What is Submission to me?
The diary entries I post to my blog are about the fun kinky sexy part of my submission to Sir. I enjoy posting about the sexy stuff and knowing that people are reading it and enjoying hearing about my denial and kinky activities. However those times are only a small part of what submission is to me. I post those moments because they are the most exciting fun parts that people want to hear about. My submission is so much more.
My submission to Sir is the giving up of control of all aspects of my life and entrusting them to somebody that I love more than anything and that I trust implicitly. Knowing that he will use that control to take care of me and make sure all aspects of my life are kept on top off in a better way than I would on my own.
My submission is the knowledge that by giving myself to Sir it allows me to not worry about certain things that would usually stress me out.
My submission is having a structure to my life through rules, tasks, instructions and schedules that help keep my mind occupied and focused.
My submission is my natural medication to my depression and anxiety by having structure in my life and by having somebody that makes me do things I otherwise would not want to do. Not because he is forcing me to do them, because when he tells me to do something I want to please him and I know that he has my best interests at heart.
My submission is Sir giving me tasks to do that are not just sexual. Tasks that involve sharpening my skills or practising something to better myself as a person and to keep me busy.
My submission makes me the best version of myself by allowing me to be myself and removing the parts of me that hold me back and give me doubts and insecurities.
My submission is my choice. I am a strong independent woman who can take care of herself but I choose to allow Sir to take care of me and my choice to give him control over me is a gift that he treasures.
My submission is what makes me happy, its what gives me strength, its what gives me hope and makes me feel loved. It is what makes me feel safe and protected and makes me feel like nothing in the world could ever hurt me. My submission is my safe place.
My submission comes in many forms. Denial doll, good girl, slave, fuck toy, little girl, pain slut. Each of these forms is a part of me and Sir embraces each side of me without judgement or reproach allowing me to be who I am meant to be.
My submission is a beautiful thing.
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