dyslexic space lirzad

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I distance myself from people for some reasons:

• People that don't let me feel the way I want to feel, mocking my feelings or diminishing them.

• People I don't feel comfortable sharing my small victories with, because I'm afraid of being judged, as if these people are the only ones who are morally correct.

• Narcissists who disguise themselves as people of low self-esteem.

• People who are always trying to set me up against other people (or other people against me).

• People who love to engage in competitive speaking. Competitive people in general.

• People who love to use exaggerated adjectives, embellishment in every phrase to make things they believe and like look more special than they really are.

• People who says “I know” to everything I just say, in the sense that nothing else is new to them.

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maybe my doctorate is not dead (yet).

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I think I’m a homesick junkie.

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Please universe, protect me from the hurt feelings of others.

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My strategy is to not thinking about the thing, to not ruminate the thing until it is hard to turning back. Not impossible, but hard.

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waiting...

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It looks like it was not only just a dream and I have some reason to celebrate!

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I don’t want to feel useless anymore.

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Lately I have not had time to feel sad or mad or jealous or frustrated. Lately I have only allowed myself to feel tired.

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[dyslexicspacelirzad]

Please, please don't make me feel bad.

I'm just trying my best, under current conditions.

It's nobody's fault.

Everybody is tired (even tired of just being a loser all the time).

Sometimes, then, you need to do something really really really different from everything you've done before in life.

We know it is scary.

We know it hurts.

But if not now, honestly, that cycle will repeat itself soon.

If not know, there may not be a chance for it to be later.

Please, please don't make me feel bad.

I'm just trying my best, under current conditions.

It's nobody's fault.

Everybody is tired (even tired of just being a loser all the time).

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I can’t even.

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One week without my pills.

Wish me luck.

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Poema o more (a.k.a. Poem of the Sea) (Yuliya Solntseva, 1958)

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Poema o more (a.k.a. Poem of the Sea) (Yuliya Solntseva, 1958)

[dyslexicspacelirzad]

I'm somewhat relieved.