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@dwindlingtears
“One may lead a horse to water,
Twenty cannot make him drink.
Though the goblins cuff’d and caught her,
Coax’d and fought her,
Bullied and besought her,
Scratch’d her, pinch’d her black as ink,
Kick’d and knock’d her,
Maul’d and mock’d her,
Lizzie utter’d not a word;
Would not open lip from lip
Lest they should cram a mouthful in”
— Goblin Market - Christina Rossetti
Untouchable
Wandering through the maze
Of rules set out for me
I stare at every word I come by
Knowing I can not touch anything
Unless I want the world to hate me
As much as I hate it
I know it’s for the best
As whenever I am out in the open
With freedom to do what I want
I only seem to do one thing
And that’s mess up everyone’s lives
So now I am stuck
In the maze drawn up by others
Made of rules and harsh words
So I can touch nothing
And nothing can touch me
For the world is untouchable
To me who only ruins it
08 • 02 • 19
xx — Eloïse
DESPERATE CALL FOR WRITEBLRS
dude it feels like literally everyone i follow right now is on hiatus or something so my dash is so so dead!!!!!!
so please if you’re an ACTIVE writeblr who posts a lot of writeblr things PLEASE reblog/like this so i can follow you i am DESPERATE
I tend to stick to poems and quotes @clarissalopeswriter
“My head says run, my heart says fly”
— Devon D. Eaton : A Book I’ll Never Write
I am so obsessed with this song
“This world can hurt you
It cuts you deep and leaves a scar
Things fall apart,
but nothing breaks like a heart”
— Mark Ronson : Nothing Breaks Like a Heart
3:41 am
Sometimes
She’s the one keeping me up at night
Her voice wedged in my head
Leaving me no room for sleeping
02 • 03 • 19
xx - Eloïse
I’m wanting after a God
Every night
Every
Single
Night
I dread going to sleep
Because I know what awaits me
And I know that when I wake up
I’ll be left disappointed
And feeling invisible and unwanted
Because every time I close my eyes
And will myself to sleep
I see you
I see the one thing that I want that most
Yet also the one thing
That I could never have
And the pain that this causes in me
Is unbearable
For I have never wanted anything
As bad as I want you
Yet I know
You care nothing for me
And you look down on me
Like I am nothing but dirt
Yet I can’t help but look at you
Like a god
For in my eyes
You are a god
My god
And I wouldn’t change that for the world
02 • 03 • 19
xx - Eloïse
Live, my little star
Like an explosion
You were born into my life
I never expected to find someone
A person of my own
Yet I couldn’t ask for anyone better
To keep hold of and not let go
-
Your laughter rings in my ears
And your eyes twinkle so brightly
Your smile lights up my world
And when I see you
I see nothing but a star
Something too beautiful
To be possessed by anyone
-
You are like a newborn star
So much beauty already
Yet so much potential to grow into more
And as I grasp hold of you
I also want to set you free
And let you grow
Showing the world
Exactly what you are capable of
While also spreading the infectious joy
You express just so easily
-
04 • 03 • 19
xx - Eloïse
My @starlitpoems nursery of stars prompt submission
“I have been cheated by you since I don’t know when
So I made up my mind, it must come to an end”
— ABBA - Mama Mia
You Pushed Too Hard
It was amazing
You my first and my only
The one person
Who seemed to understand my family
And seemed to understand my situation
You treated me
Like the angel I though you were
Perfect and tender
Were our innocent interactions
But despite me telling you
Exactly what I receive from everyone
You don’t seem to care
And instead of being a soft place to fall
You aren’t even there
Not to catch me
Nor put me back on my feet
Instead you watch me tumble
And add to the distance
And add to the pain
You don’t care about what you’re doing
And you don’t care that what you expect
Is unreasonable
And impossible
You pushed and pushed
For everything I couldn’t give you
Rather than handling with care
That which I could pass on
I loved you with everything I had
I tried to live with you beside me
But that wasn’t enough for you
And you pushed too hard
And now
You’ve pushed me away
And I won’t come back
I won’t be the person
Who gets pushed around
And says nothing
I won’t be that person
Who is crushed under expectations
And lets it happen
I won’t be that person
That you use to satisfy your needs
While leaving me to cry alone
About what the world is doing to me
I won’t be that person
So don’t expect me to come to you
I will no longer be at your beck and call
Because you pushed too hard
And now I’m putting up a wall
To separate your toxic personality
From me and my well-being
11.02.19
xx — Eloïse
A Star I Will Never Have
You were a small blinking light in the night sky
Far beyond my reach
Hanging above my head so high
You drew me towards you
And I couldn’t resist the pull
But I also knew that I would never touch you
In any way that I wanted to
For you were only a decoration in the sky
Put there to tease me
Everytime I saw you pass me by
-
I watched and waited for you
To fall from your cluster of starlights
And land here on earth with me
But I knew it would never happen
For it wasn’t meant to be
As you belonged in the night sky
Being beautiful for all the world to see
So every night I sat and watch you
Twinkle away in peace
For I am a star chaser
And you are my star
10 • 02 • 19
xx — Eloïse
My @starlitpoems Valentines Prompt submission
Goodbye
I want to be alone
I don’t want you to stand there
Staring at me
Waiting for me to say something
When all that needs to be said
Is get the hell out
Because what you’ve done
Is unforgivable
And I will not accept your apology
And I will not accept your company
Don’t expect to see me again
Once you are gone
Because I now believe
You aren’t worth anything I have to give
When you throw it away
And give nothing in return
Except false love
That I was a fool to believe in
Goodbye
08 • 02 • 19
xx — Eloïse
You are worth it to me
You never thought you could be loved
The lines travelling along you arms
Prove your lack of belief
In your worthiness
But to me
You are worth more than anyone
Your constant fight to survive
Your constant battle against your darkness
The never ending cycle of self hate
Screams to me
Of a person worth saving
Because you won’t give up
No matter how much you want to
And those lines
Glaring up at me
Help me understand
That I must do better
At showing you love
Than even you
Because your own love
Is not enough to save you
But the help of another
Could mean the world to you
And would mean keeping you
With me
Forever
06 • 09 • 19
xx — Eloïse
“So I’m sorry to my unknown lover
Sorry that I can’t believe
That anybody ever really starts to fall in love with me”
— Halsey : Sorry
A song worth listening too
“Another star
You fade away”
— Alan Walker - Faded
