great!” Everything froze at that moment. Jarren’s face scrunched in confusion while her eyes widened. Her mom noticed the shift and her brows furrowed.
“London?” Jarren turned back to her. She looked at him, not knowing what to say. She swallowed as she tried to come up with words.
“Sweetie…did you not tell him about your job?” Her Mom asks. When she saw the look on her daughter's face she realized exactly why she had been so stressed that day.
“Your job?” Jarren repeats. “The job I helped you prep for. It’s in London?” She could see the look on Jarren’s face. It was a look that she’d never seen on him before. It was almost as if he was hurt.
“Okay um…I’m going to go start the car…” Her Mom says awkwardly. She slowly starts backing away, leaving Jarren and her daughter to discuss this insane situation. Jarren crossed his arms as he looked at her.
“You never told me it was in London…” He says low. She sighs and runs a hand down her face.
“It just…slipped my mind…” She tried to say. Jarren scoffed.
“It slipped your mind?” He shakes his head in disbelief. “You didn’t think to tell me that I was helping my girlfriend apply for a job in London?” She could hear the frustration in his voice. She huffs as she goes to argue.
“I didn’t think I was going to get it, Jarren. Besides, it was fake. I didn’t realize it was a need to tell you.” More hurt flashed across Jarren’s face at her words. She realized what she had said and immediately scolds herself. She goes to apologize, but Jarren was already starting.
“Right…it was all fake. The kissing, the sex, the nights I spent at your place, it was all fake, right?” He scoffs again. “Don’t bullshit me right now. None of that was fake. And you’ve had since formal to tell me about this job.”
“That’s not what I meant, okay? I know these past couple weeks haven’t been fake, Jarren. But, you don’t understand how hard it was to find the right words to tell you!” She said.
“A simple “hey, by the way, I’m leaving for London after I graduate” would have been perfect!” They’ve both officially snapped. “I mean, shit, what was the plan? You were just going to dump me before getting on the plane?” He asks. The vulnerability in his tone made her feel even more like shit.
“No, that’s not it.” She huffs and runs a hand down her face. “What do you want from me, Jarren? This has been my plan for years. This is my dream. What am I supposed to do? Throw it all away?!” Jarren falls silent at her words. He took them in as he stared at her. She was right. What did he want from her? He always knew that he didn’t fit into her perfect little life. So there was no point in him being selfish.
“You’re right. This is your plan and I’m not supposed to be a part of it.” He tells her.
“Jarren, that’s not it-” He holds his hand up to stop her from continuing.
“I’m not perfect. I don’t fit in your life. You deserve someone who does. So, I’m not going to hold you back from this.” She felt her heart sink at his words.
“Come on…you don’t actually believe that, do you?” She asks, tears welling in her eyes. “We can make it work.”
“Make what work? It’s all fake, remember?” That was the part that hurt her. Jarren’s expression hardens and he looks down. “It was supposed to end by your graduation. You graduate in a week, so we mine as well end it now.” She lets out a soft scoff.
“Seriously? That’s what you’re going to do?” Jarren looked back up at her and nodded.
“It’s what needs to happen so you can go back to being little miss perfect.” She could tell that he was just lashing out. She knew that he was hurt and was just deciding to take it out on her. She knows that she probably deserves it, but it still hurts nonetheless.
“Wow…” Is all she says. Jarren just shrugs, his expression still hard.
“Glad the deal worked out for us.” He says. She just shook her head in disbelief. His emotionless expression had anger bubbling up. Instead of blowing up at him though, she just starts walking away. She stops at the door and turns to him one more time.
“You know…just because you’re hurt doesn’t mean you get to be an ass to others.” Then, she turns and is out the door. Jarren just stands there, thinking about everything that just happened. He knew that lashing out at her like that probably hurt her. However, he didn’t know how else to act. That was what he was used to.
As she walks to the car, tears start streaming down her face. How did she let things get this far? She knew that when feelings got involved, it messed things up.
She hated that she had to learn that lesson the hard way.
