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âââ LET ME SHOW YOU 90'S LOVE ê°àŠ à»ê± jimin is the top player of college hockey team, she's the beast on the ice ring, the best student in her class, but the main thing she can't cope with or correct is her shy and sometimes stupid character when it comes to you.
genre: romance, smut, college
word count: 9,6k
warnings (18+): romance, comedy, swearing, mentions of kissing, hockeyplayer!jimin x figureskater!reader, lots of kissing, jimin is really awkward around reader, her teammates teasing her about it, mentions of jaehyun, taeyong of nct127, chaewon, sakura of le sserafim, jimin breaks her arm, vanilla, first time, pet names (princess, darling, love), adult content, thigh riding (r. recieving), dom & sub dynamics, reader is really horny, oral (j. recieving), she whines a lot, hair pulling, nipple play (r. recieving), begging, reader calls jimin puppy/pup, not proofread.
You still remember the first time you met Jimin at the ice rink, the way everything felt fast and then suddenly still, like the world had to reset after she bumped into you with more force than she probably meant to use.
You had barely caught your balance, your skates scraping lightly against the ice as you steadied yourself, and when you turned to face her, you saw it immediately she looked completely mortified, cheeks already turning pink as she rushed to apologize over and over, her words stumbling into each other in a way that made it hard to be anything but soft toward her.
You didnât brush her off.
You listened.
You let her talk, let her explain herself, and somehow that turned into her nervously inviting you to get coffee.
You said yes, and that one decision shifted everything.
Since then, your lives have stayed loosely but consistently intertwined for almost two months now.
Jimin still always shy around you in a way that never really fades, even as time passes. You notice it in the way she hesitates before reaching for your hand, like sheâs always asking for permission even though youâve made it clear she doesnât need to, in the way her fingers brush yours first, then pull back just slightly before trying again, as if sheâs still learning how close sheâs allowed to be.
When you compliment her about her smile, her laugh, the way she talks when sheâs excited she goes quiet for a second, her eyes dropping, her ears turning red, and you can practically see her trying to figure out how to respond without giving away just how much your words affect her.
She doesnât rush into anything physical.
She never has.
Even something as simple as holding hands takes her time, and kisses feel like something she thinks about more than she acts on. You can tell she wants those moments, though, because she lingers close to you, standing just a little nearer than necessary, her shoulder sometimes brushing yours as if sheâs testing the space between you without fully crossing it. She watches you when she thinks you wonât notice, her gaze soft and focused, like youâre something sheâs still getting used to seeing up close, even after all this time.
You show up to Jiminâs hockey games the same way every time early enough to get a good spot, bundled up in whatever you grabbed on your way out, your attention already fixed on the ice and her team even before she steps out onto it.
You donât sit quietly, not really. You lean forward, you react, you call out her name when she skates past, and you make sure she hears you over everyone else in the stands, because you want her to know youâre there, fully there, paying attention to every move she makes.
You cheer louder than anyone else.
You donât hold back, not when she scores, not when she blocks a shot, not when she makes a play that turns the entire game around. Your voice carries, clear and strong, cutting through the noise of the whole crowd, and you feel the pride before anyone even reacts around you.
The locker room is loud as always, her teammates talking over each other while they move around and get ready. You donât really pay attention to any of it at first.
Your focus stays on Jimin.
She sits on the bench in full gear, already dressed up for the game, her posture a little stiff. You stand between her legs, close enough that she doesnât have to reach far to touch you, and you adjust her helmet carefully, tucking stray strands of her hair underneath it so it sits right. Your hands move with steady confidence, and you feel her go quiet under your touch, like she always does.
âStay still,â you murmur, though your tone stays soft, and she listens right away, her eyes flicking up to you for a moment before dropping again, cheeks already warming just from the attention.
From the side, you hear laughter.
Jaehyun leans back against a locker, watching the two of you with an amused grin, while Taeyong shakes his head slightly, clearly entertained by the scene in front of him. âYou really just come in here and take over, huh?â Jaehyun says, his tone teasing.
You glance over at him without stopping what youâre doing. âSomeone has to make sure she doesnât leave with her hair sticking out everywhere,â you say, your voice calm, a little dry.
Taeyong laughs. âYeah, sure. Thatâs the reason.â He gestures vaguely toward Jimin. âStill canât believe she pulled the whole figure skater from the college team.â
You straighten slightly, but you donât step away from Jimin. If anything, you settle in more comfortably, one hand still lightly steadying her helmet while the other smooths down a loose strand of hair. âYou talk like sheâs not standing right here,â you say, glancing at them with a small, knowing look. âAnd like she didnât earn everything she has.â
Jaehyun raises his hands in mock surrender. âRelax bae, weâre just saying. Itâs impressive.â
You nod once, accepting that, but you donât let it go without a point of your own. âYeah. It is. Sheâs talented, disciplined, and she leads this team for a reason, it's already making her attractive as fuck.â
Your tone stays even, but thereâs no hiding the pride in your words. You donât say it to impress anyone, obviously.
You say it because itâs true, and because Jimin deserves to hear it, even if itâs coming out in front of her teammates.
You feel her shift slightly on the bench. You donât even have to look to know whatâs happening. Her shoulders tense just a little, her head dipping, her attention suddenly focused on anything except the conversation around her. She gets like this when you talk about her openly. Like sheâs not used to being seen that clearly.
But you donât stop.
âAnd shit, she's mine,â you add, casually, like itâs the most obvious thing in the world, your hand briefly resting on her shoulder before you go back to adjusting her gear. âSo, you can be jealous fuckers all you want, but thatâs your problem.â
Taeyong laughs again, shaking his head. âYeah, yeah. We get it.â
Jimin doesnât say anything, but you feel it when her hand finally moves hesitant at first, then slowly, carefully resting on your side, like she needs to ground herself in you after hearing all of that. Her thumb brushes lightly against your shirt, and you notice the way her grip tightens just a little, like sheâs holding onto you without fully committing to the motion yet.
You glance down at her then, softening your expression. âYouâre good, baby,â you say quietly, just for her. âJust focus on your game.â
You finish adjusting her helmet and step back just enough to give her space, but you donât move away completely. You stay close, your hand still resting lightly on her shoulder like youâre not ready to break that contact yet.
