Netwrk Shrine

I knew the first time

[g63heavenonearth]

Allegheny Cemetery 62017-54

[kyotoprotocols]

[sacred-portal]

[dysfunkt1on]

and thank god it's almost over but we essentially need to survive the next 10 or so years by any means possible and you're gonna have to survive the final dying gasp of the system that created this nightmare which is gonna get scary because the wealth hoarders are going to drag this on as long as possible. The only reason it all hasn't collapsed yet is because it's running on the reserves and safety guards. I worked my whole life to get to my big full time job and guess what? It's still not enough, I need essentially double the amount I get from it, working does not work anymore. Before the end the whole UBI thing will be in place anyways because soon they're going to have no choice but they're like I said gonna drag that on as long as possible too. Money never worked, it never will. But next the new quantum computing systems being developed now are going to be the basis of "money infinite edition" through them generating mass amounts of it because they're probably going to have a currency anyways after this though it'll be largely irrelevant.

Which on that front is going to be interesting when things like greed no longer have incentives as well as a lot of toxic coping that we do now to put up with the above. Like a lot of things we want we only really want as safety nets, because they're status symbols under extreme economic oppression, or fever dreams under current models like the whole big mansion life sort of thing, like you'd be happy in a small house with everything you need to stay healthy and keep your belly full. Let's be honest it's just ridiculous and the only reason you want that is because it's symbolizes a shield from all the above.

[keptandkind]

[amuseoffyre]

One of my favourite photos from my trip to Warsaw in 2006

[rileycruel]

[road0flife]

[transylvanianstarvation]

[dysfunkt1on]

If the draft actually gets going then that'll be the end and I think that's actually the point. Like who are they going to draft, you just made like half of your nation homeless, the rest are stuck in debt hell, the other smaller percent are holding on to family members who got settled in before this all happened with homes for dear life, and like 1 percent are just fine. I guess the solution like usual is going to be shit money out of their ass from thin air until the debt overshadows all expenses. Maybe to combat this they'll bend the fabric of reality and extend how many hours of the day there so you can get more of the jobs that don't exist that barely pay anything to pay for the debt so we can make more debt to which they'll just keep infinitely extending the day till nothing matters anymore. What are they going to fight for, an empty country? You know sometimes I just start laughing because there's no way an existence so comically evil is real. Like can they at least start playing Sunn O))) outside over the speakers to complete the picture cause every time I go out there now there is less human beings besides the cheaper food places or grocery stores because literally all of planet earth needs to be funneled into there. If you take even more out from a draft I think I'll have the entire place to myself, I'll just go downtown and lounge around like it's my living room. I'll set up a TV and everything, there will be board and card games for the survivors, it'll be great.

[aestheticfemboy]

[rileycruel]

credit

[witchrealms]

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[littlewildearthchild]

[manuciruja]

awww the like button turns into a rainbow when you press it! that's so cute...hey staff what's with all the trans women you keep nuking?

[dysfunkt1on]

What I am upset about is how on here there is no actual community for us (or anywhere for that matter), it's just just a bunch of separated posters and porn if I search for transgender women here (which if you do make it and it's your personal decision this isn't a knock at you). If there is any out there they're so dead or just push out the less fortunate among us to preserve their perfect image because even they'd rather not realize the ugly reality for most of us who have no voice (and the bottom oh that ice berg extends to the bottom of the ocean). The spotlight is always on us yet there we're pushed off the face of the earth wherever we go. Where are we all going? Gee I wonder if it has something to do about abuse, lack of easily accessible HRT/blockers because of medical gating and distance, and the public not wanting to acknowledge the answer to that question I experience every day of my life where if I was even just a little less far from the bottom I'd be just another statistic. I live in a perpetual state of shock at it and my accessibility to what I need. You don't want to know what it feels like to be a girl being treated like a man with a grotesque, chromosome and androgen mutilated body/brain with the wrong sex organs wired in male ways feels like. I'm going to be as disgusting about describing the visceral torture of it as much as I can because everyone needs to hear it and we need medical advancements with real communities or this is going to keep happening forever. The trauma of the sexuality being forced down my throat in how I'm treated, my disgusting body with all these extra/weird shaped bones and hair EVERYWHERE, and how it just feeds itself in a loop is something I would wish on no other living thing. Most of that suffering you never hear from transgender people in that invisible zone and no one wants to actually talk about the above because the experience is so profoundly dehumanizing, ugly, and embarrassing.

Just needing to defend your own sex on a daily basis to people who don't believe you already puts you in such a bizarre position alone even if people generally accept you. Usually with the people who do "respect" me I just don't get gendered at all, it's just they or NOTHING as if acknowledging me as what I am will rip a hole in the fabric of reality itself. It's. So. Tiring. Like ask any cis person what being a man/woman feels like and you'll probably get a lot of blank stares, they simply feel like/identify with their birth parts/brain/androgen levels and there is no way to imagine what it'd be like not to. It's such a dehumanizing condition on that front too, there's no way to describe the experience in a way that totally makes sense to cis people.

[interdimentional]

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[moe-con]

i love her

[dysfunkt1on]

demonic screaming

Tonight they absolutely loaded my order with fried clams and fries tonight guess they heard the "I'm at my edge of my sanity and binging for damage control" in my voice. With how much of a train wreck this one is so far I'll be lucky if I get to sleep by midnight tonight and temperatures are also supposed to rise by the day. This week is pushing me and it's only monday!~~~

[lamignonette]