Hi luv! JD request. Maybe like an argument w reader before his game but during the game he’s obviously fine af so there’s tension afterwards. I know you would eat downnn w this idea 🫶🏽
The Green Monster
pairing: jarren duran x fem!reader
summary: her jealousy spikes an argument between her and jarren. unfortunately, despite being super stubborn, she can’t help but ogle at her boyfriend as she watches the broadcast. how is it that he looked ten times sexier when she was pissed at him?
warnings: SMUT (read at your own risk), fingering, unprotected p in v, spanking, breeding kink, yall this is filthy (i apologize in advance), no use of y/n.
a/n: somebody needs to come revoke my writing privileges. cause idk wtf this is 😭 this is straight filth yall omg.
Jealousy in women is usually frowned upon. Which, that’s fair. She normally wasn’t the jealous type. Her mindset was always “if they can take him, they can have him.” So, the fact that she felt the jealousy bubbling up was a little odd. She trusted Jarren of course. However, the way it looked had her extremely irritated.
There was a female reporter he had talked to the other day. She’s never seen a problem with that before. However, this one decided she wanted to get a little too close. She was touching him and obviously flirting with him. Though, she was smart and professional enough to play it off. She knew though, she could tell by the look on the reporters eyes that she wanted her boyfriend bad.
Jarren didn’t help the situation. He would grin at her and respond matching her tone. Granted, he couldn’t tell that was flirting. So she wasn’t mad at him per se. She was just mad that he was so oblivious to how it looked. They weren’t really public with their relationship yet. So, that made it even worse since people assumed he was still single.
She wasn’t going to say anything about it. However, it just ended up boiling over today. Jarren had made a comment about that game. Then he said he was shocked at how respectful the reporters from that game were. She couldn’t stop the comment from slipping.
“Oh trust me, I know. They were all over you.” Jarren freezes as he tugs his shirt on. He was getting ready to go to the field for his game tonight. He wasn’t used to her making comments like that, or the tone in her voice.
“Okay…wow, what does that mean?” He asks. He gets his shirt on then turns to her, crossing his arms. She realizes what she said and immediately cringes. She already dug the hole, so she mine as well just tell him how she felt.
“The female reporter seemed to love you” She told him. Jarren immediately knew where this was going. Sure, she’s never been jealous before. However, there’s always a first for something. He huffs.
“Lord, here we go.” His comment made her face twist in annoyance. He wasn’t even going to try and hear her out. Jarren just assumed she was going to tear into him.
“Don’t start. I wasn’t going to even say anything, but then you brought it up.” She says.
“You still didn’t have to say anything.” Jarren huffs again. “Baby, you know you can trust me. And besides, she was just doing her job. You can’t get mad at her for talking to me.”
“That’s not why I’m mad, Jarren!” She finally snapped. Her voice raised and this was the point the argument started. “I’m mad because you just let shit like this happen when you’re in a relationship. I’m mad because you don’t make it known that you’re off the market. I’m mad because you don’t see how these women basically throw themselves at you!”
“We agreed to keep this private. And yes, baby, I do see it. And I reject them every time. So don’t give me hell over that.” Jarren argues.
“You didn’t reject her. Matter fact, you basically flirted back!” She throws her hands up in annoyance. Jarren runs his hands down his face.
“I wasn’t flirting with her. What the hell? I was just answering questions.” She scoffs.
“But you let her touch you.” Jarren rolls his eyes.
“It was my arm, baby. She barely even touched it.” She just lets out a humorless laugh.
“Oh okay, thank you so much for clearing that up, J. Now I feel one hundred times better!” Her sarcasm has him officially annoyed with her. He just huffs one more time before grabbing his phone and keys.
“I have to go.” He walks to the door. He stops before turning to look at her one more time. “Fix the attitude while I’m gone. I love you.” Then he’s out the door. She wanted to continue arguing, but she knew that Jarren wasn’t going to let that happen. So, she was just going to stay mad until he admitted she was right. At least, that was the plan.
A few hours later and she’s even more pissed at Jarren. Not because he did anything else. But because he had the audacity to be smoking hot the entire game. Despite her anger, she was still a good girlfriend and watched his game. She noticed him looking extra yummy on the broadcast. Every at bat, every play in the outfield, she swears he was trying to torture her. It’s not like he knew she was watching, he honestly thought she wouldn’t be.
That’s what made her even more pissed. Who was he trying to look this good for? It didn’t help that he was in the green jersey tonight. That was definitely his color. There was one shot from the broadcast where it zoomed in on him while he was wearing a sexy little smile. The shot made her want to jump through the screen. Why would he do this to her when she was supposed to be mad at him?
