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a little update on how my past life died

Just updating this post...

Right now, everything is completely fucked. I feel absolutely nothing inside—zero emotions, zero feelings toward anything, just pain, hatred, and suffering. My personalities are shifting, and honestly, so much fucked-up shit is happening that it’d take forever to explain it so you’d actually get it.

My past life is dead, and there’s no bringing it back.

And I’ve been living in this hell for so long now... even though I never could have imagined in my wildest dreams that this could happen to me. SERIOUSLY, CAN YOU EVEN BELIEVE THAT I’VE BEEN DOING METH, MEPHEDRONE, AND SOMETIMES KETAMINE EVERY SINGLE DAY FOR THREE FUCKING MONTHS STRAIGHT, WITHOUT A SINGLE DAY OFF! The euphoria and the romanticization of drugs died out a long time ago, and... I’ll stop here. If anyone actually gives a fuck about reading this and wants to hear the rest, let me know