The locker room stays loud, but the conversation shifts as Jimin finally speaks up.
Her voice comes out softer than you expect at first, a little unsure, but thereâs a quiet edge to it too, the kind that shows up when she decides to push past her shyness instead of letting it hold her back.
âYou two talk a lot,â she says, glancing at Jaehyun and Taeyong. She doesnât fully lift her head at first, but she straightens slightly, gaining a bit more confidence with each word. âMaybe I should be more⊠strict during training today.â
Thereâs a beat of silence.
Then Jaehyun blinks, clearly caught off guard. âStrict how?â he asks, already smiling like he knows he shouldnât test her, but will anyway.
Jimin finally looks up, and you catch the shift in her expression the nervousness is still there, but sheâs pushing through it. Her voice stays quiet, but it carries more than before. âYouâll find out,â she says simply.
Taeyong lets out a low laugh. âOh, so now weâre scared,â he says, but he doesnât sound scared at all. He sounds entertained. âCaptain is threatening us.â
Jimin presses her lips together, trying not to smile, but she fails a little. You notice it immediately. That tiny crack in her seriousness, the way her composure slips just enough to show sheâs still the same person who blushes when you hold her hand.
You lean in just slightly, lowering your voice so only she can hear you. âYouâre doing good,â you say.
She glances at you, and this time, she doesnât look away as quickly. Her expression softens, and for a second, itâs just the two of you again, even in a room full of people.
Behind you, Jaehyun leans toward Taeyong and mutters something under his breath about how âthey really canât get a break,â but thereâs no real complaint in it. Just amusement.
You turn your attention back to them, crossing your arms lightly. âYou should be more worried about the game,â you say, a small smirk tugging at your lips. âBecause if she decides to play like that out there, youâre not catching up.â
You sit between Chaewon and Sakura, both of them bundled up in warm clothes, their eyes already fixed on the practice below. Theyâve seen you and Jimin together enough times now that they donât ask awkward questions like they did before, because they did a lot of work to help you and Jimin finally confess to each other, so they apparently knew all the details of your relationship.
Chaewon leans closer first, her gaze still on the ice. âSo,â she starts, casual but curious, âhowâs it going with her? Still soft and shy?â
You glance down at Jimin, watching her call out something to her teammates, her voice clearer now, more confident. Then you look back at Chaewon. âYeah,â you say simply. âSheâs still her. Just a little more comfortable now.â
Sakura hums softly, smiling a little as she watches Jimin adjust her stance before a drill. âShe looks different on the ice,â she says. âMore⊠sure of herself.â
âShe is,â you agree. âThatâs why sheâs captain.â
Chaewon nudges your arm lightly. âAnd off the ice?â she asks. âIs she still all shy around you?â
You donât even hesitate. âYeah,â you say, a small smile forming. âShe still gets flustered over the smallest things. Compliments. Holding hands. Stuff like that.â
Sakura tilts her head slightly, clearly interested. âAnd you donât mind?â
You shake your head. âNo. Itâs just how she is.â You pause, then add, âBut she tries. Thatâs what matters.â
Down on the ice, Jimin skates through a drill, her movements smooth but focused, her teammates following her lead. She calls something out, her voice carrying across the rink, and you watch how the others respond without hesitation. She doesnât doubt herself here. Not like she sometimes does with you.
Chaewon glances between you and the ice. âYou know,â she says, âitâs kind of crazy. Sheâs like that on the rink, but around you she turns into someone else.â
You rest your elbows on your knees, leaning forward slightly as you keep watching her. âShe doesnât have to perform around me,â you say. âShe'd be nightmare on the ring but I swear to god she's a completely different person around me.â
Sakura made a face at that. âEw, stop that, it sounds like shitty cheesy drama.â
âOh, shut the fuck up,â Chaewon laughed. âI don't even mind listening that soapy shit, I swear to god we spent century to get them together.â
âI generally thought that she didn't like girls.â Sakura said, at whose words you and Chaewon immediately turned around, looking at her with furrowed brows. âWhat? Oh, for fucks sake, God forbid a girl making a guess.â
You rolled your eyes, âyou did not called my girlfriend straight right infront of me.â
Chaewon snorted, âoof, I guess she did,â she said, turning her attention back to the ring, âthat bitch can't keep her passive-aggressive comments to herself.â
A whistle sounds from below. The drill shifts. Jimin moves again, faster this time, sharper, her focus locked in. But even from this distance, you catch her quick glance upward, searching the stands without breaking her stride.
And when she finds you, just for a second, her expression softens.
Chaewon notices it too. âFeels like you're eyefucking her,â she says.
You giggled. âCan't blame me for eyefucking my girl a little when she litteraly looks so hot playing.â
âYou eyefucking her when she has problems with taking your hand in hers without blushing,â Sakura teases once again.
You lean back slightly, your voice calm. âOh, shut up, she just need a little help with releasing her inner freak out.â
Chaewon shifts in her seat, eyes still on the ring for a moment before she glances sideways at you, her voice casual, âSo⊠I can come to conclusion that you and Jimin are still at the âhoneymoon phaseâ, or have you moved past just hugs and kisses yet?â
You donât even have to look at her to know sheâs grinning a little, because you can hear it in her damn tone, and Sakura, sitting on your other side, lets out a quiet laugh, leaning back slightly as she adds, âKnowing Jimin, she would die just to thinking about having sex.â
Chaewon snorts softly. âYeah, I feel like sheâd just disappear if things went even a little further than that,â she says, half-joking.
You let out a small laugh, shaking your head a little as you keep your eyes on the ice where Jimin is still moving through drills. âShe just takes her time,â you say. âNot like ya'll over-horny bitches who would be up to jump on the first random girl that would come across.â
You glance down at the ice again, watching as Jimin calls out to her teammates. âSheâs not as shy as you think,â you say, calm and steady. âShe just⊠um, feels things more than most people.â
Sakura smiles softly at that. âYeah yeah, among us, Jimin has the most pure soul,â she says, âhow cute, of course.â
You just keep watching her, the way she moves and the way she looks just a little more confident every time she glances toward the stands and finds you there. And it looks too fucking hot.
