1. God loves me and He won't let me burn because I disappointed Him aka nothing will ever separate me from the love of God. I learned this after an ordeal I had. I felt like I had disappointed God and the people around me. So often, after I felt like I've disappointed God, I think He removes His hand from me. That night, as I went home, God provided in a way that reminded me that He loves me always. He reminded me that no disappointment will ever separate me from His love and protection. 2. I don't know God aka the fire is never blazing. If there's one thing I hate, it's going around in circles. I have done that so many times in 2016 regarding my relationship with God. One day I'm burning and if you're not burning with me, too bad... The next I'm cold and I can't even open my Bible. Cycle repeats. Going in circles. *cringe* The moments in which I find myself being cold is when I think the fire is hot and blazing and I'm going to be a missionary in Afghanistan, then I relax and then the fire dies down. As it should. If I don't fan it, it will die. I can never "rest" in my pursuit of God. I will never know Him. The fire will never suffice. 3. He. Answers. My. Prayers. (so be careful what you pray for because you just might get it). "God! I can't believe You did this, I only prayed once and even then I wasn't concentrating!" Ha! God answered a bunch of my prayers in 2016! I trust Him to know that He hears me. Even those super short prayers or the ones that don't make it to the prayer list, He has answered. 4. He gave me the desires. I used to think the things I want came from my own head (and sometimes they do). But there are those things which I am so passionate about.. Jesus just showed me one day that, "You want it so much because it's my desire in you." Aaaaaaaahhhhj!!!!! I want what He wants!! 5. He bottled up my tears. (Psalm 56:8) This came as such a relief to me. He knows ALL the times I cried and vengeance is His. I'm at peace. 6. He talks back. It's not always a booming voice out of the clouds on a sunny day, but I've heard God. I've asked questions and said silly things and He's spoken to me. He's reassured me and I cling to those words for life. 7. He only comes as far as I let Him. God is a gentleman. It is up to you. Whether you don't let Him in because you're afraid or you don't have time.... Ultimately, the decision is yours. 8. What He has is big. His heart is big. His plans are big. I serve a very big God-o, who's always by my side, by my side. *singing* 9. He gave me jars of oil. This is gold, okay.. It deserves its own post. Remind me. 10. He loves my hair and my voice and my toes. Just a few things I've been insecure about in the past, God literally reminds me He loves them. He made me and there's no flaw in His creation. 11. He's interested in me. One night I was moaning and feeling sorry for myself and wondering if anyone would be interested in me (this is why I don't like staying up too late, my thoughts are insane). I heard God literally say, "I'm interested in you." If I could roll off the bed and melt into a puddle of gloop I would have. So, God is interested in You. What do you have to say? 12. He wants my heart. My prayer as I serve is always, " Lord, may You be glorified by my talents. Let everything I do bring You glory." I was worshipping one night and I imagined the glory going up to heaven, but it was so little. I thought to myself, this is so little and God already has glory. He has riches, He has everything! What will I ever give Him in my all? My heart. He wants my heart. Not part of it, not what's left after everyone has taken their share. He. Wants. It. All. 13. Sometimes He just want me to sit at His feet. This happened when I was just so busy doing "God's work" that I didn't have time for the King. In what looked like a curse and a set back at that time, God reminded me where His feet are at and I went, head down and took Him in and He is glorious.. But again, the fire is never enough so I will be sure to stop once in a while and take Him in. 14. He guides me and I'm not insane. So many times I have asked myself if I am out of my mind for wanting the things I do and pursuing the life I am. Number 4, He puts the desires in me, He guides me and once in a while He shows me I'm not completely mad! 15. He is in His Word. He literally lives there. (Hebrews 4:11) I have been going around reading the Bible wrong all these years. I looked at it as a book, a wonderful book that is.. But never as The Living Word. The Bible is active, God is in it and He speaks through it. It is always the same, it never changes, but it is alive and it is sharp. 16. He is good, that is who He is, that is who He is, that is who He is. Lee Burns said this when he spoke at our church last year and it stuck with me. I sing the song, I know the words but do I understand them? He is good. I've read passages in the Bible that say God is good and I've wondered why they don't use words like 'great' or 'wonderful' or 'huge'. The Bible does use those words, as well as the word GOOD. Sometimes simplicity is key, sometimes simplicity is good. God is good. Just think about that for a moment. Good. I actually didn't think I could make it to 16! There are so many things I learned about God this past year. Bless.