TO A LOST MOMENT.

[eatingjupiterr]

was once @eatingjupiter but lost access to the account and so this is a fresh start. main work : the changing house. if i can get back into that account i will bring it back but it seems unlikely.

[grenadehearts]

URGENT PLEASE READ!!!

hi everyone. i’m coming on here to say that my life has taken a turn for the worst, and i’m currently living in a shed, aka homeless. i’m also jobless. i was living in texas with a full-time job, but unfortunately i wasn’t able to save any money since it was only for a few months and my sister took everything i made. she also allowed her husband to try and hit me, verbally abuse me, and overall treat me very poorly. she forced all of her responsibilities onto me, including caring for her child. because i was so exhausted from working 8–10 hours every day, walking an hour to and from work, and then coming home to clean for the rest of the day, i was eventually kicked out. i’m now back in my home state and struggling once again. i still can’t drive, as i come from an abusive family who never taught me. her husband was supposed to help me learn, but he never did. all they cared about was my money and having me do their jobs for them while they did nothing. i’m trying to explain this situation in a mature way without going into how vile and disgusting they truly are.

right now, i have very limited resources and support, and i’m doing my best to get through each day while also dealing with declining mental health due to everything that’s happened. i’ve struggled with serious mental health issues that have impacted my entire life, and coping with them alongside everything else has made this time especially hard. i’m trying to move forward, but it’s difficult given my circumstances.

with all of that said, my commissions are open. these are emergency commissions so i can somewhat support myself, as finding a job right now is extremely difficult and this is my only source of income.

if you’re able to send anything during this time, it would help more than i can put into words. here is my kofi if you want to send any tips or donations, to support me and my work!

buy me a kofi

prices start at $10 per 1k words. prices are negotiable, but please no lowballs.

i will write for anything, no judgement.

some examples of commissions i do!

oc x canon

oc x oc

character x character

x reader fics

smut, fluff and angst fics

+ many more!

research !

if your fic requires research it’s an additional $10 for every hour of research.

depending on what the research is and or requires it could be less and or free!

WHERE TO FIND MY WORK

masterlist - on my blog aka tumblr

ao3 - strwbrrymochiwow

i’m happy to research any topic or fandom you need!

all finished comms will be sent via pdf through email.

i do reserve the right to deny any commission, though this is very rare.

please be kind and respectful when messaging me, and keep in mind that i’m a person too <3

i accept payment through paypal and venmo. i can also use cash app if needed, though it’s not my preference. if none of those work, i’m open to gift cards (such as amazon), and we can always discuss other options.

i’ve completed many commissions so far and have returning buyers who’ve commissioned me multiple times, so i can assure you that i’m reliable and true to my word. i also tend to finish comms fairly quickly, depending on what’s going on at the moment.

i also write english essays, any essays, and poems ^^

again, i write for anything and any length. thank you so much (anything helps, truly!!)

please boost this!

[grenadehearts]

updated my commission post :) my emergency comms are still open, my prices are cheap ^^

[eatingjupiterr]

OPENING THREE DOLLAR WRITING COMMISSIONS AS I GOT FIRED FROM JOB AND HAVE BILLS TO PAY. I AM APPLYING !!! AND GOT A SINGLE INTERVIEW. SO THIS WIL HELP . here are some examples of my writing : 1/2/3/. JUST SEND ME A PROMPT AND I WILL GET SOMETHING BACK YOU .

[eatingjupiterr]

he runs his fingers down your spine as though each disc were not a bone but a count of prayers waiting to see him in the glory of god.

for @nosebleedclub's prompt rosary - tagging @snickiebear and @smidgen-of-hotboy.

[eatingjupiterr]

what would you guys wanna see more? what would you wanna see less of ? should is share more about all my writings or just stick tot he changing house and a few misc. works?

[eatingjupiterr]

The House brings a coldness to the bed that feels its hands down to his bones.    Pronouncing a  history of trauma  in which it was apparent that he was the faithless god committing adultery with the outside world.  A crime avenged by it coming  atop him, with their legs tangled so that one could not escape without the other. 

Between them was a lengthy tale of  errors .  He had seen the house as a house , not understanding why it punished him for existing.  And it was a house that had seen the divine  in its purpose of watching over him through childhood.  He had seen it as walls , and it had seen him as different from everything else it had stomached. 

And so its  mouth runs down his skin.  Aroused and desperate, biting to undo his body  so it could stuff itself inside.  Palms spread wide to take back the love it had lost. A gentle claim holding his face upward so it could see how time had changed him. 

“ You aren’t as soft as I remember .”    Its fingers trace his face , slow and deliberate as to map him back to what he was before. “ It's all still there but it lacks the innocence .”  The House’s voice drops to a whisper  fearing that all that was left between them was the pain .  

