i don’t think you’ve ever actually seen me. you just saw whatever you wanted to project upon me. at first it was the excitement of someone new, getting to show me your world with little interest in mine. then it was the comfort i brought you. you didnt go out much and you wanted someone to spend the days with you, holed up in the cell of a life you designed for yourself. then, when you decided you were done with me, you saw me as a burden. my schedule became too cumbersome, the 45 minute drive between us felt like days to you. why would you even bother to come when you knew you’d be thinking of someone else the whole time? i see you’re smitten with someone new. she looks young. you have someone to show all your favorite music to, and they probably tell you how unique your taste is. you have someone to teach our favorite card game to, and you probably win every game against them now. you have someone to gush about to your friends, and you probably are only skimming the surface of who they truly are. you don’t want to go into the depths of someone else. you want whoever you’re with to be cute and fun, a perfect illusion to yearn over when you’re apart from one another. but when real life hits, you shy away from the conflict and the pain. you couldn’t bare to be around when i was suffering. when i was upset. when i wasn’t just some happy little girlfriend to you. when i was a real human, you didn’t seem interested in me anymore. i hope this new one wises up faster than i did.
tangentwithtanner
jacobvanloon
titsay
yousharknotpass