And fuck, Jimin tries to stay focused. She really does. You literally can see it in the way she pushes herself through each drill once again. She leads the whole ass team the way a captain should.
But then it happens again. And again.
She glances up.
Itâs just quick glance at first. Her eyes move toward the stands, searching without even thinking, and the moment she finds you, something in her expression softens. But just for a second. Then she looks away and forces herself back into the drill.
Jaehyun notices.
Oh fuck. Of course he does.
He skates past her with a grin he doesnât even try to hide. âJimin,â he calls out, dragging the word just enough to get her attention, âare you planning to check out your girlfriend every other second or run practice today?â
Jimin stiffens slightly, her focus slowly coming back. âI am running practice, Jaehyun,â she says, trying to keep her tone firm. âLook after yourself, not after me, I'm not a fucking child who needs someone to constantly remind me what I do wrong.â
Taeyong joins in from the other side, circling back into his position. âYeah? Because from here it looks like youâre checking in with her every thirty seconds.â
Jimin exhales sharply, shaking her head. âIâm notââ she starts, but she cuts herself off.
You watch all of this from the stands, arms loosely crossed, a small smile forming despite yourself. Chaewon nudges you lightly.
âTheyâre not going to let her live that down,â she says. âGosh, I love the way they always tease her about you just to let you see her reaction.â
âGosh, my poor Jiminâ you reply, your eyes still on Jimin. âThese assholes won't let you rest even on ring.â
Down on the ice, Jimin tries to reset the pace. She claps her hands once, sharp and clear. âFocus, Jimin,â she mumbles under her breath. âWeâre running that again.â
She pushes through it. Of course, she always does.
She's a captain of a whole hockey team.
But still, a few minutes later, in the middle of another drill, she does it again.
Another glance. Another small quick check.
This time, Jaehyun doesnât even bother hiding his reaction. âThere it is,â he mutters to Taeyong, loud enough for her to hear.
Jimin stops skating for a second, turning toward them. âYou two talking more than playingâ she says, her voice dead serious, but still, there's a faint flush on her cheeks again. âJaehyun, two more laps.â
Jaehyun raises his hands slightly. âHey hey, captain, weâre just saying! Itâs kind of obvious.â
She presses her lips together, then exhales, forcing herself to stay composed. âThen stop watching me and pay attention to the drill.â
âHard to do,â he replies, already skating back into position, âwhen our captain is distracted by someone.â
Jimin doesnât waste time once the drill resets. She taps her stick against the ice and points Taeyong into position. âAgain. Do it faster this time.â
Taeyong nods, but still, he doesnât move right away. He glances toward the curve of the rink where Jaehyun pushes through another lap, feeling the way he was clearly annoyed, and smirks.
âYouâre really not letting him off, huh?â Taeyong laughs.
Jimin shakes her head. âFuck no. He knew what he was doing.â
Right then, Jaehyun skates past them again. âOh, my fucking God, I said one thing!â he insists, louder this time. âYou act like I ruined the whole practice!â
Jimin turns her head just enough to smirk at him. âYou kept talking,â she says. âYou can keep skating.â
Jaehyun throws his head back for a second, clearly outraged. âThis is unfair, Karina,â he calls out as he passes again. âYouâre targeting me.â
Taeyong snorts under his breath. âGosh, you yap the most. What did you expect?â
âI expect a warning,â Jaehyun shoots back without slowing down. âNot miserable punishment like this.â
Jimin crosses her arms briefly, watching him complete the turn. âYou got your warning,â she says. âYou ignored it.â
That shuts him up for a second.
Taeyong shifts his weight, then looks back at Jimin. âYouâre strict today,â he says, but thereâs less teasing in it now.
Jimin shrugs, simple. âWe just need to focus.â
Then, after a short pause, she adds, quieter but clear, âShe always shows up. I don't want to embarrass myself in front of her.â
Taeyong studies her for a second, then nods once. âYeah. I get that.â
Jimin adjusts her grip on the stick, posture straightening again as she turns back to the team.
âStopâ she calls out. âWe run it again.â
Jaehyun finally finishes his lap and slows just enough to rejoin them, still breathing hard, still clearly annoyed.
Jimin doesnât react to that. She just meets his eyes for a second.
âJust keep up,â she says.
You keep your eyes on the ice. Jimin skates off toward the coach, helmet still slightly tilted the way you fixed it earlier. She listens to him closely, nodding once.
You notice the shift before it happens.
Jaehyun finishes his laps, but he doesnât slow down like he should. He circles wider instead, faster, building speed again. Taeyong laughs at something he says. It feels off.
You lean forward slightly.
âWhy is he still going?â you mutter.
Down below, Jaehyun pushes harder, blades cutting much harder, speed picking up with each stride. He glances at Taeyong, grinning, clearly trying to show off now that his punishment is technically over.
He changes direction.
Quick.
Too quick.
The moment his edge doesnât catch the way he expects.
He doesnât slow down.
Jimin steps away from the coach at the same time, turning back toward the rink, not looking in his direction yet.
Jaehyun tries to stop. You literally can see it.
His posture breaks, skates scraping hard against the ice, but still the speed doesnât drop fast enough.
Then he hits her.
Full force.
The sound cuts through everything.
Crunch!
Jimin doesnât have time to brace. The impact knocks into her side, her arm caught between them at a bad angle as they collide. The force carries both of them a short distance before they go down, skidding across the ice.
You freeze for a split second.
Then youâre already on your feet.
âJimin!â
Your voice comes out louder than you expect, Taeyong stops laughing immediately, pushing toward them. The coach moves fast too.
Jaehyun pulls back first, panic replacing whatever confidence he had a second ago. âI didnâtâ I couldnât stop!â he says.
Youâre already running before you could process it.
Chaewon and Sakura follow right behind you, but you donât wait for them.
Jimin pushes herself up first. Slowly. Carefully. She keeps her injured arm close to her body. Taeyong gets to her side immediately, one hand steadying her shoulder.
âEasy, Karina,â he says, voice lower now. âDonât rush it.â
Jaehyun stands a step away, frozen for a second, then moves in too, clearly shaken. âIâm sorry,â he says quickly, over and over. âI didnât mean toâ I couldnât stop, Iââ
Jimin cuts him off with a quiet, sharp breath. âGosh, stop talking, for fucks sake.â
Jaehyun shuts up immediately.
