@EATCURSES : a low activity, selective, private blog for GETล SUGURU of akutami gegeโs ๅช่กๅปปๆฆ . inspirationย pulledย fromย variousย media + manga & anime. hc centric. canon divergency dependent on verse. REVIVED BY RENNIE, any prns. 21+ indigenous jew.
A DISSECTION OF : self - imposed divinity / destiny. megalomania. the best friend. ally. betrayer. despair within their ashes ; trying to let go. an attempt at delaying the inevitable. doomed by the narrative.
please read rules beneath cut before interacting ! DARK, TRIGGERING AND/OR NSFW themes will appear on this blog in written and visual media, due to the nature of his canon โ the verses he is ascribed to.
this blog does not operate under a spoiler - free basis.
literate and verbose ; with a flare for stylizing my formatting to a degree, although there is no expectation for writing partners to do the same. non - mutuals will have zero interaction. i softblock rp blogs that i am not mutuals with or do not see myself interacting with, and hardblock any non - rp blogs that follow. do not repeatedly follow me or ask why if i block you. this is practiced for my own comfort and wellbeing. i do not write with, or interact with minors.
nsfw themes apply in writing / visuals. narratives of abuse, violence, body horror, death, mass murder, etc. these topics will not be tagged unless explicit, or present in imagery. religious context and desecration are vital aspects to suguruโs character. i use motifs from buddhism, shintลism, judaism โ christianity. your comfort is important. if any of these topics are harmful to you, do not hesitate to break the mutual or block me.
multi - ship and multi - verse. i will not ship getล with ANY of the students or characters under 21. * note that there is a heavy sashisu presence on this blog, and within my portrayal. depending on plotting, or lack of, i default to mutual pining / rivals to lovers / lovers to enemies / unrequited / exes. slowburn. that being said, iโm interested in all kinds of dynamics ! pre-established plots always take precedence over any spontaneous interactions. all ships will take place in alt. verses, separate from one another unless we have discussed otherwise. suguru is bisexual, and any sexual content, while unlikely to occur, will be set post - timeskip wherein he is an adult.
general rp etiquette applies, i.e. no meta - gaming, donโt steal, respect me and others, donโt cross boundaries, etc. i generally dislike drama and negativity, but i am pro-callout should the situation call for it.
suguruโs opinions are not my own. i am not my muse.
do not confuse me for my muse. his values are not my own.
please note this is absolutely not an all-encompassing list, and to constantly check the status of aid or groups in how able they are to help Palestinian people at that moment; stay informed, stay current, listen to, uplift, and share Palestinian voices, and don't stay silent.
DO NOT TAG AS CURRENT EVENTS OR POLITICS TW/CW.
important information / helpful links
Decolonize Palestine
A Simple Guide to what's happening, by Al Jazeera
US Campaign for Palestinian Rights
For US Citizens: USCPR - Ceasefire Now
For US Citizens: Action Network - Ceasefire Now - a video explaining how to use the site
Palestinian Speculative Fiction Reading List
how to donate
Palestine Children's Relief Fund
US Campaign for Palestinian Rights
Arab.org - a free, daily click-to-donate site that works with UNRWA
Doctors Without Borders
how to know what to boycott
The BDS movement
Boycott is/rael products list (2023, from adda247)
List of Companies that Posted Statements Supporting is/rael (gdoc, copied & pasted from som.yale.edu so as to not provide site traffic; updated 10/26/23)
taking a mini - break from this blog to work on mr. viego of lol fame โฆ me n my adoration of characters who wld destroy the world for their beloved .
the reputation that precedes him recites like a cautionary tale. special grade sorcerer turned curse user ------------ a celebrity in his own right, though infamous rings a more truthful knell. bring balance to the force, not leave it in darkness ! life, the boy reconciles, imitates art. or whatever the saying is.
geto suguru ๏น the worst curse user of all time. his smile is serendipitous.
however, the illusion behind deceiving appearances is devastated with the malevolence that exudes from him like a physical force. there is an instant, transient, where yuuji is terrified. and somewhere inside him, a malignant soul revels in it. one breath, two. the moment ebbs and he steels himself. a fighter's stance, if only to grant himself even an ounce of confidence.
