Expressions of Eesha

Aware of Always creating either in the physical or energetic worlds. Painting , Drawing, dying items, putting pockets on and in garments, teaching~guiding in centering in ones' heart and stepping out of old patterns, Loving me and each one and all here on this precious planet in each Now Moment. And So it Is Beloveds.

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SCARY TIGER - Oil #Painting On Canvas By Leonid Afremov. Directly from the #Artist. https://afremov.com/es/scary-tiger-original-oil-painting-on-canvas-by-leonid-afremov-30-x40.html

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I love this tiger.  I love looking in the eyes of this being.  There was a tiger at the zoo in Jacksonville, Florida who was old and in pain.  He could be heard all wherever you went in on the property, growling/ moaning.   I leaned in as close as I could to his cage at the side and took a photo looking into each other’s eyes.     I loved that tiger named Master.   I am sure he has gone home/ beyond by now.  And I am still here.  sometimes when I cry or call out in pain, I think of Master in his cage.  

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Found ~ At Last ~ ~

I have some favorite abstract paintings.  I know I had them scanned several years ago onto a flash.  I have looked and looked for this little flash drive, and had not found it.  I have been wanting to share these paintings and to use them to make cards of some sort.   

Today the flash is found !  As if by magic, as if it was right here but hidden until the best time for these friends to venture out from my little nest ~ out on our great shared web.   

Full of Hope, I actually managed to get these copied from the flash drive into a folder on my computer.  Now we will see if I can get these beauties posted here to be seen and maybe each one of the nine will tell me their name.

If you have suggestions for names, please share with me.

ok,  my computer managed to upload 3 of the 9 pieces of abstract expressions.  This is good.  Very good for today.   

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I thought I had a great idea. I have free Zoom that I use to meet with several different friends each week.

So I thought that I would sit and talk to me in a zoom room and then share that little chat with someone else or post here on Tumblr.

Today I tried to send the link to my zoom room recording to me by email, but it was not there. So I tried again and a box said it had to be converted to a zip file. my computer gave me that option. then I tried sending that by email. No go.. then I tried posting the link here three times - no go. I tried dragging and dropping - no go.

Then I uploaded this recording to my free Dropbox account and tried to send and to post- that did not work. In between I watched an episode of Grey's Anatomy. I am at season 13 episode #9. I have seen all 16 seasons, but this is really cool to view the original interns so young and to be watching what happens to them and also have an alternate knowing of who has died and of the tradgedies and great moments that happen in their future. It has been long enough that I do not remember the details so that I can stay engaged and get nervous and tense and cry and laugh and feel these stories again.

This ongoing binge watching of this favoite series and with people who are so very real also feels like zooming out and looking at me here in my life from a sort of Soul Perspective. I do not know when my character of me here in this life dies or if she gets better or if she finally meets her true love at 71 years. It could be that some of her dreams and ideas and imaginings actually happen. I have not seen the entire series of my story. It does help to zoom out a bit and look from the outside at this person, at this being of love and light that is in this particular life.

This ongoing binge watching of this favoite series with people who are so very real to me also feels like zooming out and looking at me here in my life from a sort of Soul Perspective. I do not know when my character of me here in this life dies or if she gets better or if she finally meets her true love at 71 years. It could be that some of her dreams and ideas and imaginings actually happen. I have not seen the entire series of my story. It does help to zoom out a bit and look from the outside at this person, at this being of love and light that is in this life at this momentous time on planet Earth.

And I do not remember if Alex goes to jail or if Jo disappears again, so I am going to watch some more of this episode ~ ~ ~ but fist I am going to try once more to add my zoom recording of Me Talking To Me.

Voila ! It seems to have worked ! Five hours later ~ ~ yeah for Eesha actually getting this video to post - I hope, it looks like it.

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Some of my favorite characters that show up in drawings

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This is 'Lady Blue'. While pausing in my posting this piece was waiting patiently on my art table. Often in my day dreaming and imaginings, she and the other beings with her showed up as friends and companions for me. So I add and infuse this deeper interaction and loving kindness into this expression of eesha my dear beloveds. https://www.instagram.com/p/B7wZPQ_lFHG/?igshid=vmr7u05e6rvp

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In the emerging of this creation, I was feeling so much of life shifting under my feet like standing on a symmetrical game board that is buckling and morphing into another form. And this applies in this moment as well, , , seeing through what held me before and finding my breath, in and out, deeply in, , , and out thru my feet into the earth and up thru my body, , this breath is constant, , , sustaining me even more when I am aware and appreciate. https://www.instagram.com/p/B6qzvxQFMPa/?igshid=ou8hixps9jgx

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This is the first in a series of 5 being a child who is free to play. Cutting and pasting pieces, creating windows and openings. https://www.instagram.com/p/B6o4UdIlLEi/?igshid=17pvshsv3g1jx

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0nce upon a time while watching a movie, this tree was a meeting place. I do not recall what movie, but I fell in love with this tree, so paused the movie there and sketched it and later painted her. This Is a good meeting place. https://www.instagram.com/p/B6jsTewF2Cn/?igshid=1xmen8dhxapf6

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Oh Holy Night, Good Night. With a million dreams for the world we are making. https://www.instagram.com/p/B6heLsEF_Xz/?igshid=1hxh4dan6shun

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Potato stamp tree. At that time, I was just being silly and playing, but I really like it ! https://www.instagram.com/p/B6gu4nXl_1w/?igshid=lj806i68e1rk

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Little notebook Eesha-ized https://www.instagram.com/p/B6bxFu6FAjd/?igshid=1iz0zd4lfd9f7

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The dressing room ? https://www.instagram.com/p/B6Yqbt-FQG8/?igshid=e29h071mr5fv

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Just playin'. Noticing the photo of this sev days ago was not clear. This one has reflections, thus a new piece of art in the moment > the intent of Instagram. :-) https://www.instagram.com/p/B6WbEilF8Ol/?igshid=11cxsz4v62k3m

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A Friendly Place with a View, close, far and inner breathing thru my heart. . . And feet. https://www.instagram.com/p/B6UAq93lurx/?igshid=4524p7cn6emo

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Being a tree I am https://www.instagram.com/p/B6T_lvJlIsr/?igshid=5ba26vve75g1

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'Presence' https://www.instagram.com/p/B6QwpmjlOxN/?igshid=2vxn7kb3ra52