She winces as she shifts her weight, her jaw tightening. Taeyong adjusts his grip, helping her balance without pulling too much.
âCan you move it?â Taeyong asks, careful.
Jimin hesitates, then tries to move her arm slightly.
She stops halfway.
âYeah,â she says through her teeth, âdonât do that.â
Jaehyun runs a hand through his hair, clearly stressed. âI didnât see youâ I thought you were still by the coachââ
âI was,â Jimin replies shortly. She looks at him then, finally, her expression tight. âYou're just blind fucker.â
Jaehyun flinches a little. âShit, I know.â
Taeyong glances between them, then speaks up. âWe need to get her off the ice.â
Jimin nods once, small but firm. âYeah.â
She lets Taeyong support her on one side, Jaehyun on the other, even though Jaehyun looks like he wants to apologize again but knows that is better for him to stay silent than provoking Jimin once again.
Jaehyun mutters under his breath as they move. âIâm really sorry, Jimin.â
She doesnât answer right away.
Then, without looking at him, she says, âWeâll talk about it later.â
Jimin sits down on the bench with help. Taeyong stays right next to her, one hand still hovering near her shoulder in case she needs support. Jaehyun backs away, already pulling out his phone with shaking hands.
âYeah, we need medical assistance on the iceâright now,â he says, voice tight. He gives the location, then hangs up.
You run straight to her.
âJimin!â your voice breaks as you reach her, and the panic hits you hard the closer you get. Your hands go to her, but you hesitate for half a second, not sure where to touch without hurting her. âBaby, are you okay? Where does it hurt? Can you move it? Tell meâpleaseââ
Taeyong glances at you, then gently tries to step in. âHeyâhey, slow down, girl. Sheâs fine. Sheâs okay. Just breathe, duh.â
Jimin looks up at you, and her expression shifts the second she sees your face.
Your eyes are already wet.
âHey, darling,â she says softly, her voice lower than before, gentler now. She shifts slightly, then immediately stops when broken hand hurts, her jaw tightening for a second before she forces it to relax again. âHey, look at me.â
You try.
You really try.
But your voice shakes. âYouâre hurt. I saw it. You hit so hard andâwhat if itâs worseââ
âIâm okay,â she says quickly, cutting you off. âI swear. Itâs not that bad.â
You shake your head, tears slipping now. âDonât lie to me!â
Jiminâs eyes soften immediately.
She hates seeing you like this.
Taeyong watches the two of you for a second, then shifts closer to you, lowering his voice. âSheâs trying to calm you down,â he says gently. âJust breathe for a second.â
You take a shaky breath, but your eyes stay locked on Jimin.
She reaches out with her other hand, slow and careful touches your wrist. âDarling,â she repeats, quieter this time. âIâm right here.â
Jimin exhales softly, then forces a small, strained smile, trying to ease the tension. âYouâre shaking more than I am.â
âThatâs because Iâm scared,â you say, your voice breaking again.
Her expression changes at that.
It softens completely.
âDonât be,â she says. âIâm not leaving. Iâm not going anywhere.â
You donât answer right away.
She watches you closely, then adds, quieter, âLook at me. Iâm still here. Itâs okay.â
Medics arrive fast. Jimin answers when she needs to, but she stays quiet most of the time.
You stay right there until one of the medics asked you to step back.
They help her off the rink and guide her toward the medical room. Jimin gives you one last look before she disappears.
Then the doors close.
You stand there for a second, frozen.
Taeyong notices first. He steps closer, then gently guides you toward the benches outside the rink. âSit down,â he says.
You sit.
Jaehyun stands a few steps away. He runs a hand over his face, then looks at you.
âIâm sorry,â he says again, but this time, he turns fully toward you. âI messed up. I didnât mean to hit her. I didnât mean toââ
You donât answer right away.
Chaewon leans back in her seat, glancing at Sakura. Then she tilts her head slightly. âYou really need to work on your fucking âshow-offâ phase,â she says, half joking.
Sakura nods, completely serious but clearly holding back a smile. âYeah. Itâs dangerous for everyone around you.â
Jaehyun exhales, frustrated but also aware theyâre not wrong. âI get it, okay? I get it. I won't be doing shit like that anymore.â
Chaewon shrugs. âDo you, though?â
Sakura lets out a small laugh. âHeâll think twice next time, after all, Jimin still has other hand especially for his tricks.â
Jaehyun ignores them and steps closer to you again, lowering his voice. âHey, listen. I'm really sorry. I know youâre worried about her. I saw your face. I didnât mean for any of this to happen.â
You finally look at him.
Your eyes are still red.
âI know,â you say, quiet. âBut that doesnât fix anything.â
He nods immediately. âYeah. I know.â
He pauses, then adds, more carefully this time, âIf thereâs anything I can doâanything, please you tell me.â
Taeyong sits down beside you, watching the hallway where Jimin disappeared. âRight now,â he says, calm and steady, âwe wait. Thatâs all we can do.â
You nod slowly, even if your hands still tremble a little.
Chaewon leans forward slightly, softer now. âSheâll be okay,â she says. âJimin doesnât give up easily, you know.â
The door opens after almost an hour.
Jimin steps out first, her arm supported, a clean white plaster now wrapped around it. She looks tired, a little pale.
âJiminââ
You reach her and pull her into a careful hug, arms wrapping around her without pressing against her injured arm.
She lets you.
âHow do you feel?â you ask quickly, your voice still carrying that same worry. âDoes it hurt a lot? Are you okay? Tell meâbe honest.â
She exhales softly, one hand lifting slightly before settling against your back, careful and slow. âHey,â she says, quiet but warm. âIâm okay.â
You pull back just enough to look at her face. âYou swear?â
She gives you a small, tired smile. âI swear with Jaehyun's leg.â
Behind you, you soft laughter.
Taeyong shakes his head, crossing his arms as he leans against the wall. âTold ya,â he says, a hint of a smile on his face. âSheâd be fine.â
Chaewon lets out a short laugh. âWe all knew that.â
Sakura nods. âYeah. No way she stays down.â
Jaehyun stands a little further back, watching Jimin, then glancing at you. He exhales, relieved but still a bit tense. âYeah,â he mutters. âI was worried.â
Jimin tilts her head slightly toward the group, then looks back at you. âSee?â she says, soft but a little playful despite everything. âTheyâre not as worried as you.â
You shake your head, still holding onto her, your voice quieter now. âThat doesnât mean Iâm not allowed to be, I'm your girlfriend.â
Her expression softens at.
