i've found my place

edyn gerda westergaard 19. the better twin. college student at yale. youtube personality.sometimes i am the luckiest girl in the world. I have one mother (anna), one father (hans) and a dad (kristoff) who helped raise me as his own. disneykids rp

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don't really care who you are | chapin and hans

Chapin was fuming--she had never once in her life been this cross with her dad but then again, she had never been snapped at by him nor had been grounded at his word. 

He was her dad, yes, he raised her since birth and taught her how to be a person. This was over the line in her opinion. Although Kristoff probably did have every right and Chae had been  bit out of line with insult and use of language. 

Against Anna's house and online safety rules, Chae had created an account on a free online dating site. Somehow this was found out about but not the exact reason for being grounded--it was part of it. 

"So? Mom, like, honestly!  You never ever let me do ANYTHING and just because you were stupid enough to fuck  a complete stranger who turned out to be a complete liar within the first few hours you met him doesn't mean I will!"

Anna had been shocked, stunned, in tears. She had just looked at her daughter with these disappointed eyes and walked away which was when Kristoff gave the punishment. 

The text to Hans was sent three hours after being sent to bed at 7:30pm only because Chapin managed to get her cellphone from her dad's night table without him knowing.  

She walked the four miles, which took a quick  hour and ten minutes. The dark did bother her and she was the kind of person that did tend to become lost easily but not this time.  

Tired but emotionally stimulated, Chae looked at her phone. Hopefully her father would be awake now that it was past midnight. Without a second thought, she rang the doorbell. 

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don't really care who you are | chapin and hans

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  Hans sighed as he headed into the living room, knowing she’d follow him. He was about to sit down when she started speaking again. He looked at her, frowning a little as he felt the guilt churning in his stomach. It wasn’t his fault though, he couldn’t help when happened. That didn’t mean he didn’t feel guilty though. He walked over to her, pulling her into a hug. “I’m so sorry,” He murmured quietly.

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She didn't want to leave that hug, she couldn't. Chapin wanted as much time with him before Anna and her dad would make he come home. Even if she weren't legally obligated, she knew she wouldn't have a choice.

"I mean, maybe I did say something pretty bad but it was the truth and I feel terrible for what I said and I hate that it was the truth." She still didn't pull away. "I joined this site--like to meet guys and mom got really upset and I called her out for doing what she did with you when only knowing you for a day and, like, that you didn't really love her and had evil intentions and I said just because she was stupid for doing all that doesn't mean I would. And I hate it because I not only insulted mom but you and I just wish you loved each other and we were a family."

[just-a-gem-deactivated20141228]

  I saw- he was, in high school- I saw him and I- I need my medicine but I didn’t- didn’t bring it with me!

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Slow down! I have no idea what you are talking about!

Do you want me to go get my mom?

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just-a-gem:

Gem? What’s wrong?! Do you need me to get my mom?

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I- I just…please, I feel so…bad…Chae, I just- I…

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Tell me what happened!

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Of course it is. It’s a ball of fluff and love.

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Where did you get him??

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Please, please get me out…out… Please, please…

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Gem? What's wrong?! Do you need me to get my mom?

[shyness-music-pixiedust]

So what have I missed? Avoiding the world for a while to write music now seems like a bad idea! I am exhausted. 

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You need the world to be inspired! Don't you? Or me. You need me for inspiration. Not me as in the source--I mean as someone to tell you when you are uh not so great? Which I don't think would be any help.

[conor-williams]

  We’ll get to the bottom of it, we always do. So it sounds like I’ll have to come stay over. Think you can put up with me for three days?

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Of course I can. By the way, you know those black shiny shoes you like so much? They're missing from your room. I went in there to find Opal a few days ago.

[conor-williams]

It was really that bad was it? Sorry sis you know how I am.. I would probably forget my head if it wasn't stuck on. So how is my favourite twin?

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Mom was pretty mad. She's been acting kind of strange lately.

