Dyingtolive

[zapatosdorados]

Ahora sólo hay una melancolía absoluta. No deseo nada. Dormir. Solamente dormir. Y soñar. Soñar que me quieren.

- Alejandra Pizarnik

[dyingtoliv]

Conseguí lo que quería pero duró muy poco y me dolió muchísimo

[dyingtoliv]

Being known is such a humiliation ritual. Especially when you don’t fall within the box of expectations people have for you.

[dyingtoliv]

Angry at the waiting game.

[dyingtoliv]

Do you swing from your neck with the hope someone cares?

[jorgeluisborges-world]

Jorge Luis Borges. Jactancia de quietud. Luna de enfrente. [06]

[surqrised]

Start now. Start where you are. Start with fear. Start with pain. Start with doubt. Start with hands shaking. Start with voice trembling but start. Start and don’t stop. Start where you are, with what you have. Just… start.

Ijeoma Umebinyuo (via surqrised)

[sloppjockey]

abladeforthehandabladefortheface edit / graphite and digital

[dyingtoliv]

You try SO HARD and yet constantly underperform. How?! HOW?!

[dyingtoliv]

I just wanna eat food and be happy about it… Feels like reaching too far, tho

[dyingtoliv]

Body and soul, everything hurts like a mf

[dyingtoliv]

Everything’s overrated.

It’s a solid and sobering realization

You won’t ever expect much from things ‘cause they won’t ever bring you much

But then again, what is the motivation to have aspirations?

[dyingtoliv]

Everything tastes like nothing

[dyingtoliv]

Ya no sé qué hacer. Estoy cansada y ya no sé qué hacer.

[dyingtoliv]

She just wants an ending and sometimes she settles with it being an unhappy one.

[dyingtoliv]

After I die, leave my memory alone.

[dyingtoliv]

Reminder to self:

You need to stop.