She nods once. âNo. You can be.â
A few hours pass before you finally make it home.
The ride stays quiet. Jimin keeps her injured arm close, resting it as best she can, while you stay close to her. You donât push her to talk.
When you reach her place, she unlocks the door and steps inside first.
You follow right after.
Posters cover the walls, her favorite hockey teams, players she clearly looks up to. Her hockey stick hangs neatly on one side. Everything feels organized, personal, and very much her.
But her energy shifts.
She closes the door behind you, then pauses for a second. Then she exhales and walks straight to her bed.
She sits down slowly.
You follow her in, stopping a few steps away.
Jimin leans back on her other hand for a second, then lets out a quiet sigh. Her shoulders drop just a little.
âIâm worried,â she says after a moment, staring down at her plastered hand. âAbout the season.â
She continues, her voice a little tighter now. âIf this takes too long, I might not be ready when the college league starts.â
You can hear it in her voice. This isnât just about an injury.
âI donât want to sit out,â she adds, quieter. âI donât want to let them down.â
You move closer without rushing and you donât want to overwhelm her any more than the day already has.
You sit down beside her on the bed, close enough that your shoulder almost touches hers. You keep your movements slow and deliberate, giving her time to adjust.
Jimin doesnât pull away.
You rest your hands in your lap for a second, then you gently reach out, careful not to touch her injured arm, and let your fingers settle lightly against her knee.
âHey,â you say softly, your voice calm. âPup, listen to me.â
She lifts her gaze to you, still tense, still worried, but she stays.
You continue, choosing your words carefully. âYour team wonât leave you behind,â you said. âThey wonât replace you. They wonât move on without you.â
You pause for a second, âtheyâll wait.â
Her brow tightens slightly, like she wants to argue.
But you donât let her spiral.
âYou lead them,â you say, steady and sure. âThat doesnât disappear just because you need time to heal. If anything, it matters more now. A good team waits for its captain. And your team? They follow you for a reason.â
Jimin exhales slowly, her shoulders lowering just a little as she listens, but the worry doesnât fully leave her face.
âAnd you,â you add, âyou donât have to prove anything by rushing back. You already proved enough. Youâre allowed to take time to recover.â
Jimin keeps her eyes on her injured hand for a moment longer, her fingers curling slightly. Then she exhales, slow and quiet, and finally looks up at you again.
Her voice comes out smaller than before. âDo you think I look pathetic like this?â
You donât answer right away.
You just look at her, at the tension still sitting in her shoulders, at the way she tries to hold herself together even now.
Then you shake your head.
âNo, pup, don't say things like that,â you say, simple and firm. âI donât.â
Jimin watches you, searching your face like sheâs trying to decide if youâre just saying that to make her feel better.
You shift a little closer, keeping your tone calm, grounded. âYou got hurt. Thatâs it. That doesnât make you pathetic. It makes you human.â
Her jaw tightens slightly.
You keep going. âYou lead a team. You push yourself. You show up. One accident doesnât erase all the shit you did for them, all the matches you won for them.â
She looks away for a second, her thumb brushing against the edge of the plaster, then she speaks again, much quieter than before. âBut I couldnât stop it. I didnât even see it coming.â
You nod once.
âYeah,â you say. âAnd thatâs why itâs called an accident.â
You pause, letting the words settle.
Then you add, softer now, âYou donât control everything. No one does. But you handled what happened after. You stayed calm. You got help.â
Jimin lets out a small breath, her shoulders loosening just a little.
But she still doesnât fully believe it.
So you reach for her again, this time placing your hand gently over hers.
She doesnât pull away.
You hold her gaze and say, âIf anything, this proves youâre strong. Not the opposite.â
That lands.
You see it in the way her expression shifts, just slightly, the way her eyes soften even though she still looks tired.
She leans back a little on the bed, exhaling.
ââŠI hate this,â she admits, quieter now.
You nod. âYeah. Youâre allowed to hate it.â
She gives you a small, tired look. âYouâre not going to let me sit here and say shit about myself, are you?â
You let out a small breath, almost a laugh, but not quite. âNo.â
She huffs softly, a tiny bit of that familiar, shy frustration showing through. âStubborn.â
You tilt your head slightly. âYou first, pup.â
You notice it right away.
The way she reacts to your words.
Her eyes drop for a second, her cheeks turning pink, and she presses her lips together like sheâs trying to hold something back.
You donât stop.
You lean in just a little, keeping your voice calm.
âYouâre really good,â you say. âNot just on the rink. You lead your team. You make decisions. People trust you. I trust you too.â
Jimin looks up at you again, still blushing, but she doesnât interrupt.
âAnd you donât quit,â you continue. âEven when itâs hard. Even when youâre nervous. You still show up and do your job.â
You pause, letting that sink in.
Then you add, a little softer but just as clear, âIâm so proud of you.â
Her reaction changes immediately.
She freezes for a second, like she didnât expect that. Her gaze shifts down again, her fingers curling slightly over the plaster.
ââŠyou donât have to say that,â she murmurs. Itâs quiet. Almost shy.
You shake your head.
âNo,â you say. âI mean it.â
You shift a little closer. âYouâre my girlfriend. I get to be proud of you.â
That makes her look at you again.
This time, her blush deepens, and she quickly glances away, clearly overwhelmed by the attention. âYouâre embarrassing me.â
You donât back off.
You just smile a little. âGood.â
She lets out a soft breath, half a laugh, half a sigh.
So, you continue, a little quieter now. âYou donât look weak to me. You never did. And you definitely donât look pathetic.â
You tilt your head slightly, watching her closely.
âYou look so fucking hot.â
Jimin goes quiet for a moment.
Then she looks at you, softer now, her voice barely above a whisper. âYou really think that?â
You nod once.
âYeah.â
The room quiets after that.
You stay close to Jimin, your hand still resting lightly over hers, and she doesnât pull away.
She just watches you.