She decided that if he can torture her, she can torture him. She knew he would be home any minute. She decided to take a quick shower and throw on one of his shirts. She knew that wet hair and his shirt was his biggest turn on. Obviously, she had nothing else on under the shirt. She decided to just dilly dally around the kitchen as she waited for him to get home. When she finally hears the key turn in the lock, she gets a triumphant little smile on her face.
Jarren walked into the apartment, ready to continue the argument from earlier. He was ready to say “see, i didn’t flirt with anyone tonight.” He walks into the kitchen, knowing she was in there since the light was on. Then, he stops short at the sight of her. He wanted to groan so badly when he saw what she looked like. The high of the win tonight also didn’t help his need for release. He honestly forgot what he was going to say.
She turns and notices him standing there, but chooses to ignore him. She continues to walk around the kitchen, making a very late dinner for herself. Jarren clears his throat before slowly walking into the kitchen.
“Hey, baby. How was your night?” He asked softly. He knew that if he argued his chances of getting any were slim to none. So, he decided to just try and suck up to her. He needed her so bad. When she doesn’t respond he steps closer to her.
His hands come up to hold her waist and his nose brushes her ear.
“Have I told you how sexy you are today?” When he goes to kiss her neck, she turns and walks out of his hold. Jarren huffs. “You’re seriously going to ignore me?” He asks. She finally looks at him, no emotions present on her face.
“I’m not ignoring you.” She tells him. He crosses his arms.
“You are ignoring me.” He steps closer and sighs. “Baby, can we just stop? I don’t want to argue.” He reaches out to gently trace the line of her collarbone. “I just want to skip to the good part.” He grins at her. She rolls her eyes.
“Can you stop letting other women claw at you?” She asks, stepping away from his touch. Jarren lets out another huff.
“Baby, I only want you.” He tries. She crosses her arms.
“I know that. But, other’s don’t and that’s exactly my problem.” Jarren just stares at her while he thinks. He knew she was right. In all honesty, he was sick of the attention. He was ready to make it known that he was absolutely obsessed with his girl. Then, he gets a really filthy idea.
“You want others to know?” He steps closer, bringing his arms up to cage her against the counter. “Okay. I’ll make sure they know.”
“Wait what-“ She was cut off by his lips crashing into hers. She was going to push him back, then his tongue brushed her lips and she lost all thoughts. She caved in and kisses back with equal passion. Her fingers come up to tug at his curls. One of his hands reaches to grip her waist tightly. The other reached between her legs to find her already soaked.
“You still mad at me, baby? Doesn’t feel like it.” He teased her before dipping a finger into her dripping hole. She gasps at the intrusion. He teased and played with her pussy enough to soak his finger. When he pulls it away, he brings it to his mouth, licking it clean. “Tastes so good.”
She doesn’t have time to respond before he’s spinning her around and bending her over the counter. He shoves the shirt up enough to reveal her bare backside. Jarren swears he’s never seen anything better than her ass. He couldn’t help but land a few sharp spanks on it. He fumbles with his belt before shoving his jeans down with his boxers. He was already hard as a rock as he positions himself at her entrance.
“I’ll make sure people know, angel. They’ll know exactly who I want.” Then he enters her in one smooth thrust. She moans as he enters her. She’ll never get used to the feeling of how big he was inside of her. Then, she realized something and gasped.
“Jarren, you forgot a condom.” She tried to push up, but his hand splayed across her back, keeping her bent over.
“That’s the point, baby.” He lets out a chuckle before pulling almost all the way out and slamming back in. She doesn’t have room to complain anymore. Not when it felt that good. She knew she was going to regret this, but she didn’t care in that moment. He’d never fucked her raw before, but it felt so damn good.
He sets a brutal pace as he continues to give her deep thrusts. His grip on her hips was so tight she was sure he would leave marks.
“Fuck, baby, you feel so good. Love this pussy so much.” He groans. He looks down to watch his cock disappear inside of her. The sight made him want to bust right then in there. He lands a few more spanks on her ass. “You gonna let me cum inside, angel?” He asked.
Her eyes nearly shot out of her head at the question. He’s never came inside of her before. They knew they weren’t ready for something like that, so they usually used protection. She wasn’t sure what possessed him tonight.
