💫 Benny StarShine || toy soldier || doll/dollself 💫 we really mean it when we say if you have a no minors rule dni. we dont want to see your cintent please. we understand why you have that rule
Hi my name is Ben. Im a toy soldier doll! I tend to post things on my system and my special interests. I tend to be dollfluid in the realm of my species
bodily adult≠being adult
i am a tgirl. but as my species. not my gender i am a nutcracker. my gender is tgirl futch.
I am a permakid chronosian kid. I suggest adults who dont want to interact with children block me. I am a childrens toy and i tend to talk abt veyr sfw things. NSFW and kink is not allowed on this blog and will be blocked no exceptions.
Ive been in discourse in the past. i do not that do that anymore ti a large extent and will oost my doll thoughts on subject matter sometimes
i am a sapphic polyam polyromantic aroace.
white passing BIPOC
AuDHD, GAD, Schizoaffective
DID Traumagenic endocoded system (>400, i am pro endo)
do not post things when replying ir asking to us that are eye straining ti us. bright colors yeah
we have muscle issues so we type like crap and are very slow
please phrase things for us well and dont get mad when yiu winder we cant understand you
im not a perfect doll. im not always in the best mood bc bipolar. i have ways finding joy as a doll with bipolar. while this is a agere blog it may not come off friendly as i have a more quieter way of apporaching toyness and agere being a alterhuman toy. do not be taken aback by it
if you see a post tagged [name]post that is the being who wrote the post.. but visual experience is available on the pronouns.cc
we do not follow fandom only activities as it tends ti be bad faith usually. discussing this as a critique of us will get you blocked
dni is block freely, however radqueers i deem problematic will be blocked. you are warned
extra:
bipolar episode key: https://rentry.co/8c24vu5u current: not active enought to give current episode
a extra look into us possibly https://pronouns.cc/@arcticdreambox
pinned posts:
my gender experience (im going to unpin this probably
the defintion redefine of a ken
while the empire falls
the bad question
my other blogs:
transformers posting blog
identityhoard blog
a pretty defintive tex ton me, ben
possibly will use this alt blog
resources: @nutcrackercore is atleast a affirmation blog if not s king blog too
YO I WAS JUST READING A THREAD ABOUT THIS PERSON WHO TRIED TO TRACK DOWN THE ORIGINAL IMAGE OF HEROBRINE AND COULDN'T FIND IT, BUT HE FOUND SOMETHING ELSE
Sometimes being objectkin or an object alter/headmate/etc is being in awe of being able to move. The joy of the freedom it brings you to think and speak and be heard.
Other times it's the opposite. Why do I have this body? It's so different. Why do I have thoughts? They're so noisy. Why do I have emotions? They're so messy.
yk ive been freaking out a bit in ppls dms abt my realization im just a helmethead(term i use being a toy soldier but like my brain is my helmet/hat). bc ive had some things happen to me that me in a object state. but then i give all this doll affection to others and it feels less unusual im a doll. im not patient enough to let the anxiety pass
I've had a few folks ask me to do a Rainbow Raven sticker based on the therian flag/symbol, but decided to make it an entirely new design since the theta-delta didn't fit the raven template too well. This design was a little bit of a challenge, but I think the results are awesome!!
I've got stickers of this design too, if you want 'em!!
A matte sticker of a formline take on the therian symbol, aka the interlocked delta-theta symbols. Within the design are a combination of an
Internalized ableism will really have you believing "if someone is also autistic but good at something I struggle with, that means I am weak and pathetic and an embarrassing failure" and "if someone is also autistic but struggles with something I'm good at, that means I'm not really and truly disabled by it and don't deserve support at all" simultaneously