โ look, i don't wanna punch you. but i really will if i have to. ' / @eatcurses
โhe can feel the studentโs presence. eyes blazing upon him that speak of a residual desire to protect. suguru recognizes โฆ in decades past he had it himself, when his eyes were wide and his shoulders light ;
before his heart had been devoured / and then another / and then another.
โthe evil that festers in his gut, a pull of melancholy against his brow. but that handsome, easy smile never falters. suguru crosses his arms in front with interest sparked ; notes the lack thereof cursed energy emanating off of the boy despite his aggressive stance, innate talent or otherwise, those who possess strong hearts and iron-kissed promises are always sealed to redeemable fates.
โโ iโm never keen on resorting to barbarism. however, a spar between two jujutsushi all in good fun, of course, thereโs no harm in that, right ? โ
@SHOUKOUS : omg shook trying 2 get him to rethink declaring war mayb ? iโd rather you stayed, instead, let the world handle its own saving.
โinside, they slip off their coats. retrace their footsteps from the month before, a silent chase to the hotel bed. theyโve always been fluent in dead - end conversations. just not with each other. ( youโre still here, arenโt you? / always, ) heโll tell her, eyes astray and not quite there not quite anywhere. perhaps she pretends not to notice.
โโ somewhere, โ he reads the way she breathes in cigarette smoke, how she holds two and only lets the third out. โ somewhere, out there, in every other world, i stayed. iโm just sorry it wasnโt this one. โ he reads her unsaid questions, too. red string covets him, keeps him, tethering him to her. but he is undeserving, he thinks, as he catches her gaze. grateful sheโs still here, despite it all. his hands pause in their movement, reverent : and he can only trace the crest of shลkoโs hipbone / a catch of breath, as though she could draw the death out of him by mere touch alone. he decides heโs selfish enough. allowing himself this moment, sealing it away within the thudding cavern of his chest.
โ death longs for life . life , fawn-eyed and heartfelt , longs for death .
โ โ i'm not trying to save the world. just you. โ
@eatcurses : chin dips, mouth pressing down lightly at the curve of his lip. itโs gentle. chaste. his lips are so soft, he can almost taste the divinity. like something ancient, the ichor of gods congealing every inch of his being. a hand tilts the side of his face, eyes closing gently / he is warm, too, suguru thinks, a languid bloom of an eternal blue spring.
โwhen they shudder apart, his hands are rigid, folded low as if to hide his own desire. a breath, it hovers, the air stilled with the silence. faltering with the tenderness that hides in - between his teeth.
โโ ah... sorry โโ was that okay ? โ
ย ย ย ย ย ย IT HAPPENS FAIRLY ABRUPTLY, a dream-like interlude of sweet repose just as the rest of the day has been cruel enough to two sorcerers that had to bloom too soon. no amount of secret, drawn-out contemplation couldโve prepared satoru for this. itโs been on his mind for long enough however, heโs consciously acted against each & every itch to sneak a look where the corners of suguruโs lips mirror each other in a charming smile [ โฆ ] in those moments, heโd will himself to avoid, avoid, avoid ; replace the desire for a kiss with a tacit observation on anything trifling just to stay even-tempered & invulnerable.
