Empty
Am i the only one who feels empty? Empty because whatever you feel is doing right is wrong , the deepest thing you believe in is hated by many. When you paint vivid pictures of what you want over and over it pains you in a way that is more emotional then physical . but when your voice goes unheard , tears shed...emotional turns physical , weight lost , dark eyes gained . and your heart numb , no feeling. when feeling nothing feels. when missing nothing to help you coupe . can you be high , off life not a substance . that thing that makes you happy breaks your heart numerous times but rather a broken heart then lonely . attached to the soul , the hip is too distant for what you feel. but like i said what is feel , and the only way to tell if its real is betrayal . but why do we have to wait till then but even when we are blind . because we are so weak ...we hold on tough . we brag about being walked on and unappreciated . when you speak up its you or another sorry ass excuse . cowardly . we call them . fear of being wrong . cry as you listen to your favorite love song .beat yourself up over someone else who can't seem to satisfy you ? but selfish when you satisfy yourself enough to leave . why do we love to be mistreated . why do we cherish the ones who don't cherish us enough? why mistreat OURselves ? how much can love heal , because i am sitting here with a broken heart that is ready to kill . whi's heart can i steal? for real.