Then she shifts.
Slow. Careful. She leans in just a little, her gaze dropping to your lips for a second, then back to your eyes, checking if youâre okay with it.
You donât move.
And then she closes the distance.
She leans in and presses a soft kiss to you, her movements still careful, still a little unsure, testing something sheâs always been too shy to try first.
You freeze.
Completely.
Your brain just⊠stops.
You donât pull away. You donât move forward. You just sit there for a second too long, caught off guard in the best possible way, like you didnât expect her to take that step.
Then she pulls back.
Just a little.
Her eyes search your face, unsure again.
ââŠsorry,â she murmurs, instinct kicking in.
You blink.
Then you laugh.
âYouââ you start, still smiling, shaking your head slightly. âYou just did that first.â
Jimin blinks at you, clearly not expecting that reaction.
âYou kissed me first,â you say, a little more clearly now, your smile still there. âYouâve never done that before.â
She goes completely still.
Then her cheeks turn red again, fast.
âIââ she starts, then stops, clearly flustered. âI justââ
You canât help it. You smile wider.
âThat was new,â you say, a little amused, but warm. âYou okay with that?â
She looks away, clearly embarrassed now, her hand tightening slightly against yours. âI thought⊠I should try.â
You soften immediately.
You lean in just a bit closer, lowering your voice again. âYou donât have to rush anything.â
She looks back at you.
But she doesnât look away this time.
ââŠI wanted to,â she says quietly.
And this time, you donât hesitate.
You hold her gaze for a second longer, just to make sure she really means it, that sheâs not pulling back into that shy hesitation again.
She doesnât.
So you move.
Slow. No rush. You give her time to see it coming, to stop you if she wants, but she stays right where she is, her eyes fixed on yours.
You lean in.
Careful with your hand, you shift a little closer, making sure you donât bump her injured arm, your fingers brushing lightly against her side just to steady her. She inhales softly when you get close, like sheâs bracing herself, but she doesnât pull away.
Then you kiss her.
This time, you donât freeze.
You keep it soft, simple, steady, matching her pace.
Jimin hesitates for a split second.
Then she responds.
You feel it in the way she relaxes just a little, the tension in her shoulders easing as she leans in a bit more, trusting the moment instead of overthinking it. Her good hand shifts slightly, unsure at first, then settles gently against you, like sheâs grounding herself.
You donât rush her.
You keep the kiss calm.
It doesnât last long.
When you pull back, itâs slow, just enough to look at her again.
She looks different.
Still shy. Still a little flushed. But softer now, like something finally settled inside her instead of building up.
You donât say anything right away.
You just stay close, your forehead almost touching hers, giving her time to breathe, to process, to exist in that quiet moment without pressure.
Jimin lets out a small breath, her voice barely above a whisper. ââŠokay.â
You smile a little.
âYeah,â you say. âOkay.â
Jimin stays close for a second, her eyes flicking between yours and the space somewhere near your shoulder like she doesnât know where to look now.
Then the realization hits her.
Her cheeks flush again, deeper this time, and she pulls back just a little, enough to create space, but not enough to fully break the moment.
ââŠI donât even know how to kiss properly,â she admits, quiet and a bit rushed, like she wants to say it before she overthinks it.
You blink once, caught off guardânot by what she said, but by how honest she is about it.
She looks down right after, clearly embarrassed. Her fingers shift against the bed, fidgeting slightly. âI probably did it wrong.â
You shake your head immediately.
âNo,â you say, simple and firm.
She glances up at you, unsure.
You lean back just enough to meet her eyes clearly, your voice calm, steady. âThereâs no âproperâ way you have to follow.â
She frowns a little, like she doesnât fully believe that yet. âThere has to be something.â
You let out a small breath, not laughing at her, just soft. âYeah. There is.â
You pause, then add, âYou go at your pace. You donât rush. You pay attention to the other person. Thatâs it.â
She listens closely, still a bit tense, but focused.
âYou did all of that,â you continue. âYou were careful. You didnât push. You stayed.â
Her expression shifts slightly at that, some of the doubt easing, even if it doesnât disappear completely.
ââŠstill feels like I messed it up,â she mutters.
You tilt your head, watching her. âDid I pull away because I didnât like it?â
She blinks, thinking.
ââŠno.â
âDid I look uncomfortable?â
ââŠno.â
You nod once. âThen you didnât mess it up.â
That lands a little better.
She exhales quietly, her shoulders dropping just a bit, though her cheeks stay warm.
âYouâre overthinking it,â you add, softer now. âLike you always do.â
She gives you a small, embarrassed look. âI canât help it.â
âI know,â you say.
Thereâs a short pause.
âYou donât have to be perfect at it,â you tell her.
Jimin looks at you again, her expression softer now, still shy, but less tense.
ââŠokay,â she says quietly.
Jimin stays quiet for a moment after that, her fingers still fidgeting against the bed, her eyes not quite meeting yours anymore.
You notice the shift right away.
She inhales, then exhales, like sheâs trying to say something but keeps stopping herself halfway.
ââŠthereâs more,â she says finally, voice low.
You tilt your head slightly. âOkay. Say it.â
She hesitates again, then blurts it out before she can overthink it.
âSometimes I feel like I donât know how to⊠make out properly either.â
The words come out rushed, and the second she says it, she looks away completely, like she regrets admitting it at all.
âAnd itâs⊠I donât know,â she adds, quieter now. âIt feels stupid. Like I should know how by now, since we've been dating for such a time.â
You donât react fast.
You let a second pass.
Then you shift a little closer, your voice calm and grounded. âHey.â
She doesnât look at you.
You donât raise your voice. You donât force it. âPuppy, look at me.â
Slowly, she does.
Her expression is tense. A little embarrassed. A little guarded.
âIâm going to be very clear,â you say, steady and simple. âThatâs not something youâre supposed to just magically know.â
She frowns slightly. âBut everyone elseââ
You shake your head. âNo. Thatâs not how it works in real life.â
She pauses.
You keep going. âPeople figure that stuff out over time. With someone they trust. At their own pace.â
Her shoulders ease just a little, but she still looks unsure.
ââŠstill feels like Iâm behind,â she admits.
You shrug lightly. âBehind what? Thereâs no deadlines.â
That makes her pause again.