ย ย ย ย ย ย โ suguru, w-why โโ โ whatโd you do that for?! blood freezes & simultaneously burns within his fingers, hands empty after unceremoniously dropping the gaming device heโs been preoccupying himself with for about an hour. the more tenderly getล handles him, tentative & captivated & warm himself, the harder satoruโs jaw tenses in his classmateโs palm. six eyes deepen their edge & their shades of cerulean stir along, fervid, frenzied : itโs not the right way to go about it by any stretch of the imagination & he swore heโd be ready, [ otherwise he will have considered the specifics in vain for weeks. ]
ย ย ย ย ย ย he has maybe a full minute to make up for it. breath against breath despite the strong reaction, satoru stills his heart so he can listen to it better. he wants another one, another chance at guiding suguru toward the sentiment closest to the reality of his devotion. โ โฆyeah, it was, โ he admits it with far less difficulty this time, his expression softer & more sincere. wanting to have him next to himself, one soul next to the other. โ itโs justโฆ i wanna have my turn too. donโt be shy. โ
โitโs disquieting, the want. suguru reaches for his old familiar apathy, and starts, matter - of - factly : โ oh โฆ you know, ticking off the bucket list, i guess. never know when death will come knocking for us. thought i oughtaโ have my first kiss. โ he grows somewhat more truthful with every syllable, but his hands are full of confessions and admitting to things he has even yet to comprehend in retrospect to satoru. and this is the only thing he seems to understand fully : their fingers woven together, with such tender curiosity.
โhe tries to find his eyes, and draws nearer despite the lack of reach already between them, in an attempt at reading what lurks beneath dark lenses. it reminds him of the time he had tried to count all of those snowcapped lashes, ended in contagious laughter partway through and never getting his answer.
โthatโs the crux of it, though, isnโt it ? there is no one who knows suguru as well as he. there is no one who knows satoru so well as suguru. they know. they know. they know ( โฆ ) of this something that lingers between them / a creeping rot.
โbut itโs not rot at all, is it ?
โโ ... hah ? โ anotherโs mischief combats the shock splayed across features, a wideness to his eyes. suguruโs nerve endings are alight when satoru speaks with those exacting lips, the slow vibration of his voice. thereโs something within him, pleased and warm at the knowledge that satoru wants him. this terrible tenderness that they hold between them, these hearts that they carry / suguruโs hand loosens, and briefly wraps around satoru's wrist. he can feel the thrum of his heart, fluttering rapidly, like a thousand birds taking flight.
โโ fine. but take those glasses off. they get in the way. โ
league of legends. hailing from ionia, where the metaphysical bleeds into the mundane where the barrier between worlds is at its thinnest ; crumbling beneath noxian war - weariness of the populous, the harmonious balance wanes amidst the creation of powerful azakana within the peoplesโ great sea of emotion.
borne with a powerful spiritual prowess, a predisposition to the otherworld, getล is a skilled demon hunter. act โฑ / no saints under the nerine.
stretched / long ears are apart of buddhist iconography. not just the buddha, but the boddhisatvas, who also attained some form of the enlightenment, are portrayed with pendulous ears. culturally, large ears are interpreted as auspicious, signifying wisdom and compassion. buddha is said to have the ability to hear the sound of the world. he hears the cries of suffering and responds accordingly to ease the suffering.
โdue to his parentsโ close proximity and standing within the religion, suguru has been stretching his ears since his youth.
so ! i have a few variations of suguruโs jjtech / teaching verse but hereโs the default.
act โฑโฑโฑ / what is the death of the body, after all,
compared with the unbearable death of youth ?
age(s) : 27 - present .
โset within post - jjk0, the unseen in - between. canon compliant in divergency.
โ a big thank you to kae / @nvictive for developing this with me !
the night parade of a hundred demons wreaks pandemonium in shinjuku and kyลto. suguru invades jujutsu technical college in an attempt to isolate yลซta and steal the special grade spirit, rika. despite being able to defeat maki, toge, and panda in pitiless bloodshed ; okkotsu rages on. a beam of rikaโs concentrated cursed energy clashes with maximum : uzumaki, creating an explosion in which suguru barely escapes with his life. the entire right side of his torso is singed, cauterized, the limb and extremities destroyed. satoru finds him, but instead of immolation : he takes him, alive, to shลko. forges a deal with the higher ups in order to delay his execution ( for as long as the strongest, gojล satoru lives ) : 'neath his watchful eye. suguru isnโt allowed back into the fold for months, that is, until the arrival of a boy - vessel โฆ condemned to the very same fate as himself.