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I found this puppy outside of work today. Anyone need a new cuddle buddy?

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[conor-williams]

Work has been hectic and my love life has nothing new happening… Sometimes I just dress up and laugh at myself.

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Maybe not your love life but your social life may change.

Documented mom quotes.

Monday at 11am: Where is your brother?

Monday at 11:30am: I'm going to find him and kill him.

Monday at 11:35am: Chapin, have you seen your brother?

And you get that. On to Tuesday morning.

7am mom comes into my room and wakes me up: Chapin why is your brother not picking up his phone I am going to rip his [content removed for language] tongue out and take  [content removed for language] away   his  [content removed for language] car.

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don't really care who you are | chapin and hans

[hansofnewyork]

  Hans sighed as he rubbed her back slowly. He wasn’t good with emotional people. He’d always been taught that emotions shouldn’t be shared. It was just how his family operated. He kept his arms around Chapin though.

Hans raised an eyebrow when she said that and let go, moving to shut the door. “As much as I hate to say this,” He sighed, “Kristoff as halfway raised you. Your mother has deemed him your dad, so yes, he can, Chap.”

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"But I don't have to listen to him," Chapin said walked down the entrance hall and turning around to look at Hans. "And I can stay here and mom can't make me go back. I mean, you're not kidnapping me. You have custody and, and I'm eighteen so I can't be labeled a run away."

Chae shrugged, crossing her arms. "It's not fair! I want to live with you--all the time. Like, I know how most of my siblings are like really all over the place but," she began to cry again. "It's not fair that Opal is so close with him. With her dad. It's not the same when I'm around him, there isn't that connection. But he's not you and, and I never had any of that with you." Now Chapin didn't even want to look at Hans. "I never had that dad-daughter or father-daughter bond any of the others had." 

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know the feeling | chapin and nadia

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"Eight?" Nady feigned a shocked look and checked her necklace watch.

"Sweetcakes, I hate to tell you, but it’s 12:41! Be prepared to face the wrath of basically everybody!" she half-joked.

Nadia resisted the urge to smirk. Bingo, a rich kid who was trusting and caring. Just the type of connection Nadia liked to keep handy. "She or he must mean a lot to you," she replied with a sweet smile. Ash and Nadia weren’t the type of best friends to shop to the point of spending all of their money on each other, so she wondered what it was like to have someone paying for her every desire. She reckoned it was probably very pleasant.

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Chapin's mouth dropped so quick lily it was almost cartoonish. "No, no it can't be--I--I," she gasped, really now talking to herself. "They are going to locked me in my room forever! Forever I tell you!" She spun around and looked at the girl. "I think the best bet will be my father. He hates my dad and I don't even know, he has to stand my momma so, so yeah and my dad can get as mad at him as he wants but it's really up to my father and, and I'm supposed to start living with him for the rest of this month in a day so. So, so we're all set right?"

But thinking about how hurt Anna would be, how much blame she would put on herself Anna began to think. "But, unless you kidnapped me." Chae nodded. "Or maybe not you, oh no, not you nobody would believe you. But if we can make it look like--wait, you're not an officer are you?" 

Without bend invited or without a thought Chapin let herself into the passenger side of Nadia's car. "Chapin Gerda Weastergaard usually called Chae, daughter of Princes Hans Westergaard of the Southern Isle and Anna Bjorgman formerly of Arendelle, step daughter to Kristoff Bjogrman. See, now you know me. I don't really care who you are so let's go somewhere."

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You are literally the most terrible human being in the world.

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*giggles* I didn’t do anything, Chae! What are you talking about?

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What was that for?

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Hey! Guess what!

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  Yeah, they are! Do you play? I didn’t know.

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Yep. I got one when I was six after finishing a round of chemo. 

I always played. My dad  taught me.

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Hey! Guess what!

I just got a new guitar! I am so freaking excited! I’m gonna scream now…so close your ears or something.

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Guitars are awesome!!!!!!!