𝘴𝘱𝘪𝘭𝘭𝘦𝘥 𝘭𝘪𝘨𝘩𝘵

stupid dumb selfish asshole | big T got jealous of my awesomeness so i got nerfed | previously effuderit-lux

[effuderitlux]

welcome !!

★ hi, i’m lux :D

★ this is my jirai/vent account !!

★ previously effuderit-lux, i got nerfed cause big T was jealous of my awesomeness ★ heads up for $h, 3d, you get the idea

★ dni if not a jiraiblr/$h3d acc

★ block don’t report

★ pro-recovery, i don’t encourage any $h etc.

★ the infamous runner of $hblr saturday memes !!

★ always up for making new friends and moots <3

[cremation-jirai]

me and my moots btw

[sllop]

im Just saying anyone Wanna pull Up with that #Euthenansia Syringe 👀👀

[trashy-trout46]

Sometimes I’m bad with words. So I want to rip out my heart and hand it to you.

[needysyndrome]

breaking news: jirai who keeps saying they are gonna kill themselves is still alive and blogging on Tumblr like nothing happened

[effuderitlux]

i was meant to donate blood, yk before i do it so it speeds up/helps the process

but when i went there, they said my weight was too low to donate

idk, im so lost now. im meant to be leaving right now, but instead im sitting in the cupboard and bawling my eyes out and i dont even know why. im so lost.

[effuderitlux]

Omg lux I’m so so glad you’re alive and in so so sorry about your family!! You deserve so much better :( You are not “lame” or a “coward” for not ending your life, nor are you selfish in any way for wanting to end it in the first place. You are simply human. You are valid and so so worthy of love and care and all the best things life has to offer. I really hope things get better for you!! *hugs*

/gen/pos/nm/p

im crying rn, thank you so, so much, your words mean so much to me I love you /p you’re so kind… i hope you get all the joy and goodness this world has to offer !!!! <3333 /gen/pos 🫂 🫂 🫂

[effuderitlux]

hmm what we thinking this good enough to send to my apa (genuine question)

[oshidorifuufu2]

i just seem to fuck everything up and i dont know why

[meepcity9]

Someone come beat the shit out of me

[piendia]

so paranoid all the time now i hate myself

[confessions0farottensena]

good god 11 followers left can i get this reblogged for reach

heres my introduction

hi my name is sena im very cool and id like to be moots heartheart 🫶🫶🫶

[effuderitlux]

does anyone wanna trade $h pics plsplspls :3

[effuderitlux]

chat please be so so for real, is it lame asf if i possibly chickened out on my exit plan

[effuderitlux]

[effuderitlux]

cannot believe i was stupid enough to think leaving the house was a good idea

[effuderitlux]

going out was terrible never doing this again 0/10 would not recommend