โ i got you. itโs gonna be okay, youโre going to be okay.โ
โi feel like everyoneโs miles away from me.โ
โmy mind is a dark place. you donโt want to be there.โ
โi know this hurts, but you have to stay awake.โ
โdonโt close your eyes, please donโt close your eyes!โ
โi just want to be numb, i donโt want to feel anything.โ
โplease donโt do this, donโt act like you care.โ
โyou donโt care, nobody cares, just leave.โ
โyouโre my friend, of course i fucking care.โ
โi canโt give up on you, so please donโt give up on yourself.โ
โi love you so much, i forgot what hating myself felt like.โ
โi fucked up, why do you not care?โ
โi canโt walk, just go on without me.โ
โyou have broken ribs, take it easy.โ
โi have no idea how to do cpr.โ
โwhose blood is that?โ
โapply pressure to the wound, donโt let go.โ
โdonโt you dare fucking let go!โย
โwhat the hell happened to you?โย
โare they dead? did you kill them?โย
โdo you know what youโve done?โย
โyouโre either with me or against me.โย
โwho the hell did this to you?โย
โare you alright? you hit your head pretty hardโฆโย
โi canโt see!! whatโs happening to me?โย
โwhen was the last time you ate?โย
โwhat do you mean youโre fine? you are not fine!โย
ย โiโm fine, itโs just a flesh wound, iโll be okay.โย
โfor how long? how long were you bottling this up?โย
โthereโs so much blood, you wonโt last.โย
โare youโฆ throwing up in there?โย
โwhy arenโt you eating?โย
โjust breatheโฆ youโre okay, i promise, just breathe.โย
โi canโt breathe, i canโt โโย
โi woke up, & you were gone.โย
โjust tell me something, was it really worth it?โย
โitโs okay to hurt & breakdown. you donโt have to be strong all the time.โ