FALL // FLY

"you shouldn't trust the storyteller," indie, selective, 21+ multimuse ECLIPSECROWNED feat. CANON & ORIGINAL muses from MYTHOLOGY, COMICS, VIDEO GAMES, LITERATURE, PODCASTS, & ANIME, and FANDOMLESS CHARACTERS. read RULES before interacting. penned by KADIAN. "only trust the story."

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UPDATE: Grief hiatus. Don't know when I will return. Don't hold up.

indie. selective. mutually exclusive. MULTIFANDOM MULTIMUSE. media represented includes literature, mythology, comics, video games, podcasts, manga, western animation, film, dungeons and dragons, television, and miscellaneous musical concepts. canons + ocs featured.  pan-fandom. est. 2022. penned by kadian.

rules. / (temporary) muse page. /askbox. / interest checker

AFFILIATES:@luxsclaris / @teardownheaven / @cuileandorcha​​ / @versin-surfin​ / @withinycu​

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things my ocs have been tagged in on server, the gharial edition + poll. long post.

Based on this character overview, your muse would like to [x] Gharial.

Adopt

Avoid

Befriend

Fight

Fix

Fuck

Humble

Kill

Kiss

Marry

Send back to therapy

Remaining time: 5 hours 59 minutes

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things my ocs have been tagged in on server, the gharial edition + poll. long post.

Based on this character overview, your muse would like to [x] Gharial.

Adopt

Avoid

Befriend

Fight

Fix

Fuck

Humble

Kill

Kiss

Marry

Send back to therapy

Remaining time: 5 hours 59 minutes

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not liking a genre as a general rule then i keep catching it at the worst angles every time i try to confront my own biases.

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top server moments is squad talking about their experiences with certain in universe hormone concoctions and carm mentioning she gets an extra twelve inches out of it. given how gharial shoots up from 6'2" to 7' even on hormones, people expect carm to likewise go from 5' even to a more respectable 6'.

other characters clarify he only scrapes 5'3". where did the other 9 inches go?

....

where did the other 9 inches go?

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🏳️‍🌈 + carmille // @escapedartgeek

Send 🏳️‍🌈 + A muse to get a headcanon about a facet of their queer identity

Carmille's gender is queer. She goes no deeper into labels than that. In practice, she's femme, but not a woman, fluid, but never fully settling into an identity. Having been mentored in her youth by the absolutely gender icon of the series, and having begged this mentor to modify her physicality to deal with dysphoria at 20, it should be no surprise she's laughing in the face of prosaic definition. She was born a girl, and grew up into something altogether different and marvelous.

Her presentation is likewise less clockable as any one definition as much as it is a tableau of her other identities. Dark, muted colors like the standard of her family, long coats and tall boots from childhood hero worship of a brother, tight leathers to flaunt what she has, high necklines with ruffled cravat over a completely flat chest. Long raven hair because that was her mother's pride, a severe and sharp face whose amicable expressions soften the hard angles, cosmetics that are more theatrical than practical or traditionally feminine. You really get the sense that her appearance is as much a performance as any other part of her -- and you'd be like.

She's also played with hormones in-universe to hop between extremes of the binary, from female body to male -- though admittedly, little changes between the two. Three extra inches and a firmer jawline is about all he gains that most will see, and what they don't see is between him and his lovers.

I think there's also a lot to be said for Carmille's failure to thrive and the impact this has on identity and how they are perceived. She is so itty and so bitty jokes aside, she will always register as a certain feminine archetype due to being so petite and delicate looking. It's something she's somewhat at war with in the sense that she loves her body, but hates how it is defined by others in its limitations.

[kittyhelpsstuff]

Send 🏳️‍🌈 + A muse to get a headcanon about a facet of their queer identity

Could be their orientation, gander identity, how involved they are in their community, if they're poly, or a lot of other things

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i. hate. sanding details.

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after a deluge of friends, moots, and some anons questioning about birthday wishlists/etc for next month, i made one. options from 3.50 before taxes/shipping up to a few bigger ticket items for some irl relatives asking what my gay ass prefers because having one list for everyone is just easier. i also included non-amazon options, though a few are mixed in. i also accept well wishes on day of (june 29), because it's not about the gifts, it's about the community n friends i made along the way :3

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first time trying to restore vintage hardware friends let us pray

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shayla, aya, and calico, only children, slow blinking at whatever shitshow their crewmates have going on and muttering 'tragic' and moving on.