“You shouldn’t” She said through her moans. Jarren just grinned.
“Why not, baby? Don’t you want people to know I only want you?” His thrusts get harder, urging her to agree with him. She couldn’t even form any more thoughts as he fucked her harder. “Think about it, sweet girl.” He leans down to speak against her ear. “Think about how fucking hot you’d look pregnant with my kid.”
“Fuck- No” She shakes her head. That just earned her a laugh and another spank.
“You’d look so good, baby. And everyone would know I only want you.” She couldn’t lie, the way he was fucking her was convincing enough. Sure, he was extremely freaked out right now, but it felt so good.
“You’re so fucking annoying.” She says. He just smiles triumphantly before standing back up straight. He gives her ass another spank as his pace picks up.
“Call me what you want, baby, but I’m not joking. I’m gonna get you pregnant.” She knew he wasn’t joking. That was exactly the problem. He reached around to start rubbing her clit in time with his thrusts. That was enough to make her lose it. She clamps down onto him as she reaches her climax.
“Oh shit!” She cries out through her orgasm. Jarren wasn’t too far behind her. He fucks her through her orgasm, chasing his own. His thrusts grow sloppier as the feeling of his climax builds up.
“Fuck, gonna cum inside you, baby. Gonna put a baby in you. You want that? Want me to get you pregnant?” She was so fucked out she didn’t even think twice before nodding. Jarren groans in approval before burying himself deep in of her. The feeling of his cum filling her was new, but she didn’t hate it honestly.
He stays buried inside of her for a moment before pulling out. She felt their shared juices dripping down her leg. She was ready to stand up, but Jarren held her in place. She felt him gather all of their release with his finger before pushing it back inside of her.
ITS ME, I SUBMITTED THE RECENT FIC REQUEST, AND GIRLLLLLL!!!! U LEFT NO CRUMBS 💋 OMG, LOVED IT SOOOO MUCH! u made me so so happyyyyy!!!! love ur mind queen
Omg thank you my love! You guys glaze me too much haha. I love ALL of our minds 😆
queen, i lowkey have an idea that has been HAUNTING me!! would loooove if you could write something that involves either showering with JD pre or post freaky stuff and it’s just like a PRAISE FEST like intimate lovey bf gf vibes and overall both of them obsessed with each other
Foggy Glass
pairing: jarren duran x fem!reader
summary: jarren and his girlfriend always loved post-sex shower time. though, when you’re as obsessed with your partner as they are, it’s hard to focus on cleaning up.
warnings: SMUT (read at your own risk), handjob, fingering, praise kink (ish), cum eating, porn without a plot (shocker ik), no use of y/n
a/n: thank you guys for the plethora of requests! my freak mode is re-activated. enjoy some long awaited porn lol. also lets use this to celebrate our man not getting traded!!!!
Post-sex showers were always the best. It was usually their way to wind down and get ready to just cuddle the rest of the night. You would think that on a night like tonight, they would want exactly that. Especially after Jarren had ate her out, fucked her twice, then ate her out again. She was extremely overstimulated and sensitive. Jarren knew this, so the first thing he did was carry her to the shower.
The thing about Jarren was that, despite being rough and overly freaked out in the bed, he was really gentle in the shower. That was something that made her even more obsessed with him. It was also something that had her turned on again within seconds. She couldn’t help it. Her extremely sexy boyfriend was praising her while they were naked. Her being absolutely soaked for him seemed reasonable.
Especially when he would kiss all over her as he helped clean her. He rubbed soap into her shoulders as he trailed his lips down her neck. His other hand was splayed across her stomach, pressing her back into his chest. She could feel him hard against her ass. Though, he wasn’t making any move to fuck her just yet.
“You’re so fucking pretty, baby.” He groaned into her skin. She let out a soft giggle as he nipped at a certain spot on her neck.
“We’re supposed to be showering.” She playfully scolds. Jarren laughs against her neck.
“We are showering.” He argued. She turns in his hold and wraps her arms around his neck. She leans up a little to bump his nose with hers.
“There’s very little cleaning going on right now.” She teases. Jarren’s arms circle her waist as he leans forward to press a few pecks to her lips.
