egoistic :3

she/her they/them and umm i'm eighteen;;

[egoisticore]

if i don't start bleeding soon... let's just say. for the sake of the auntehjrbtjhewbtjfhtebgijrngdirdikjhnoirsunhkjrngijerndkegmndriougns,mrngojesnkgjnsoingkjdsnoigfjneskjngtoisdnjfkjndsgkfndkjsngkszdnjfkjnsalifnkeqwjnfoqiwjdoqwjdoc9jdzkxmodicsjfkjesjiodsmsogindskjlgnmspodigjkjdsjfoiefkdsjgoidsnmg0ewgnieq9wjfiuwdnofivdw98ghoewiohfiuewnfi0jeqoifjqiouhrfiuenfoieqwjkfjnew098fudsijf8hsajdsouhnogijsdijtisudhkjfnh-s9djgpfdijgoifdsjgpew098uwoutj4ientgodijg9oijwreoiuthweijtorwjgoirjt0ogjtre098tgjrwoidslkcfvjofrsigjporsijgzoirwausjgfdoxiuhijnersifdphclkj,kbrtpoihgjknfbpu;ikjesmfdngoikjlbrtirjy40e8ut08ier0iwjg0w3j03j0tgj34t0gj308tgiejrg094jg0j34gj039jegeofijg0w8neosijeg9iseidnonyt known this i dont think you understand just how alive i am right now. if you did yoiu would not be calling me. trust me i'm credible enough to get back to you. . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . ...nwaGJeNDSGoszsgnlojAgdn4tyugerhfdjknbcufidor8ewthuigsdnjkbxomcijunjkdsgeoijwt40u8e9yhorigjty8u43etu64834utjy0384u6teiyorjklfdgmvc49ywuehropsigjdfklnvc4yuoheraipgjksdlfxncvbh5yeuproijgkfdnm,vcw4utrihzspgjdklnc,vmx cfdjkgnldrignrjngopuhrgpiouherpguhw9t8g0w3w4t985098y5e0uey509uey0e09ur09uesu8rjsgijfvdokdnlkvfoijefsogdsgdsgdsijdsogijofdogfdoohzdfohdhfzohugfdzohpufdbzpoi8gfdzoiegr98grzjporg98peojoihpsejrgufijdgsniameowmeowmeowmeowmeowmeowmeowmeowmeowmeowmeowmeow i saw a cat i saw so many and a girl was FEEDING them so iknow theyre friendly and i love thema nd im going to spend allo f my seventeen dollars and feed them i dont . im hungry. ,

[egoisticore]

if i was an angel i'd be mopping up my own blood right .now.

[egoisticore]

now, i already decided i wasn't going to kill myself. but, i won't force anything one way or another

[egoisticore]

my death is going to be sooo useful for the narrative. people will say, "wow where would this story have gone. if that side character hadn't died off screen and was never talked about again." then i'll be all like " "

[egoisticore]

yesterday i walked to my local park at night and punched a tree for like twenty minutes. people were still ou t and about so it was a bit embarrassing. i'm over having shame i decided.

i finally used the bandages i bought cuz i had a tiny cut on my arm. i put them on my hands as well, just because i could.

i was going to save them to use for my halloween costume, but i do not think i will be celebrating this year. i havev not the energy even for such a simple dress-up.

[egoisticore]

i've recenty taken to saying "good morning everyone" when i wake up and "good night everyone" when i go to sleep. it makes my cramped dorm feel less lonely .

[egoisticore]

threevmore months of this and i'm killing myself

[egoisticore]

so many thoughts everytime i'mm waiting for the trains to stop. no one could stop me

[egoisticore]

threevmore months of this and i'm killing myself

[communist-hatsunemiku]

yeah no

[egoisticore]

kitten i'll be honest with you daddy's about to kill himself

[comfybutter]

awesome -> foxsome

[egoisticore]

pawsome? :D

[egoisticore]

omg biden is bidone with running for president .

[jk-bigender]

Bleh I feel bad

[jk-bigender]

Like emotionally

[jk-bigender]

Wanna cuddle with someone idk.

[jk-bigender]

@be-gentle-with-littluns-2 ? @sonofshu ?

[be-gentle-with-littluns]

*tackles you with a hug*

[calebwittebane]

this is the most disappointed ive ever been in my entire life. usa hopeless country. cant even have a messy splatter headshot political assassination on live tv. weak. pathetic. ugly.

[egoisticore]

sorry to tell you this but i read this in a jar jar binks voice because you wrote "usa"

[rlyehtaxidermist]

"immortality sucks because all your friends die" all your friends die anyway. those we do not mourn are those who mourn us.

"immortality sucks because you forget who you are" we always forget who we are. do you remember who you were at four years of age? who you were at fourteen? "who i am" is a shadow cast on the wall.

"immortality sucks because" skill issue. skill issue. skill issue. give me your liver

[egoisticore]

immortality sucks because once the stars all die out it will be an eternity of darkness. and pai n /and ccold

[spiribia]

i would be a kittypet all the way in the warrior cats universe. if i heard a bunch of guys were in the woods killing each other for survival and they think i'm the lame one for getting mediocre banquets i would be like you guys are stupidd and then when the thunderclan medicine cat comes by my fenced lot to pick yarrow i would be like what are you doing and shes like medicine so my clanmates don't die and i'm like wow you guys really have it that rough. and she keeps encountering me and one day i'm like why don't you come inside there's plenty of kibble and she averts her eyes shyly and is like ...no that would be against starclan and i'd go To have a little kibble? and she's like You know what i mean. and i do. 5 moons later she is getting adopted by my people and visions of her ancestors still haunt her and she is from time to time like Did I do the right thing...? how could i be so selfish...? and i'm like my toy mouse squeaks

[lthsm]

Yeah you’re normal about weird trans women but are you normal about boring trans women?

Can you listen to some suburban tgirl who doesn’t go outside complain about her life for five full minutes without bringing up how much worse you have it and how she should be grateful for her only problem being slight abuse or whatever?

Can you exist for five minutes around a conventionally feminine trans woman without reminding her she “doesn’t have to” shave/voice train/do makeup/grow her hair out? Can you avoid bringing up how she “shouldn’t be confined” by gender roles?

Can you support a woman who wants bottom surgery without being weird about it? Bonus points if you can restrain yourself from calling it The Surgery.

[egoisticore]

it's so weird seeing these posts because most of them amount to "Can you treat her with common fucking decency?" and then people don't??