SOME PLACE WARM I COULD NOT ESCAPE.

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[edwardsallow]

Guess who’s doing writing commissions!

So I moved to the top percentile of most expensive cities in the US unexpectedly, and find myself doing the squidward spare change gif 24/7. As such, I’m now doing writing commissions! Some finished works are up on my ao3 if you’d like to sample them: fandoms I’m already familiar with include Outlast, Far Cry, Fallout, TF2, IASIP, Star Wars, the Yakuza Franchise, Red Dead Redemption, Grand Theft Auto, Dragon Ball, The Tolkeinverse and other such works.

Drabbles (between 500-1000) – $15

Between 1000-1500 – $20

Between 1500-2000 - $25

Between 2000-2500 – $35

Between 2500-3000 - $45

3000 and above – $55 and so on

I am willing to write NSFW, gore, whump and other such taboos. I’ll also write for fandoms I’m not apart of if asked, but I will request extra time to get acquainted with the franchise in those cases. I reserve the right to turn down commissions, though I’ll try to be polite about it. DM me on any of my accounts for info.

[edwardsallow]

I don’t think Caesar’s misogyny comes from repressed self-hating queerness but I do think Caesar’s pathological need to physically and psychologically dominate younger more virile men comes from repressed self-hating queerness

[edwardsallow]

One day someone’s gonna write a paper on this site’s anti transfem crowd and their devotion to perpetuating homophobic sexual harassment on a widespread scale while also turning out to have wafer thin skin when that behavior gets reflected back at them as a direct & entirely predictable result of the behavior they were previously proud of

[edwardsallow]

Part of Clarice’s older brother Paul’s plotline was that at one point the NCR institutionalized him. He really should’ve been in a jail cell but he provided military police with information so he got a cushier punishment. And while blasted out of his mind on pacifying medication - more than the usual dose because he was a big fucker - in an art therapy class, Paul did a portrait of President Tandi with a fleshy, pulsating red passage where her face should’ve been, somewhere between an ear canal and a menstruating cavity, ala Genevieve Figgis’ portrait of Queen Elizabeth in Drippy Drippy Do. (This is privately a reference to that time Paul killed his mother by caving her head in, but that’s not common knowledge.) In and of itself it’s not particularly noteworthy but part of me wonders if, after the Legion’s rise to power, that portrait ended up in a museum or something, rendered politically relevant by the things Paul’s nephew was responsible for.

[dotssu3]

fat ass boone ina crop top 😂

[micahulrichdraws]

Just girly things. Work in progress. ❤️

[sandmandaddy69]

[dailyrothko]

Mark Rothko Seagram Mural Sketch, 1958 oil and acrylic on canvas Gift of The Mark Rothko Foundation, Inc. 183.1 x 152.6 cm (72 1/16 x 60 1/16 in.) © 1998 Kate Rothko Prizel and Christopher Rothko

[micahulrichdraws]

A girl’s best friend. Work in progress! ❤️

[ymabdarogan]

One of the hardest takeaways from childcare for me was that all your worst fears about what men would do to women without consequences are being enacted right now, by adult women unto they little boys they serve as “guardians” for (this being parents teachers all of them,) completely casually, with zero legal or social repercussions, or even awareness by the perpetrators that they’re serially violating their own supposed beliefs about bodily autonomy and human rights. Idk how I’m supposed to feel about that! How to express what it did to my relationship with women as a whole! Does it piss me off? Sure. Does it reduce my faith in the goodness of humanity, at least the portions of it you’d expect to possess decency, my belief that any woman is truly genuine in her beliefs absent her own self interest? Yeah, that too. Keep that in mind when you interact with me, if you care to.

[fairycosmos]

you have GOT to get over god abandoning you when you were 2 like its not even uncommon

[edwardsallow]

Weird how Edward has a Freudian excuse and Joshua doesn’t. You’d think it would be the opposite, right? Joshua is supposed to be more likable than Edward and I don’t think we’re meant to infer Edward was expressly coercing Joshua into anything. In that way, Joshua has the characteristics he needs to for his environment. Where did this preexisting appetite for atrocity come from? If you asked me I’d say “Mormonism,” being spoon fed religiously tinted national propaganda featuring snuff film violence like Laura Loomer when she was a kid. But I don’t know if the writers wanted us to think that, they’re pretty forgiving about the dark side of Mormon culture ingame. In that sense, you can see a glimmer of the rest of Honest Hearts’ cast of characters’ emotional & social characterization - barebones if not nonexistent - in Joshua’s emotional & social characterization. He just has the features he needs to have, in this case lifelong sustained bloodlust. If he were from the NCR, like Edward, you could chalk it up to neoliberal culture. What is New Canaan’s culture? They forgave a war criminal. It seems we’re supposed to admire that.

[weepingwidar]

Johannes Seluga (German, 1998) - Der Tierbändiger (The Animal Tamer) (2023)

[tinytorchlight]

really good boone i drew 5 years ago

[schweddy-balls]

*getting raped* Hey whats the big idea

[edwardsallow]

Legion soldiers live in their gendered expectations but Legion priestesses subvert them. Legion priestesses are getting married to god so most men can’t have sex with them. Legion priestesses raise and deliver babies but largely don’t birth them themselves - at least, giving birth isn’t an integral part of their groups public identity, the way it is for the wife class. Part of me wonders if they receive hysterectomies upon induction, or if women who’ve reached menopause or are otherwise rendered infertile (potentially by pregnancy) are singled out for priesthood. In a broader ideological sense, the priestesses keep the male soldier-slaves perpetually emasculated by emphasizing how their social status is lumped together with the female slaves, representing a status of post-body existence that is cut off to them.

[random-brushstrokes]

Ljubo Babić - The Widows (1912)