You soften your tone just a bit. âYouâre not doing this for anyone else. Youâre not trying to match some standard. Youâre just learning what feels right for you. And for meâ
She watches you closely now.
âAnd if you donât know something yet,â you add, âthat just means you havenât learned it. Not that thereâs anything wrong with you.â
Jiminâs grip on the edge of the bed loosens slightly.
ââŠI felt kind of ashamed,â she says, quieter now, like sheâs testing the word.
You shake your head immediately. âDonât.â
She looks at you again.
Jimin stays quiet after that, her gaze dropping again, but not in the same way as before.
She shifts slightly on the bed, her shoulder brushing yours, and you feel how tense she still is, even if itâs softer now.
Then she speaks.
ââŠcan you teach me?â she asks, barely above a whisper.
You blink once. âTeach you what?â
She hesitates, then forces herself to say it clearly. âHow to kiss.â
Her cheeks turn red again the second the words leave her mouth. She looks at you for half a second, then away, like she already expects you to laugh or brush it off.
You donât.
âYou donât need lessons,â you say first, calm and steady.
Her shoulders drop a little. âI know, butââ
You gently cut in, not dismissing her, just redirecting. âBut I get what youâre asking.â
She looks back at you, unsure.
You shift slightly so you face her more directly. âIf you want to figure it out together, we can. No pressure. Just⊠go slow and pay attention.â
Jimin exhales quietly, her fingers stilling a little.
ââŠso you will?â she asks, more carefully this time.
You nod once. âYeah.â
Thatâs all she needs to hear.
She doesnât move right away, though. She just sits there for a second, gathering courage, her shoulders rising slightly with a breath.
Then she shifts closer.
You stay where you are, letting her set the pace again, letting her decide how close she wants to be.
You donât overcomplicate it.
âSlow,â you remind her quietly.
She nods.
Her lips meet yours, soft and careful. She doesnât pull away right away. She stays. She tries to follow the rhythm.
Good.
You respond gently, matching her pace so she can feel it.
You shift slightly closer, slowly getting onto her lap, careful with her arm, your hand resting lightly on the side of her neck to steady her. She notices. You feel the way her shoulders ease just a little.
She adjusts.
Itâs small, but you notice it. She tilts her head just a bit, testing what feels better. Her good hand moves again, hesitant, then settles against your hip this time.
When she hesitates, you pause with her. When she leans in, you repeat after her.
Thatâs it. Thatâs all she needs.
A few seconds pass. Maybe more.
She relaxes into it.
She stops thinking so much and just stays with you, and you can feel the difference immediately.
Then she pulls back.
Her face is close to yours, her cheeks still flushed, her breathing uneven but quieter than before.
ââŠwas that better?â she asks, voice soft, a little unsure.
Then you nod once.
âYeah,â you say. âThat was you actually trusting me.â
She blinks at that.
You give her a small, warm look. âAnd surprise, it worked.â
She exhales, some of the tension leaving her shoulders again.
ââŠokay,â she says, quieter.
She leans in again.
This time, she doesnât hesitate as much.
You meet her halfway.
The kiss feels easier now. She remembers what just worked and follows it.
You feel her relax into it again, her hand resting more naturally against your hip.
You donât guide as much this time. You actually let her lead, enough for her to feel the difference.
It lasts a little longer.
When she finally pulls back once again, her forehead almost brushing yours, her eyes flicking up to meet yours without immediately looking away.
ââŠthat felt different,â she says quietly.
You nod once. âYeah.â
She studies your face for a second, checking your reaction again, but this time she doesnât look as nervous.
ââŠbetter?â she asks.
You give her a small smile. âYou tell me.â
She pauses.
Then she nods, a little more certain this time. ââŠyeah. Better.â
Her hand slowly moved up, lifting the hem of your sweatshirt slightly, just enough for her to cup one of your breasts in her hand, squeezing it through the soft fabric of your sports bra.
âYou're so beautiful, princess,â she whispered, you felt how with each passing second her movements became more confident, her touches became bolder, âI am very lucky to have you.â
You bit your lower lip when you heard her say those words. You used your hand to help her finally pull off her sweatshirt and top, throwing it somewhere to the side. That's the last thing on your mind, thinking about where it landed.
She swallowed nervously, seeing such a sight in front of her, and without noticing it, her cheeks blushed even more, âthey're soâŠâ She giggled nervously, "they're so beautifulâŠâ
Slowly and carefully, she leaned closer, covering the sensitive skin with her lips. You let out a soft gasp as Jimin's warm mouth enveloped your nipple, your back arching slightly off the bed. Your hands flew to her hair, fingers threading through the silky strands as you held her close, still being mindful of her sore hand.
âFuck⊠Just like that, pupâŠâ You whined, you cradled the back of her head, gently guiding her to suckle more firmly. Your breathing grew heavier, chest rising and falling more rapidly. âYou're doing it so fucking goodâŠâ
Jimin's good hand slid down to grip your ass, squeezing the firm globe and pulling you harder against her. You could feel the heat of her mouth, the wet suction, and it was making you throb between your legs.
You rocked your hips up, grinding your aching core against Jimin's toned thigh through the fabric of her sweats as you held her tight. Your skin flushed, and she could feel the dampness of arousal beginning to soak through your panties.
Your hand tightened in her hair, making her whine in pain, causing her to turn her head, turning away from one nipple to another. Jimin could feel the heat building between her own legs, her core clenching with each suck and lick.
She was being so good, so eager to please you, and it was driving her wild. One hand slid down from her hair to the back of her neck, pressing her closer as the other cupped the side of her face. You guided her gently, encouraging her to take more of her breast into her mouth.
âDon't rush, slow downâŠâ You hissed, hips started to move faster, grinding harder against her. She could feel the wet spot on her thigh growing, could feel your juices starting to drip down her skin. It was filthy, it was fucking dirty, but fuck if it wasn't the hottest thing she had ever experienced.
After a few minutes, she pulled away from your breasts, looking up at you with those 'fuck me' eyes that was making your mouth water. Her hand sliding up your back to tangle in your hair. She pulled you closer, until your chests were pressed together and your forehead was resting on her shoulder.