โ nanako โ mimiko are enrolled, a package deal ; apart of the one made to the higher ups as shamans are in high demand , low supply .
โ while shลko is able mend the flesh that holds him together, regenerating thick muscle / pulsing arteries and bone / blood / marrow , his arm was unrecoverable. eventually, he receives a custom - made prosthetic, empowered and manipulated by cursed energy for movement.
ย ย ย ย ย ย heโs hardly convinced by the steady-growing breaths ; quivering exhales, a gasp preceding them the worst of all, satoruโs heart skips hard & it feels as though his soulโs been punctured again. the arm looped around his partnerโs ribs strains its grip in an impulse reaction to straighten the otherโs frame, just in case [ โฆ ] to catch him before he hits the ground, to pull him closer to himself & share whatever blood has yet to stain before it dries on the dirty white of his uniform shirt. heโs worn the jacket open the whole time, forced to face the pristine / smeared contrast more vividly โโ but red on black doesnโt attest the absence of a massacre, it just delays the fact itโs happened.
ย ย ย ย ย ย hang in there, suguru. youโre the only one i have left in this world. & HE IS JUST AS STRONG, after all ; satoru hasnโt been unwilling to admit it. he knows what itโs like to be all alone at the top. but if thereโs room for another up there, alongside himself, let it be him.
ย ย ย ย ย ย eyes sting at the corners, body still stubborn, determined to outlive the mind-numbing exhaustion. the six eyes, usually so compliant behind pitch-dark lenses now defy his perception to excess until satoru resigns himself & squeezes them shut for one moment too long, walking still, white lashes downcast & damp when he feels a light breeze fluttering in between them. โ sure, but iโm pretty thorough with that kind of thing. donโt say i didnโt warn ya. โ in the same tone, a soft taunt & zero hesitation to help as suguru is so authentically himself in requesting it [ โฆ ] they could tease each other just like this under running water while the bottom of the shower tints at their feet, rinsing wound-turned-scar. he canโt wait to get to the hotel โโ itโs relievingly close from here. [ what i wouldnโt give to just rest with you for now. we can take tomorrow by the horns again. ] gojล then withdraws his hand, wipes that streak across his thumb on his pants, & quietly reaches into his chest pocket.
ย ย ย ย ย ย the mint he takes out is chipped along the edge, but still intact & more than good enough as it is pushed past cracked lips, thumb lingering there. this whole thing didnโt even spare something as trivial as a pack of mints, he notes. but the last thing he wants to do now, when realization seizes him, is laugh.
โHUSHED : the tremor of his heart, ruptures fluidity. a wretched taste still burns on his tongue as they push onward, towards something akin to safety in the distance. an unwritten passage of chills collecting in every faint, painful breath of his within their silent ambiguity. he stretches for more, lifting his gaze from the horizon - line, not too far off now, to turn his attention upon his comrade, and the hand that reaches him is the hand that guides an eroded mint-sprig sweet to his open mouth.
โthe hand lingers, fingertips like gossamer in their softness. suguruโs head tilts gently, with all the poise of a deer observing a peculiarity deep within the world / but his eyes speak of other things, of a cycle that violently pushes itโs way onward. his eyes are lost beneath the lenses, their blueness shadowed and changed by tragedy after tragedy after tragedy . now he is : never - ending / death - defying. on the other hand, suguru is wary and weary and worn. the throes of battle and the weight of grief and the weight of the world, and the weight of satoru, and the weight of them.
โis there a them ?
โwell : isnโt that what this something is ?
