Dying Inside

@dyingtobe98

PLEASE do not terminate me. I do NOT promote any self-harming behaviours. I would not wish this on my worst enemy. This blog is solely a way of expressing myself and getting me through the hard times. Stay safe, please get help. I have been diagnosed with atypical anorexia nervosa, anxiety, OCD, ADHD, and high functioning autism.

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paper-wounds

i-will-recover-tomorrow

dyingtobe98

Why keep trying to be safe in a body that isn't mine?

oncce-againn

Nothing hurts more than having flashbacks of all the things that broke you

i-will-recover-tomorrow

chadepitanga

there's something so raw and soul crushing about spending your late childhood+teen years suicidal then growing up and actually wanting to live, after an ungodly effort, only to see your health deteriorate because of chronic illness.

zombblehh

Shout out to the autistic who’s abilities have regressed as they’ve gotten older.

“You didn’t used to be like this when you were a kid.” I know please don’t remind me

lifeafterpsychiatry

Just saw another "there's no such thing as being too busy to send a text" post and I just have to point out what a horrible, untrue and ableist take that is. Because there ARE people who struggle severely to communicate and articulate their thoughts even on average days. There IS such a thing as having mental or physical symptoms so severe that you can't pick up your phone to text people. There IS such a thing as being hit with a personal crisis or trauma so severe that you temporarily drop off the map. There IS such a thing as simply being too busy and preoccupied to text people. So don't fucking tell people that if someone doesn't answer your text, that's automatic proof that they simply don't care about you. That isn't a helpful statement at all