Dur-e-Shahwar

"woh sach hi toh kehta thaa humesha der kardi maine"

[dureshahwar]

That dream in your heart was planted for a reason♡

[dureshahwar]

I thought I moved on lekin phir Parveen Shakir ji ke alfaz padhliye maine!

Hum toh samjhe the ki ek zakam hai bhar jaega Kya khabar thi ki rag-e- jaan mein utar jaega

[dureshahwar]

It's been an year since you asked "do you even care?" while breaking our unbreakable friendship.

But who's gonna tell you about my prayers? who's gonna tell you how my hand and slowly my whole body started shaking while begging you to stay? who's gonna let you know that I too was in pain that you never asked about? who's gonna tell you that thinking about this day and particularly you kills me from inside? I have hope that one day you will know that I, I really cared♡. But how will you ever face me when someone will tell you these? how can you ever compensate me for my sleepless nights, my shivering body and my uncontrollable tears everytime I think about you?

(The other side)

[dureshahwar]

Yeah I love the shayaris of Jaun Eliah. But can I ever understand his pain that he went through? When he wrote:

Yaad aegi har roz magar tujhe awaz na dunga

Likhunga har shayari tere liye magar tera naam na lunga

[dureshahwar]

Ghalib ji said,

Maut pe bhi mujhe yakeen hai, Tum par bhi aitbaar hai Dekhna hai pehle kon aata hai, Hume dono ka intezaar hai

[dureshahwar]

There are pages in my diary that could shatter even the strongest heart.

[dureshahwar]

"right people, wrong timing??"

But gulzar said:

"mai tha, waqt tha, tu nahi

tu thi, waqt tha, mai nahi

mai tha, tu thi, waqt nahi

waqt rahega, mai nahi, tu nahi"

[dureshahwar]

mujhse ye na pucho ki mai kya likhti hu

shayad woh sari baatein jo mai kabhi uss se keh na saki

ya shayad woh sari baatein jo mai kabhi uss se sunn na saki