Lost your bottle, boys?

Oppression has to end. Join the Rooks and take back London! Semi-selective independent Jacob Frye from Assassin's Creed: Syndicate This is a side blog, no follows back. (main is justkrem)

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[ i’ve started a new jacob blog. i’m not posting the url, for obvious reasons, but I’m still out there! ]

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ARCHIVED

This blog is now an archive. It will remain the same, but no threads will be updated and I will not be posting new material. I can still be contacted via IMs if you wish. I'm sorry it had to come to this.

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I'm done. I'm tired. I don't know what to do to make the fandom like me. I can't make icons, I can't format my posts and I can't make edits. People hate my Jacob. Why am I even here?

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Why not just chill for a little bit and play Syndicate? You obviously like that otherwise I doubt you'd have this blog <3 There has to be somthing out there that can make you happy. Trust me. You just have to find it.

Syndicate was ruined for me by the poisonous fandom. All fandoms are poisonous. I need to learn that.

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I know you don't know who I am, but please. Don't do it. It may not seem like it, but you have a hell of a lot to live for, you know? You only get one life. One chance. What's the point of ending it early? You'd be giving up the most valuable thing anyone ever gets. Even if it doesnt seem like it to you. You will be missed. I dealt with a death recently and it hurts like hell. I'd hate to see another person dissapear from my dash... Please stay safe, and do something that makes you happy <3

I don't know if I can. Anons used to make me happy. Nothing makes me happy anymore.

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i could do it

im home alone at uni until easter

i have so much time to plan and do it

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why do people still take their side

i thought id explained everything, i tried to apologise, they wouldn’t listen, i didnt know what to do

why is it always my fault

why am i always pushed out and left

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This stuck up girl on my course just got engaged. 

Fuck my life

Why does she deserve to be happy and not me? I’m not some self-righteous snob.

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Jacob just smiled. “You could have just told me, I wouldn’t have been angry,” he said softly as he looked down at the little boy. “He’s beautiful,” he murmured. “How did we make this? This amazing…thing?”

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“You want me to describe how we made him?” Evie asked as innocently as she could muster, her lips twitching up into a smirk, she knew what he meant but she couldn’t resist the urge to tease him. 

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He just rolled his eyes. “Ha ha. Hilarious,” he said softly as he smiled at Evie. “You alright? Do you need anything?”

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“I wouldn’t have minded if there was,” Jacob said quietly as he smiled at Evie. “He’ll be beautiful. I hope he looks like you”.

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“He already has my nose” Evie grinned proudly, moving her finger to gently trace the slightly turned up nose that her baby boy had “I made up the other man so I had something to tell you when I told you I was pregnant” 

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Jacob just smiled. “You could have just told me, I wouldn’t have been angry,” he said softly as he looked down at the little boy. “He’s beautiful,” he murmured. “How did we make this? This amazing...thing?”

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Jacob smiled. “Just like me then,” he teased, shaking his head. “More like you, probably,’ he murmured, kissing Teddy’s head softly as he began to sing again, very softly.

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Evie smiled as she listened to Jacob singing, keeping her hand around her son’s as she did so. Yes, he was already a perfect father, their son was in perfect hands. “There wasn’t another man, just so you know”

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“I wouldn’t have minded if there was,” Jacob said quietly as he smiled at Evie. “He’ll be beautiful. I hope he looks like you”.

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“I don’t have to say anything,” Jacob said softly as he smiled at Evie. “But it’s true. I love you more than anything, Evie. Except Teddy. He’s about equal with you,” he murmured quietly.

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Evie smiled and moved so she could lean her arms on the side of the bath, then resting her head on them to look at her two boys. “It;s a different sort of love” she murmured, reaching over to take her son’s tiny hand in hers, letting him grip tightly at her finger “He’s so strong, for a tiny little thing”

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Jacob smiled. “Just like me then,” he teased, shaking his head. “More like you, probably,’ he murmured, kissing Teddy’s head softly as he began to sing again, very softly.

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Smiling softly, Jacob carefully laid Teddy on the chair as he helped Evie into the bath and carefully ran the water over her legs, hoping to soothe some of the aches. When the bath was full, Jacob picked Teddy back up and sat in the chair next to the tub. “You’re still the most beautiful woman I’ve ever seen”.

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The pain made Evie bite her lip, the midwife hadn’t been joking when she said about the pain she would feel when getting into the water. Letting out a low breath, she shook her head in amusement at Jacob, rubbing her arms as she turned her head to look at him. “You have to say that to me, I’m your sister”

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“I don’t have to say anything,” Jacob said softly as he smiled at Evie. “But it’s true. I love you more than anything, Evie. Except Teddy. He’s about equal with you,” he murmured quietly.

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Jacob nodded, looking as she walked off. “Do you need any help?” he called after her, standing and holding Teddy a little tighter. “Or just some company?” he asked softly.

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“I might need some help getting in the bath” Evie responded, feeling her cheeks heat up as she spoke. She couldn’t get into the bath on her own, that was humiliating enough as it was. “Also for the company”

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Smiling softly, Jacob carefully laid Teddy on the chair as he helped Evie into the bath and carefully ran the water over her legs, hoping to soothe some of the aches. When the bath was full, Jacob picked Teddy back up and sat in the chair next to the tub. “You’re still the most beautiful woman I’ve ever seen”.

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Smiling again, Jacob hummed as he held Teddy against his chest. “Such a cutie,” he murmured softly. “And a good boy, at the moment,” he added with a grin. “You think he’ll be a handful?” he asked.

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“Well he is your son, so most likely” Evie nodded, smirking at him and poking Jacob’s nose and leaning down to kiss his cheek. “I am going to get some water to rub a bath, the midwife mentioned that it will be quite painful” she grimaced, but she still felt dirty after the previous day and she wanted a proper wash.

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Jacob nodded, looking as she walked off. “Do you need any help?” he called after her, standing and holding Teddy a little tighter. “Or just some company?” he asked softly.

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Jacob smiled. “You’re still as beautiful as ever,” he murmured softly as he watched her move around. “Teddy thinks so too,” he whispered with a fond smile. 

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Evie smiled at Jacob, she appreciated his words of course. “Teddy is less than eight hours old, he doesn’t even know his arms and legs are his yet, let alone whether his mother is beautiful or not” she teased him softly, nuzzling her nose into Jacob’s head. “Your mama appreciates it though” she cooed to Teddy.

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Smiling again, Jacob hummed as he held Teddy against his chest. “Such a cutie,” he murmured softly. “And a good boy, at the moment,” he added with a grin. “You think he’ll be a handful?” he asked.

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The younger twin smiled again. “He better,” he teased quietly as he leaned into Evie’s kiss. Jacob was marvelling at Teddy, in complete awe of how he could create such a beautiful thing.

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“You get to wake up at all hours of the night with him now” Evie groaned as she stretched and tied her gown around her some more, her belly still slightly larger than normal after carrying Teddy. “Feels weird, walking without all that extra weight”

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Jacob smiled. “You’re still as beautiful as ever,” he murmured softly as he watched her move around. “Teddy thinks so too,” he whispered with a fond smile.