[dxysfunction]

in circumstances like these,

a sad truth reveals itself,

a undesirable predicament,

my feelings i hold for you are true,

and the galaxies above feel the rapid energy,

the only problem is,

i’m only the stars to you,

while you’re the whole entire universe to me.

[dxysfunction]

I hate you. I hate the way you hurt me. I hate the way that your smile made my blood boil. I hate the thought of you being happy, being that you made me go through hell. I hate the way that you can just get away with anything, without thinking twice. I hate the way you can just find another girl to manipulate as you did to me. I hate the way you took my life away from me, as it seemed so easy to you. I hate the way you made me feel worthless, as if I was some inanimate object you could just throw around. I hate your smile. I hate your laugh I hate everything about you I hate you.

[dxysfunction]

Today I forgot you. I forgot the sound of your voice. I forgot how you looked like when you barely woke up. I forgot what your favorite song was. I forgot the way you smiled when we laid next to each other. I forgot the way you loved me. I forgot the way I loved you. I forgot you.

[wordsnquotes]

Dear Me, one day I’ll make you proud.

Charlotte Eriksson (via wordsnquotes)

[help-n-quotes]

It’s funny how artistic we become when our hearts are broken

Hotel Books, I Always Thought I Would Be Okay (via help-n-quotes)

[umbrella-formerly]

I hate when you’re like “wow nothing is exciting anymore” and someone pipes up like “it’s called growing up” actually deborah, it’s called major depressive disorder but thanks for your input

[wnq-writers]

Allow me to be a mess for a little longer, allow me to complain and whine for a bit. Don’t tell me it makes me weak, tell me it’s okay, tell me I will heal.

kriti-g (via wnq-writers)

[dxysfunction]

I ask myself why I miss you even though its been so long. I lay awake at night wondering about the alternate endings we could've had. I always wonder why my heart chooses to linger in the past rather than open itself for somebody else. Im constantly reminded of the love I had for you and how much it meant to me. I guess I can't really move on just yet. My heart is so stubborn and I can't control how I feel anymore.

[dxysfunction]

I love you. I love you with all my heart, my soul, and everything beyond me. I love holding you in my arms and feeling a sense of purpose and happiness. I love everything about you, from your cute little nose crinkles to your messy hair in the morning. I love you, and I love all of you.

[dxysfunction]

I hate everything. Its been so long since I have seen your face and my heart feels brutally beaten. I don't find the simplicity in things anymore and I forgotten how it felt like to be truly loved. Now all I do is lay awake at 3AM reminiscing about past memories that made my heart swell, and I can't do anything about it because after all, they are just memories. Mental scenarios stored in my head. Nothing is real anymore, and it saddens me everyday, even if I try my hardest to shut everything out.

[dxysfunction]

Nothing hurts more than watching someone you love the most move on and live on with their life with somebody else. Nothing can match the pain of watching everyone’s lives go by and still be stuck in a endless hell of what if’s.

[dxysfunction]

All I want to do is to hold you while we're sipping on cheap wine and telling sweet nothings to each other  Im not asking for a grand gesture, Im not asking for a life of riches and fortune. All i want is you, and that's worth more than all the money in the world.

all i want is you

[suspend]

Nothing beats cuddling the person you love most because they emit a warm and content feeling that wherever you are, it’ll always feel like home.

3 am thoughts (via suspend)

[dxysfunction]

In the end, the pain finally subsided, and I finally feel free. I feel nothing in the sense of having no feelings of pain and wonder of what could've been. I can finally distinguish between fake love and real love. I could finally smell the sweet aroma of the world around me with all it's beauty. I can finally say I moved on. And as for moving on, I thank you for breaking my heart. I not only went through the trials and tribulations of constant pain, but I somehow realized my own self worth throughout the way, and I thank you for that.

[dxysfunction]

There really isn't any easy way to get over someone that once meant the world to you. There will be days where you're glad that you have left them and there will be the days in which your heart will ache so much you feel physically ill. Getting over someone is complicated in its own way. But it's how you decide to get over them that will either make or break you.

[dxysfunction]

There was so many things I wanted to say to you that night. I wanted to yell at you for leaving me behind. I wanted to cry because of all the pain you caused me to feel. I wanted to scream and let everything out. But somehow, that didn’t happen, and all I said was “I forgive you.”

[dxysfunction]

Even after all this time, I still hope that you'll choose me.