halwyr

Hal(wyr) | it/its | 21 normal years of age | minors do not follow

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*muttering under my breath* can't spell hallucinations without hal

[yaoiblackmold]

Why are people on tiktok acting like autism gives you superpowers or something

[strangestcase]

using my autism power (Focused Analysis) to locate the closest narcissist and immediately befriend them to increase our joint slay

[julia-miraclerat]

Normalize wanting to fuck black goo

[type-o-philia]

(Bravely) I agree.

[monkey-network]

[estrogenesis-vaporeongelion]

hey girl. you can call me taylor farms lettuce. cause i'm trying to blow that ass out from coast to coast

[cosmovain]

every time i see someone mention how crazy impossible akinator is to beat i go beat akinator for reasons i cannot explain because this impresses No One

[cosmovain]

my beautiful river has become fucking ovverun by trout ill have to correct this by making people kill themselves

[skarchomp]

they call it the switch 2 because you see the price and switch 2 another console

[starlightintermezzo]

beautiful things happening in the adult lesbian bfdi circle

[cloudabserk]

“fujoshis are harmful to gay men” not this gay man.

[cloudabserk]

on twitter this got a bunch of responses like “wow even the evil fujoshis? the homophobic yet hypocritically fetishistic ones? what if the fujoshi is racist?” and like well no obviously not in that case.

[cloudabserk]

“shoutout to everybody from new jersey!” “even the new jersey serial killers…?”

[t00thpasteface]

nothing online is ever truly deleted. except that one fucking thing you're looking for

[warningengine]

[lifeafterpsychiatry]

I remember my therapist telling me that I had a crisis of meaning that she attributed to my depression - that I won't do anyhing unless I have a very good reason to. I was very confused about what she meant by this. Doesn't everyone has a reason for doing something? People don't do stuff just because, there's always a point to their actions, some sort of motivation, even if they themselves don't know what that is. Right? Isn't this just common knowledge? Am I going insane?

Recently I found a name for what I suffer from - chronic fatigue, and I suddenly understood that my therapist meant.

I have so many things I need to do and so little capacity to do anything at all, that doing something that doesn't give me either immediate results (like showering -> getting clean) or absolutely guaranteed future results (like exercising regularly -> feeling better physically) is a waste of energy. When you live with such a condition, every action, even the smallest one, is always weighed on the scales of "what would it cost me" and "what would I get out of it".

But of course a professional would never believe a patient when they say "I just can't do it, I don't have the capacity". So there must be another reason for why I couldn't be productive, like loss of meaning and lack of interest caused by depression. As if wasn't constantly aware of how much I wanted things and how much they meant to me, exactly because I couldn't do them.

I had so much misunderstandings with this therapist, and it always baffled me, because from my point of view, I talked about very simple things that I said very plainly and openly. And now it dawned on me. It's not that she didn't understand very simple concepts like "motivation" and whatnot. She just didn't believe me. She was confused because she kept looking for the "truth" behind my condition and couldn't find any.

"It wasn't that she didn't understand what I was telling her, it was that she didn't believe me" is one of the best and most succinct summaries of bad therapy I've ever come across. Thank you.

[datadegroove-deactivated2026042]

I will NEVER deactivate. and how DARE you

[maimonidiva]

atheist atheist: İ don't believe in god because İ believe in dialectical materialism, which is incompatible with belief in god

religious atheist: İ don't believe in Gd because Hashem commands us to seek truth and dialectical materialism is truth

agnostic atheist: nobody knows why İ don't understand dialectical materialism

[quinnactually]

why are your i's so long

[maimonidiva]

because of the material conditions

[cosmovain]

needle: dont call me needy >`n‘< 9!!!!

leafy: hehe you can have some of my cake if youd like ^_^

flower: umm whatever…im not going to do the thing we are meant to do to complete the challenge:

blocky:

announcer: due to budget cuts, we are now going to use a teleportation device to take us to a private suite in las vegas where we will do our new Burning Money challenge.

[kosmogrl]