âGonna come for me, yeah, princess?â She whispered against your ear, hand slowly slid down to your ass, and pulling you harder against her thigh. She could feel your breath coming in short, sharp gasps against her, could feel the way you was trying to hold back your moans.
âDon't hold back, love,â she mumbled, âI want to hear you, all of you.â
âJimin, fuck fuck fuck!â She felt your body tense and then shudder against her as your orgasm crashed over you. The sound of your high-pitched whine, barely a whimper of her name, sent a jolt of electricity through her body. She could feel the fresh gush of wetness that soaked through the fabric of your panties and coated her thigh as you finally came undone.
"Shh, I've got you, love," Jimin murmured, holding you close as you trembled and quaked in her arms. She stroked your hair, your back, any part of you she could reach as you rode out the waves of your climax. "You did so good, princess. So, so good."
âFuck, I think I ruined your sweats,â you laughed at the realization of what had happened as your orgasm gradually subsided, âI promise I'll buy you new ones⊠or at least wash these ones.â âNah, I'm good,â she smiled back, âI always wanted to throw them away, they were only good for going to training.â
She wanted to say something else, but fell silent when she felt you slowly slide off her lap, kneeling between her legs, forcing her to spread them.
âHey, what are you doingââ she didn't even have time to finish her sentence before she felt your hands pulling her sweats down her long legs.
âYou just made me come,â you replied, throwing her pants aside, âIt's all fair, I'm just returning the favor.â
âYou don't have to, reallyâŠâ Jimin's breath caught slightly. You felt her body respond. Your fingers stilled for a moment, then continued their path, slipping fully beneath the waistband of her boxers.
âBut I want to,â you answered, looking up at her, âafter all, in this situation, when you have a broken arm, how can I not take care of my girlfriend? Especially when you need some oral support.â
You let your words to sink in, noticing how her eyes widened, âmoral support, I mean,â you giggled as if nothing had happened, noticing how her cheeks blushed a few shades more.
âShut up,â she muttered, âyou're genuinely making me blush.â
âGood to hear," you smiled once again, hooking your fingers into the waistband of hsr boxers, slowly peeling them down her hips and thighs. You helped her to lift her hips just enough to tug them off completely, leaving her her bare and exposed.
You leaned in, running your tongue along her slit, from her entrance up to her clit, savoring the first taste of her essence. You moaned at the exquisite flavor, her eyes fluttering shut in bliss.
âS-Shit!â she whimpered loudly, feeling the way the rough surface of your tongue was teasing her, âthat feels⊠That feels so damn goodâŠâ
âAnd you taste so fucking sweet,â you purred, before diving back in to lap at her sex like a woman starved. You focused her attention on her clit, circling and flicking the sensitive bud with the tip of your tongue, before suckling it gently.
Your hands gripped her hips, holding her close as you continued your sensual assault. You could feel the heat and wetness emanating from her core, could taste the sweet taste of her arousal.
You was so determined to bring her to the heights of pleasure, to make her see stars and forget any lingering insecurities.
Her whines grew louder and louder with every movement of your tongue, and she felt how her hips unconsciously pushed towards your tongue.
"That's it, fuck my face," you commanded, your voice a low, seductive growl. "Take what you need." You felt her trembling hand tangle in your hair, pulling it tightly, making you hiss at the sensation.
You could feel her grip on your hair tightening with every passing second. The pain was a delicious counterpoint to the intense sensations radiating through your body. You groaned in encouragement, the sound vibrating against her dripping sex, spurring her on.
"Fuck, please, baby!â she whimpered once again, buckling her hips in your face even harder.
You growled in approval at her wanton moans and desperate pleas. She could feel her fingers tangling in her hair even harder, gripping the strands tightly as she rutted against her face with wild abandon. Emboldened by her passion, you doubled your efforts, determined to bring her to the edge of ecstasy she so desperately craved.
âCome on, puppy,â you murmured against her pussy lips, âI can feel you being so close, you won't hold back for me, won't ya?â
âY-Yes, baby, please!â her hand trembled in your hair as she was tethering on the edge. âI'll be good, I won't hold back, I swear!â
You sealed your lips around her clit, suckling the sensitive bud. The obscene sounds of your tongue plunging into her soaked pussy filled the room, mingling with Jimin's escalating moans and cries.
You could feel the telltale fluttering of her walls, signaling her impending orgasm. You redoubled her efforts, fucking her harder and faster, your tongue lashing at her clit with merciless precision. Jimin let out a whimper of pure bliss as her orgasm crashed over her like a tidal wave. "Fuck!"
Her inner walls clamped down around your plunging tongue, rippling and fluttering as they tried to draw you deeper. A gush of her essence flooded your mouth, and she could feel you greedily swallowing every single drop.
You gentled your touch, slowing your tongue to shallow thrusts and soft caresses as Jimin floated down from her high, her body going boneless and pliant above you.
"Fuck, that was so damn beautiful," you murmured, pressing a tender kiss to her sensitive sex before. You gazed up at her with adoring eyes, taking in the flush of her skin, the sheen of sweat on her brow, and the blissed-out smile playing about her kiss-swollen lips.
After a few moments you shift against the pillows and pull the blanket over both of you. Jimin settles in close, careful with her arm, tucking herself against your side. You adjust automatically, one arm around her shoulders, the other resting lightly so you donât touch the plaster.
She exhales.
A long one.
âToday was a lot,â she murmurs, her voice softer now, already slower.
âYeah,â you say. âIt was.â
She presses a little closer, her forehead brushing your collarbone, her body finally relaxing. You feel it happen. First her shoulders relax. Then her back. Then her breathing evens out.
You run your hand gently along her arm, slow and steady, nothing complicated. Just enough to ground her.
âIâm still mad about the timing,â she adds quietly, eyes half-closed. âBut⊠Iâm less scared now.â
You nod, even if she canât fully see it. âGood.â
A pause.
Then, softer, âI meant what I said earlier. Theyâll wait for you, pup.â
She hums in response.
Another minute passes.
Her grip on your shirt loosens slightly, then tightens again.
âStay?â she mumbles, barely awake now.
âIâm here,â you say.
Her breathing slows further, turning steady, deep. You feel the shift when she finally stops thinking and lets herself drift. Her weight settles fully against you.






