my brain is a disease

⋆𐙚 ̊. irl jirai danshi / the guy you never know is there

[oshidorifuufu2]

WHERES MY PHONE?!

backup blog: @oshidorisan

𐔌՞. .՞𐦯 ⋆.˚. he/him ₊˚‧. , jirai danshi

cw for sensitive subjects ,, trans gay boy

all art from this masterpiece

MINOR!! BLOCK DONT REPORT!

"if night was like you punched a hole into tomorrow, i would **** the hole all night long"

₊˚‧︵‿꒰୨ hi, i’m luka/lukas. im a lifestyle jirai danshi !! this is my second account (◞‸◟) looking for moots!

₊˚‧︵‿꒰୨ general info: 15, half scottish half barbadian, i can speak both english and japanese and i go by he/him only ^^

𝜗𝜚. interests/fandoms:

tloz, pjsk, alnst, vocaloid, milgram, persona, animanga, volleyball, j-music/music, tshd, splatoon, saiki k, hibike euphonium, ohshc, the arts, mitski, laufey, psychology etc…

𝜗𝜚. dni:

truscum, transphobes, pro-contact paraphiles, darkshippers, zionists, narc abuse believers etc.

"i'll stay out until my mind is like a clear glass , clear glass with nothing going on"

𝜗𝜚. more info:

₊˚‧︵‿꒰୨ pro-recovery always

꒰ f/o’s: link from the legend of zelda (my main f/o, very non sharing), shion tatsunami from saihate station (mirror sharing maybe?)

꒰ pls send me asks i luvvvv attention ,, ok to pursue

pinned post divider credit, link sprites r my art, all layouts/themes made by me, posts divider credit

anons: 💎, 👁️

"i keep thinking surely somebody will save me, at every turn i learn that no one will"

ೀ ⠀⦂ tags:

#⋆.˚꣑ৎ all knowing and all agony - vent post | #lukayaps - everything | #𖹭.ᐟaskbox - self explanatory (not always very consistent with these though)

જ⁀➴ ⠀ׂ userboxes:

if u use my userbox/bar pls tag me i would b v happy :D

[oshidorifuufu2]

i can never decide between doing everything in my power to get people to like me and isolating myself from everyone

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i wish i could be the mentally ill but super pretty boy but instead im just the mentally ill and chopped boy

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when will i get to stop feeling so chained by my own brain

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why do i feel so goddamn sad agghhhhhhhhhhh

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does anyone else like this game is not real….creator of saihate stations second game

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unfortunately its only in japanese rn but its RLLY good

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guyssss what should i do with this photocard i got alongside the tginr cd

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does anyone else like this game is not real….creator of saihate stations second game

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look what i gawt 😋😋😋 doujinshi from the creator of the moudoku ga osou zelda animatic !! 😋😋😋

i was so excited when i learnt this was a thing…

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i love being unable to set even the most basic boundaries with people because im too scared of conflict!!!! /s

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finally get something ive been waiting a while for tomorrow 🥹🥹

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The best🫵

noo but thank you 💗💗💗

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Do you ever go to sleep late bc going to sleep means waking up, and waking up means being alive and counsious and having to think and having to do anything, so you procrastinate sleeping just to not wake up?

(IDK if i made any sense)

YES 😭 all the time. i don’t wanna go to sleep because if i do that means morning comes and i have to go through another day of living and being around my mother

[oshidorifuufu2]

i saw that you want asks so here’s a (Not so) fun fact: I need her so bad it’s pathetic. I need her so fucking bad, i need her. I need her so bad. I want her so badfddddddddddd I’m going crazyyyyyyyy

(it’s currently 4:32am in Spain, I’ve been reading ace attorney fanfics for nearly 3 hours straigth)

i wish for you that you get her 😔🙏🙏🙏🙏 may all your yearning be returned tenfold

[oshidorifuufu2]

Hi, im bored And I know that you want asks. It’s currently 4:29 am in Spain.

I’ve Been reading ace attorney fanfics for like 2-3h STRAIGTH

so peak…is it a certain pairing? 👀

i still have to finish the other 2 games in the trilogy but the great ace attorney chronicles is absolute cinema, gen one of my fav games

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why do happy tunes always start to sound a little melancholic

especially if they’re from a long time ago or something. it feels like i’ve missed out on a happy time..

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i talked to my grandfather today and it was so weird 😭😭 i apparently haven’t spoke to him since i was 5 years old..

i thought my mum and him were on bad terms but i guess not. so weird