Divyanshi Jain

18 | she/her | India

[ectasylacquer]

I want to love myself in every shade of me. I want to love me in the dark. I want to love me in the light. I want to love me in the public and also when i’m all alone. I want to love all my shades, being it dark, darker or even darkest. I want to explore myself. I want to figure out my desires. As a teen, i used to underestimate my existence alot. That was a phase and it’s gone. Now, i not only want to exist but live. Honey, life is as beautiful as a rose but roses don’t exist without thorns. To get a flower, you gotta bear the thorns too. Face those thorns and you will bloom like a rose. Caress yourself. You’re beautiful. You’re just “love yourself” away from being perfect. P.s. : I always wanted a picture of me in retro filter.

[ectasylacquer]

Everytime i think ‘bout you, i bite my lips outside and drool my tongue inside. The water inside my mouth goes deep down through the throat till it reaches my voicebox and don’t lemme utter a word ‘cause my hypothalamus says it all. It says that it wants you. Badlyyy. Desperately.

[ectasylacquer]

You know it’s them, when they feel like home to you, when you’re just you in front of them, when you’re not scared to unveil your true self to them and when you feel safe when they are around. You know it’s them and no one else.

[onlinecounsellingcollege]

“Don’t judge me unless you have looked through my eyes, experienced what I have, and cried as many tears as me. Until then back-off, cause you have no idea.”

— Nishan Panwar

[ectasylacquer]

[ectasylacquer]

it’s better to not to let things go so far that you won’t be able catch them afterwards.

[alicjan-me]

I want you to experience love as you have never had experience it before with an ecstasy of passion and desire with the dedication and devotion that only I can give you.

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[alicjan-me]

“Behind my romanticism lies a primitive woman with primitive hungers.”

— Anaïs Nin, from The Diary of Anaïs Nin, Volume IV (1944-1947)

[alicjan-me]

“There are two basic motivating forces: fear and love. When we are afraid, we pull back from life. When we are in love, we open to all that life has to offer with passion, excitement, and acceptance. We need to learn to love ourselves first, in all our glory and our imperfections. If we cannot love ourselves, we cannot fully open to our ability to love others or our potential to create. Evolution and all hopes for a better world rest in the fearlessness and open-hearted vision of people who embrace life.”

— John Lennon

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[ectasylacquer]

A message for my love : When simon in ‘Bridgerton’ said “i burn for you”, i felt it for you.

[ectasylacquer]

How overthinking works :

A friend of yours posts something on their story and you gon’ assume that it’s somehow targeted at you and you will start relating yourself to it and that’s how you end up overthinking. You might retaliate against them or try to give them a really befitting reply. If the person replies back to you calmly, then you’re gonna assume that they are ignoring you and that they don’t consider you worthy of their replies. If they reply back rudely, you gon’ make up your mind that the post was surely targeted to you. STOP OVERTHINKING :)

[lifeafterpsychiatry]

Thought on people of any gender not shaving? Society puts so much pressure to do it but I don't want to.

If a man can be clean with hairy legs and arm pits, so can a woman and everyone else. The societal pressure to shave makes no sense cause if it really was gross and unhygienic not to do so, the pressure would be equally directed at everyone. But it's not - and it makes zero logical sense that a man can be considered clean with hairy legs while a woman can't. So I think the whole thing is hypocritical bullshit and I support people of all genders who don't shave. I mean shaving is not actually about hygiene, it's about conforming to unrealistic beauty standards - and fuck that!

[lifeafterpsychiatry]

thank you so much for consistently sticking up for people with personality disorders. i'm a narcissist and it's really frustrating to see the endless hatred and misunderstanding, even from people with other "scary" mental illnesses. you actually understand that just because your mental illness makes it harder to avoid or recognize toxic behaviors, doesn't mean you're automatically abusive. it can be easy to forget that trying still matters when people tell you you're evil no matter what.

As a schizophrenic, it's important to me to stand up for and support other people with stigmatized mental illnesses - and I will never support anyone who demonizes fellow mentally ill people. It makes me angry how people with certain personality disorders are being treated even within mental illness related communities and I will never support that kind of bigotry.

[blinkk-twicee-deactivated202010]

It’s not my responsibility to rebuild a bond I didn’t break.

[iamanunusuallady]

The editing of this video is PHENOMENAL!!!!! No words!!! 👏🏼👏🏼👏🏼❤️😍. Just like that, I’m falling in love with their love story , all over again, for the 100th time probably! ❤️

[aniketadeptinmacabre-deactivate]

A Ghost With No Home

A goodbye lost in words, in people long gone.

I’m a lonely night at the train station waiting for someone.

In passing trees and memories, I leave myself behind.

The ghosts of my past are gazing at me but here I stand blind.

© Aniket More