โthereโs a helpless laugh that breaks through, and suguru feels revelation take hold in his chest / senseless words finally have meaning to them. satoru dismantles his walls without even trying, with mere, misplaced laughter. a hurried breath forces itself into his lungs, his entire being slanted towards his, begging to be consumed, to lay waste upon all of his suffering. ( for you are precious and sacred to me , how i long to take you away , to shelter you from these unforgiving walls and lead you astray into the woods . )
โโ โฆ thanks, satoru. โ
โhe means to sound firm, dependable, but it comes out more frank. heโs pleading, because itโs gotten difficult to bare alone. the battle had ended an hour ago, but this would be their war in itsโ genesis. it had happened and and now past, yet to enlighten him the aftermath of how now to survive, heal, and rebuild from the remains โฆ โ but whatโs so funny ? โ
logs in 2 do this late sin.day meme y'all are on โฆ suguru's preferences.
INCLINATIONS / HABITS .
is submissive | is dominant | switch | prefers to top | prefers to bottom | likes to switch | identifies as heterosexual | identifies as homosexual | identifies as bisexual | identifies as pansexual | identifies as demisexual | identifies as asexual | enjoys sex with men | enjoys sex with women | enjoys sex with any sex / gender | enjoys sex with aliens | enjoys sex with androids | enjoys sex with monsters | enjoys sex with multiple people at once | initiates | waits for partner to initiate | spits | swallows | prefers sex in the morning | prefers sex at night | will have sex anytime | no sex drive | low sex drive | average sex drive | high sex drive | hypersexual | fluctuating sex drive.
BODY / APPEARANCE .
small build | medium build | athletic build | muscular build | curvy build | voluptuous build | wears boxers | wears briefs | wears lingerie | goes โ commando โ | shaves / waxes | manscapes | doesnโt shave / wax | cup size a โ c | cup size d โ f | 1 โ 5" in length | 6 โ 9โณ in length (it's all abt the girth w/ him. ok.) | 10โ or over in length.
SOUNDS.
is silent / makes little to no sounds | is very quiet | is very loud | grows in volume over time | bites hand / partner / pillow to muffle themselves | calls out partnerโs name | curses | growls | groans/grunts | fakes / exaggerates | prefers a quiet partner | prefers a loud / appropriately vocal partner | prefers a responsive partner | is turned on by dirty talk | is turned off by dirty talk.
TURN ONS / KINKS.
having their hands pinned | pinning their partnerโs hands | having their hair pulled | pulling their partnerโs hair | being watched (by their partner) | being watched (by a third party) | watching their partner | receiving oral | giving oral | calling their partner โ daddy โ | being called โ daddy โ | calling their partner โ mommy โ | being called โ mommy โ | calling their partner โ master โ | being called โ master โ | calling their partner โ mistress โ | being called โ mistress โ | calling their partner โ sir โ | being called โ sir โ | giving praise | receiving praise | biting / marking | being bitten / marked | spanking | being spanked | teasing | being teased | having toys used on them | using toys on their partner | giving anal | receiving anal | choking | being choked | dirty talk | being tied up | tying their partner up | being worshiped | worshiping their partner | humiliating | being humiliated | degrading | being degraded | being pegged | pegging their partner | being edged | edging | age gap | anonymous sex | blood play | breeding | chastity devices | clothed / partially clothed | deep - throating | gun play | intercrural sex | knife play | lingerie | nipple play | orgasm denial | overstimulation | pregnancy | prostate milking | public sex | rimming | roleplay | sadism / masochism | size difference | squirting.
PLACES .
airplane | alleyway | bath | beach | bedroom | boat | bus | car | cathedral / church | cemetery | closet | concert | dressing room | elevator | empty or abandoned building | field | forest | gym | home bathroom | hospital | kitchen | library | movie theatre | museum | ocean / bodies of water | parking lot | planetarium | pool | public bathroom | rooftop | school | sex club | shower | tent | terrace | train | workplace.
my apologies for the radio silence :( work has been kicking my ass and i had to pick up some more shifts this week unexpectedly. v sorry 2 anyone waiting on a reply from me, and thank you for your patience !
my apologies for the radio silence :( work has been kicking my ass and i had to pick up some more shifts this week unexpectedly. v sorry 2 anyone waiting on a reply from me, and thank you for your patience !
