Servant

Child of the sand, daughter of blood and blade.... Killjoys are born to break, we'll tear down this black and white hell, build our shattered paradise in the ashes, watch while they smoulder. He is the angel that guides my footsteps, and I will defend him to the end. I will not fail him again. Now.... Let me hear you scream.

[dusk-zephyr]

New Years Day Black Veil Brides Lyrics

[desperadoundead-blog]

dusk-zephyr

[outraged gasp] How dare you insult me like this, of course I got him back. Personal pride was at stake.

Personal pride and enjoyment.

//laughs// Yeah, so you fucked him up, then? 

[dusk-zephyr]

Oohhhhh, you better believe it, dustbaby... Ain’t no-one gonna fuck him up that good ever again. Unless they got a line in corpses, that is.... 

[desperadoundead-blog]

dusk-zephyr

Wellllllllll once you get their weapons off ‘em they only got so much left t’fight with. Teeth, fingernails, feet…. I’ll be the first to admit, I got cocky an’ let him get too good a grip. Still, survived worse before, I’ll do it again~

Mm. At least you got ‘im back for it, din’t you?

[dusk-zephyr]

[outraged gasp] How dare you insult me like this, of course I got him back. Personal pride was at stake. 

Personal pride and enjoyment. 

[desperadoundead-blog]

dusk-zephyr

We were playing. Christmas shenanigans. ‘S a tradition, the kids go t’sleep and the grownups go huntin’.

… but I don’t get why you got bit, though… just seems like a… it’s weird.

[dusk-zephyr]

Wellllllllll once you get their weapons off ‘em they only got so much left t’fight with. Teeth, fingernails, feet.... I’ll be the first to admit, I got cocky an’ let him get too good a grip. Still, survived worse before, I’ll do it again~

[desperadoundead-blog]

dusk-zephyr

Awww, is that all? That already happened one time, wasn’t much in the way of special. Think I’ll just get this disinfected and let somethin’ more interestin’ bite me next time.

Yeah, what’re you gettin’ so close to their mouths for?

[dusk-zephyr]

We were playing. Christmas shenanigans. ‘S a tradition, the kids go t’sleep and the grownups go huntin’. 

[desperadoundead-blog]

dusk-zephyr

[dramatic gasp] Awwww nooooo, don’t leave me hangin’ like that! C’mon I gotta know what I got t’look forward to….

Your brains comin’ out your ears, you’ll chuck up your stomach and cough out your lungs, ‘til you’re a shell, walkin’ round wi’ dead eyes an’… you’re just frothin’, frothin’ out of everywhere,

[dusk-zephyr]

Awww, is that all? That already happened one time, wasn’t much in the way of special. Think I’ll just get this disinfected and let somethin’ more interestin’ bite me next time. 

[desperadoundead-blog]

dusk-zephyr

Well, where else d’ya propose I froth outta, my fingernails? Honestly, gotta have some respect for tradition.

Oh, that in’t the end of it – in a couple days? I won’t even tell you,

[dusk-zephyr]

[dramatic gasp]  Awwww nooooo, don’t leave me hangin’ like that! C’mon I gotta know what I got t’look forward to....

[dusk-zephyr]

Yaaaaay, Christmas scaaaaars~~~

Hey, outta interest, anyone know how high the infection rate is for Drac bites? Hehehehhh…..

[desperadoundead-blog]

Shoot y’self before it spreads to your brain, or you’ll be all frothin’ out your mouth, cross-eyed, dribblin’,

[dusk-zephyr]

Well, where else d’ya propose I froth outta, my fingernails? Honestly, gotta have some respect for tradition. 

[dusk-zephyr]

Yaaaaay, Christmas scaaaaars~~~

Hey, outta interest, anyone know how high the infection rate is for Drac bites? Hehehehhh.....

[bloodredecho]

-_-

[dusk-zephyr]

Ey, quit bein’ such a grump, angel..... We’re gonna head out to the Run once the kiddos are tired out, if you want in, we can have some real fun~~~

[call-me-vico]

dusk-zephyr:

Which end ya fixin’ to eat it with? ‘Cause dependin’ on yer preference I can help ya eat it whole~

Well, with my great big shiny chompers, of course!

[dusk-zephyr]

Oh, pretty thing, I can think of a huuuundred different thing y’can do with those chompers and none of ‘em involve trees. Try somethin’ new and let me have my fun, hm~?

[call-me-vico]

Who wants to help me eat an entire synthetic Christmas tree?

[dusk-zephyr]

Which end ya fixin’ to eat it with? ‘Cause dependin’ on yer preference I can help ya eat it whole~

[dusk-zephyr]

-  -ey, put that shit down! [laughing and yelling] Lazer, that ain’t even how this works, you gotta - 

[fzzzzzzt]

Hey, Screw, you seen Hal- - -tta find him, he’s missin’ all- - 

- - - -

[laughing] Yeah, Merry fuckin’ Chris- - 

[prettyfuckinglow]

dusk-zephyr:

Of course you’re not…. 

… This isn’t right. I’m not going to let myself hurt you, I’ve already done that enough. Just… just forget about this, Bert. Please.

…… okay…

[dusk-zephyr]

I’m not saying no, I just.... Not now. 

I don’t want anything more than I want this. 

....... Fuck it. I’m sorry. If you need me, you can..... 

[click]

[prettyfuckinglow]

dusk-zephyr:

… This is going to fuck you over. No matter how much I want this, I don’t want you hurt. Not again. 

Tell me to stay away and I will. 

I’m not going to say that. 

[dusk-zephyr]

Of course you’re not.... 

... This isn’t right. I’m not going to let myself hurt you, I’ve already done that enough. Just... just forget about this, Bert. Please.

[prettyfuckinglow]

dusk-zephyr:

…. 

You know “a second” never means “a second”. Not with us. 

I know. …

[dusk-zephyr]

... This is going to fuck you over. No matter how much I want this, I don’t want you hurt. Not again. 

Tell me to stay away and I will. 

[prettyfuckinglow]

dusk-zephyr:

… Yeah, I know… don’t want you bleedin’ out your ears again…

Fuck, I know, but…. God, the last time I saw you you were disintegratin’ in front of me, alright? I don’t want to hurt you, that’s the last thing I want, I just want to…. I want to be able to do something…. To see you again, even if it’s just for a second……

… Fuck. This isn’t fucking fair. 

… just for a second, then. Let’s see each other.

[dusk-zephyr]

.... 

You know “a second” never means “a second”. Not with us.