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19 / cali / shit i do not have an eating disorder. i am on a diet. thank you for your concern ♡

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me & kitten are getting on the plane to florida tomorrow. preparing for this trip was more pricey than preparing for california lol. can't wait to see my family again :]

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a hard part about this is being allergic to a lot of things that i love and are good for me. apples, peaches, plums, kiwi, cherries, pineapple, almonds, peanuts, all sprouts, and all soy products. omf

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the main reason i do what i do is because my boyfriend is very thin and i just want to be smaller than him. i weight about 125 right now, he weighs about 100. sigh.

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Depressed

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12.09.13

woke up 6 AM

did exercises for only 15 minutes

got dressed, did my hair and makeup

went to the shopping center downtown and bought the white converse because i've always wanted a pair. new tube socks. my sisters present (unicorn slippers). a pair of jeans because i only own dresses and leggings. i don't buy jeans because i hate my lower half of my body. i wear a dress size 1-4 but a size 7 jeans. it's very depressing. size. 7. jeans. all because my legs are fucking huge. that's the only part that is tight. the legs. sigh. i will be a size 1-3 soon. i don't think i could ever wear a 0 again because my hips are kind of wide. anyways.. i also bought a sweater from nordstrom cos it was super cute.. shouldn't have bought anything though.

then i came home. ate a cup of shells & cheese

then i fell asleep for about 6 hours

and now i'm awake as fuck! 

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