“It’s hard to focus on cleaning when you’re this hot.” He says against her lips. She laughs again.
“You’re pretty sexy yourself…” She tells him, leaning forward to kiss him. He groans against her lips, reaching down to give her ass a squeeze.
“Don’t kiss me like that, baby. I’m trying to behave here.” He warns her playfully. He gives her ass another squeeze, making her laugh.
“You? Behave? When has that ever happened?” She teased. He gives her ass a small spank, making her shriek a little.
“It was just happening. Now, I don’t think I can control myself.” He grins before leaning forward to kiss her again. Within seconds, their tongues tangle and he has her pressed against the shower wall. She runs her hands down his chest, stopping just above his erection. She lets her fingers linger for a second before taking him in her hand.
Jarren let out another groan against her lips. The feeling of her hand around his cock had his knees almost giving out. She starts slowly stroking his cock as their mouths move together. When her thumb brushes over his tip, he has to pull back. He lets out another groan, tilting his head back. She watched him with darkened eyes as she continued to stroke him.
“That feel good, baby?” She asks him. The tone of her voice had him biting down on his lip. He could’ve came right then and there.
“Feels so good, angel.” He tells her. Jarren lets his head come back up. He leans forward and rests his forehead against hers as she continues her movements. “You always make me feel so good, baby. I fucking love you. Can’t get enough of you.” She leans forward and captures his lips in another kiss.
Her hand begins to pick up the pace. Jarren grips her waist tight. Noises fall from his lips as they kiss. She swears she’s never heard anything hotter. The sounds of him groaning into her mouth has her pussy clenching around nothing.
“You sound so fucking hot.” She says against his lips. Jarren grins.
“Yeah? Can’t help it, baby. Can’t stay quiet when you’re stroking my dick like that.” She bites her lip to try and hold back a big smile. She always loved knowing she was making him feel good.
“You gonna cum for me?” She asks.
“Fuck yeah, I’m gonna cum for you. Gonna make a mess for you. My pretty girl.” He only needed a few more strokes of her hand before his face falls to her neck. He comes all over her hand and stomach. The water washes some of it away, but she still lifts her hand and licks it clean. The sight had Jarren rock hard again.
“You taste so good, baby” She tells him with a smirk. Jarren couldn’t take it anymore. He needed to have her screaming for him. He takes her and places her in front of the fogged up glass of the shower. Her hands braced themselves against the glass and she could barely see them in the mirror that was in front of the shower. He stands behind her and reaches around to palm her tits.
“You’re so fucking sexy” He says low into her ear. One of his hands slowly trails down her body until he finds her core. He starts slowly rubbing circles on her clit. She gasps at the touch, her pussy still being sensitive from earlier. “You still sensitive baby?”
“Mhm” She manages out. Jarren didn’t seem to care though. He dips two of his fingers inside of her, making her let out a particularly loud moan. He grins as his lips begin attacking her neck again.
“I’m sorry, angel. I just can’t get enough of you. Can’t get enough of this pussy.” He speaks into her neck. His fingers curl the way he knew she liked. His thumb continues the circles on her clit. Her forehead drops to the glass as moans fall from her lips. She squirms as he starts thrusting his fingers. Jarren uses his other hand to hold her still.
It felt so good that it almost hurt. She doesn’t even remember how many orgasms she’s had tonight. She just knows that she’s probably about to have another one.
“Fuck, baby. I love you so fucking much. I love everything about you.” Jarren picks up his pace as his fingers thrusts in and out of her.
“Shit, I’m gonna cum.” She cries out. That was all Jarren needed to hear. His thumb added more pressure to her clit, drawing her closer and closer to the edge.
“Do it then, angel. Cum for me.” She didn’t need to be told twice. She clenched around his fingers letting out one last cry. He lets her ride out her orgasm, not removing his fingers. When he did finally remove them, he immediately brings them to his mouth. He licks his fingers clean, groaning at the taste. “Shit, you always taste so good.”
Jarren turns her around to face him. He smiles as he leans in to give her sweet kiss. She can still tastes herself on him as their lips move together. When they pull back, they’re finally out of their heated trance. They realize that the water was now cold. They both laugh.
“We wasted a shower” She tells him. Jarren shrugs.
“That was not a waste, baby. That was the best shower I’ve ever taken.”