“ We all change in some-way or another. Did you not change when you thought I was in love with someone else?  Were you not greedy, taking almost everything I was ?” Kabir keeps even toned - not wanting to stir any more negativity between them.    “  Did you not almost …..”  The last word dies upon his tongue.  He had seen The House’s madness. The manner in which it turned and tossed him about - jumbling nerves  to make a petrified child out of a man.  And he decides to play the fool , just until he could find away to kill the house.

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A ROUGH , UNEDITED SNIPPET OF THE CHANGING HOUSE - AS A CHALLENGE TO WRITE MORE OFTEN. TAGLIT : @snickiebear AND @smidgen-of-hotboy ASKED TO BE ADDED OR REMOVED.

[eatingjupiterr]

for @nosebleedclub 's prompt - i adore you / transcript here . @smidgen-of-hotboy and @snickiebear ask to be tagged or removed.

[eatingjupiterr]

WRITETOBER PROMPTS ( THREE DAYS LATE SORRY ) / TAG @jupiterinheat . its a side-blog i am setting up for these :D

[eatingjupiterr]

fatigue sits on the man like a drunk at the corner of the street. wide and ugly , it sums up a line of bad choices prepared to run away with hope. the story is like this - man trusts the prophet , thinks it a rather comfortable place to be. and so he puts his business out in favor of her. deals out cars , for prayers , and a connection with a new god. but the prophet had lied and used his skin to hide a collection of mismanaged profits. the cars were pawns in a game of cops and robbers three people died , and another in hospital that ties him to automobiles . and so he is here broken and badgered, without any god , and a fraud that still lives in his heart.

for @nosebleedclub's prompt "used" car-salesman . @snickiebear @smidgen-of-hotboy ask to be tagged or removed.

[eatingjupiterr]

  — found poetry for @nosebleedclub prompt broken down. taglist : @smidgen-of-hotboy and @snickiebear. asked to be added or removed.

[eatingjupiterr]

THEIR SWEAT SLICKED BODIES GLISTEN IN THE SUN LIKE THE DIVINE OVER WORSHIP. STAGING  A VOLLEY OF BACK-HANDED PLAYS TO STOMACH LOVE FOR A LOOSE TONGUE DOES OFTEN BURN. AND YET  THEY RUSH ABOUT.  BLURRING THE SELF UNDER GUTTURAL EXCHANGES . SEEKING SUBMISSION FROM THE OTHER TO SILENCE THEIR NEED OF FLAGELLATION  . WITH BLISTERED HANDS REACHING FOR LION HEADS TO BED THEIR VICES. A GROWTH OF DEATH SETS ON THE COURT OF THUNDER BLUDGEONING MAN INTO COMPARTMENTS OF RAGE .

FOR @nosebleedclub PROMPT : TENNIS COURT. /. @snickiebear AND @smidgen-of-hotboy ASK TO BE TAGGED OR REMOVED.

[eatingjupiterr]

THEIR SWEAT SLICKED BODIES GLISTEN IN THE SUN LIKE THE DIVINE OVER WORSHIP. STAGING  A VOLLEY OF BACK-HANDED PLAYS TO STOMACH LOVE FOR A LOOSE TONGUE DOES OFTEN BURN. AND YET  THEY RUSH ABOUT.  BLURRING THE SELF UNDER GUTTURAL EXCHANGES . SEEKING SUBMISSION FROM THE OTHER TO SILENCE THEIR NEED OF FLAGELLATION  . WITH BLISTERED HANDS REACHING FOR LION HEADS TO BED THEIR VICES. A GROWTH OF DEATH SETS ON THE COURT OF THUNDER BLUDGEONING MAN INTO COMPARTMENTS OF RAGE .

FOR @nosebleedclub PROMPT : TENNIS COURT. /. @snickiebear AND @smidgen-of-hotboy ASK TO BE TAGGED OR REMOVED.

[eatingjupiterr]

the old cabin keeps a god alive . gives it a home , and a mouth with a ramshackle tongue speaking a dead language in service of it. and they bleed into each other - held together by a pipe dream time could not take from their souls. a body of a lover they shared and killed so that he would remain theirs alone.

for @nosebleedclub prompt chapel , tagging : @smidgen-of-hotboy @snickiebear ask to be added or removed.

[eatingjupiterr]

the house grows another mile inside- making rooms with ugly functions meaning to catch the boy. it believes it a kindness , a tenderhearted attempt to make right what the world had taken. but what does a house know of love .

the first is a dressing room lined up with fine clothes and many hands . with fingers teething on the possibility of a feast. and the hands are all different sizes, - some to fit around the waist , other's down the throat and many to hold him down. for a god is nothing if not worshiped.

the house had remembered how the boy liked to be. immaculate and beloved - the good son shining out the sun. therefore he made it all to the boy's measurements . his like of fabric turned into totems of devotion . and thus the dressing room connected the mouth to the throat. to long nights made between desire and need. an act of creation that would set the stage ablaze. and so the house fancies a playdate - it makes a castle out of dreams and sets the dressing room as a start to the boy's return to paradise from the filth of the outside.

FOR NOSEBLEEDCLUB'S PROMPT - FRIENDLY GESTURE.