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also the odd repeating motif of 'brother' throughout some of the major player ocs.

gharial who felt a hollow spot in her being all her life. the place something vital was ripped out before she knew it existed. and he's the end of her childhood and the start of the adventure and she'd give anything for him that he accomplished what she couldn't in freeing their father. but he's also the sun and he scorches her, the laughter in the face of her rage, the beloved to her never belonged. it's complicated, the serpent and the crocodile twining around each other, are they embracing or are they trying to kill? god split her and her brother wrong in the womb. he got kindness, and (she) got longing. he got complacence, and (she) got ambition.

carmille who was never really meant to have a relationship with her older brother. thirteen years, different mothers, he left to pursue his own fate when she was almost too young to remember him, and most of what she recalls is their father separating them from bickering. but he was the last pirate left in the family as she came of age, and when her living situation became untenable, she thought he would understand. he doesn't. he doesn't understand anything but his own strengths and ambitions and ennui. she played the part of silent sentinel and attendant as he carved greater infamy into the family name. even if it wasn't good for her, it was great for him, and she was proud of all he accomplished -- until he threw it away to be a dog of the navy. the parting was acrimonious. their dealings in her adulthood are purely pragmatic on her part. she still begged her leader for her brother's life when the military comes crashing down. he's still in the shadows of her performances. if you love me, it is not in a language i speak, but it's spoken all the same.

oriana who had nothing but her brother, her little brother, a year behind, a world away. the servant girl and the cossetted heir. he lost the soul that was supposed to be at his side, but he still had a sibling in her. a childhood spent seeing her only as his ana, trying to bring her into the world he thought she deserved, a place where they were equals and confidants and like the other siblings he saw in society. a young man speaking freely of when he rules the family, when he breaks her bondage, when he takes over from their father. the only love she had for so long, and their father saw it as distraction, a sickness to be cut out. they haven't seen each other since she was 18 years old. her brother still prays for her, wherever she ended up, that she at least broke her chains. she mourns that her crusade and his, tradition versus liberation, are so at odds that he'll just be another opened throat during judgment day. but they are still brother and sister. nothing can take that from them. not even the war.

and then there's dulcinea, who was taken so tiny she doesn't even know there was a brother to miss, a family that would have loved her. she only had an imaginary friend who tended to her wounds and wore a funny coat. then the reality arrives during the worst span of her life, easing her in to truths she thinks are the delusions of an enemy. it's just that she can't help loving him. she thinks he's as lonely as she is, maybe more. she doesn't want anyone to feel that way, even if she does think he's cracked. she's the north star and the sunshine to a waning moon of a man that keeps getting beaten down and has since childhood, and the trade off is she finally feels safe -- even if she still wonders whether any of it is true or not. it doesn't matter. the man she's blood related to made her so unsafe. she can't choose her father, but she can choose a brother, right? she can follow what feels right instead of what the world forced on her. all she has to do is love him, and help him, and not worry about anything else.

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love when unrelated plots just throw open the gates of characters realizing some things that will ultimately serve their development, but wow is it going to suck for them to get through it.

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rotates the ocs. hm.

[marisswaggerton]

”fatherless behavior” actually he was there and that’s quite literally the whole problem

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after a deluge of friends, moots, and some anons questioning about birthday wishlists/etc for next month, i made one. options from 3.50 before taxes/shipping up to a few bigger ticket items for some irl relatives asking what my gay ass prefers because having one list for everyone is just easier. i also included non-amazon options, though a few are mixed in. i also accept well wishes on day of (june 29), because it's not about the gifts, it's about the community n friends i made along the way :3

[eclipsecrowned]

after a deluge of friends, moots, and some anons questioning about birthday wishlists/etc for next month, i made one. options from 3.50 before taxes/shipping up to a few bigger ticket items for some irl relatives asking what my gay ass prefers because having one list for everyone is just easier. i also included non-amazon options, though a few are mixed in. i also accept well wishes on day of (june 29), because it's not about the gifts, it's about the community n friends i made along the way :3